Post ANUtevu2dM3SlwLQnY by meowski@fluf.club
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(DIR) Post #ANUjtHcJhOK8d7G3vM by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:15:08.303796Z
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This hoe diagnosed me with schizo affective disorder, which I said I probably had on Pleroma 3 years ago, proving that I am in fact not delusional.
(DIR) Post #ANUjtI4fzx0c34Wi80 by lina@eientei.org
2022-09-12T17:16:38.798998Z
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@Horns real schizos hate jew run governments
(DIR) Post #ANUkf2gyUaQMF1D5m4 by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:21:39.378076Z
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Once, about 20 minutes ago.
(DIR) Post #ANUl4hqCdg9N6MlQXo by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:28:39.806453Z
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I gave quite an impassioned speech, as I tend to do. It was a bit over the top, I must admit. Also hallucinations. Apparently ridiculous emotional density and hallucinations together are usually schizo affective.
(DIR) Post #ANUlFqzIyJ0kehKxAO by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:31:09.045698Z
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Idk, I used to hallucinate pretty badly but it went away when I moved out of my parents’ house.
(DIR) Post #ANUlJgtsQ25IWmcykS by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:30:28.744919Z
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I mean I’m too autistic to actually feel stress or emotions IRL, but when I talk it sounds crazy whether it matches what’s in my head or not.
(DIR) Post #ANUlW1swDusp5P4Wzg by parker@leafposter.club
2022-09-12T17:34:50.033469Z
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Were they entirely verbal, visual, tactile, or what? I used to hallucinate, but that went away when I was 16, puberty fixed it.
(DIR) Post #ANUlbZ0aUzo5GSHz2O by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:35:02.030333Z
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Mostly auditory.
(DIR) Post #ANUlbZOL4go0S7Ox3g by parker@leafposter.club
2022-09-12T17:35:51.008805Z
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That makes sense if it's schizophrenia related.
(DIR) Post #ANUlgoGnBWsW2pN0uu by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:34:17.202736Z
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The corners of my eyes always have shadows and people and stuff that aren’t there, most of my auditory stuff is just screaming my name, or screaming gibberish. Like an echo of when I was a kid I guess.
(DIR) Post #ANUlquTAzOk6AVyk88 by _skycaptain@nicecrew.digital
2022-09-12T17:38:37.916177Z
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you can always say "heavenly Father" or "holy Spirit" or "King Jesus" if the voices get annoying. I've got a pretty active internal dialog, but idk if that's quite the same thing.
(DIR) Post #ANUlwdqVhzLILgctHs by n3f_X@nicecrew.digital
2022-09-12T17:39:39.989630Z
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start acting weird
(DIR) Post #ANUly6YwQUMLhY6e2K by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:38:49.336166Z
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It’s not schizophrenia. That’s not what schizo affective means. It’s just the same root word that means “to detach”
(DIR) Post #ANUly74qVrsdIV27lY by parker@leafposter.club
2022-09-12T17:39:54.628736Z
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I'm not super familiar with it, so thanks for clarifying it.
(DIR) Post #ANUlyygFDYHrXpwEuu by _skycaptain@nicecrew.digital
2022-09-12T17:40:05.605671Z
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wut!? who said that?!
(DIR) Post #ANUm7A24tW0D4N3Kq0 by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:40:32.203827Z
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Schizo affective is low impulse control, but with hallucinations, basically.
(DIR) Post #ANUmjgdY7WsrC6wymW by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:46:41.335622Z
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Our Father who art in Heaven hallowed be thy name thy kingdom come on Earth as it is in Heaven give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors and lead us not unto temptation but deliver us from evil for yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory eternal amen
(DIR) Post #ANUmp8tsSumKIdBn9s by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T17:49:22.220378Z
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I forgot thy will be done. Going to Hell
(DIR) Post #ANUnRvCnJgKD7SWqP2 by parker@leafposter.club
2022-09-12T17:56:30.500727Z
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Mostly night terrors, so I'd wake up, could walk around, but I'd be in space, the earth would be floating above me, or there'd be a monster sitting on the toilet, the bones in my hands would be broken with the flesh rotting off, that kind of thing.
(DIR) Post #ANUoyRN1MaPm68Nkum by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T18:10:14.229995Z
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This makes me really dislike John Lennon. Like a lot.
(DIR) Post #ANUoyxqYcJ3Sp0RnOa by parker@leafposter.club
2022-09-12T18:13:40.633417Z
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Didn't we all already hate him?
(DIR) Post #ANUpOpYG53UCckDpZ2 by meowski@fluf.club
2022-09-12T18:18:21.042057Z
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@bot @Horns @parker neko maid waifus
(DIR) Post #ANUtEOb1qQPrwbnWHQ by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T18:17:10.272560Z
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Yeah but I’m feeling all assassinationy
(DIR) Post #ANUtevu2dM3SlwLQnY by meowski@fluf.club
2022-09-12T19:06:00.197950Z
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@bot @Horns @parker let's face it we all have our reasons for ending up in a place like this
(DIR) Post #ANUtfASwUOI5wEmV8q by parker@leafposter.club
2022-09-12T19:06:08.520688Z
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At least John Lennon already kicked it, so technically it's not a fedpost.
(DIR) Post #ANUuAlhu4pGIPvqbwG by parker@leafposter.club
2022-09-12T19:11:50.172426Z
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Fair number of higher IQ people here, unique brains, mental disorders go with the territory. Not that childhood night terrors are much of a mental disorder.
(DIR) Post #ANUuFzHX2AgLxy07oe by Horns@beefyboys.win
2022-09-12T19:11:54.765427Z
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I’M GOING TO KILL ABRAHAM LINCOLN
(DIR) Post #ANUuFzt6mSjvqVa8O0 by parker@leafposter.club
2022-09-12T19:12:47.807486Z
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I'm going to travel back in time, kill Adolf Hitler, and save the world from unspeakable evil.