Post B2zEJjXiox5APuuvxo by daimon@convo.casa
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 (DIR) Post #B2x8xoQ97Hgd5UBK8O by daimon@convo.casa
       2026-02-03T18:44:38Z
       
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       i've read my year of rest and relaxation, yet i still want to sleep and detach from everything
       
 (DIR) Post #B2zEJgaRoMTpFVAZIO by daimon@convo.casa
       2026-02-03T20:08:24Z
       
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       time to finally read Nevada (after having read dozens of books and movies by non-trans about trans)
       
 (DIR) Post #B2zEJi7S78TW09cRNY by daimon@convo.casa
       2026-02-03T22:20:07Z
       
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       you'll know it's time to replace the blade when your face is a gory mess every day after you shave and you keep thinking, you want blood moon magic but only bleed a couple days a month? I bleed everyday. from my face.nevada (2013)
       
 (DIR) Post #B2zEJiifskFVrb2AOe by daimon@convo.casa
       2026-02-04T17:56:24Z
       
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       imogen binnie is so casually lighthearted humorously traumatic gore here, i need to talk like this instead of pretending to analyze or moralize something
       
 (DIR) Post #B2zEJjXiox5APuuvxo by daimon@convo.casa
       2026-02-04T18:11:48Z
       
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       a part of this transsexual awakening or whatever you call it is that i've always experienced emotions second-hand, being mentally numb closed-off all the time then seeing someone having a likeable trait and trying to embody emphatize emulate that as much as possible until it becomes mine, but it never did, so i'm at this moment a loose hyperlinked collection of various characters i kinda pretend to be -- by quoting, referring, invoking, playing, pretending, performing but never like actually feeling -- just to have a personality, and be able to interact with people, so now is such a weird moment for me, i'm like trying to lean on some personality aspect and exaggerate it, rather than just safely moderate, yeah just feeling like a person or trying to identify what i like at all, not supposed to, but that i actually do, and it's kinda scary cause i'm new to this developing own personality through following your inclinations to the end thing which is apparently what everyone else was already doing but then still ended up so boring