Post 9ySNZ3faXHucK7SaOG by Camille@spinster.xyz
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 (DIR) Post #9yKNsOaPRGZtQrZxWS by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-20T22:40:19.929055Z
       
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       My cat is not well. He hasn’t been eating much, which is very unlike him. He has to go for a scan tomorrow (it might be cancer, he’s 17) so he has to fast overnight. Having eaten sod all today, now he’s crying for food and I can’t give him any. It’s breaking my heart. I really hope he doesn’t have cancer.Send us good vibes tomorrow sisters, I’m gonna try to go to sleep now.
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRbb9wjNL4CZLPlTM by Fullycaffeinated@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-20T22:41:19.722923Z
       
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       @Camille Wishing you an your cat the most positive of outcomes tomorrow. 💜
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRbbAIM4wMdePX2B6 by LuvGreenTea2019@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-20T22:43:57.268951Z
       
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       @Fullycaffeinated @Camille hope the kitty gets better….
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRbbAiEWj42wfdhVw by Maud_Gonner@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-20T22:52:36.485725Z
       
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       @LuvGreenTea2019 @Fullycaffeinated @Camille, he knows you love him, and that will help him feel better.
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRbdk4O2YGBBQE8cS by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T10:17:31.917990Z
       
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       Thanks so much gals.@Maud_Gonner @LuvGreenTea2019 @Fullycaffeinated
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRbeI3VgJlEaY4uyO by Chronic-Yonic@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-20T22:50:25.111272Z
       
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       @Camille :blob_cat_snuggle: :blobheartcat:
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRbffx6JtjYzZk0vI by ChiLady82@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-20T22:41:18.421363Z
       
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       @Camille  I’m so sorry to hear that hugs sending love, light & good vibes to you & your beautiful kitty :blob_cat_heart:
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRbgO7E7byfxioiob by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T10:18:00.768357Z
       
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       @ChiLady82 Thanks Vee
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRgSsojfz2ktmY1h2 by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:11:35.893312Z
       
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       So it’s not good news for my kitty. He has a lesion on his lungs, which is most likely lung cancer. He also had a bladder infection.We had a tough weekend, he was not good at all for most of Saturday, not eating, not grooming. He got an antibiotic shot on Saturday morning to treat the bladder infection, and that seems to have helped - he was eating more by the evening. The vet gave me ant-acids and an appetite stimulant to help with his eating, which he steadfastly refuses to consume, no matter how much tuna I hide it in. But he is eating more.He’s a much slimmer cat now than he was in this photo. My poor little Fatty. He’s been with me for 17 years, since he was 8 weeks old. I knew he couldn’t live forever, but it’s still really difficult to know he’s nearing the end.
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRhMtQiaMQZ111Nvk by Chronic-Yonic@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:20:44.678559Z
       
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       @Camille I’m so, so, so sorry. It hurts so damn much.
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRhMu8JyFJ1CFQCtU by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:21:42.821274Z
       
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       @Chronic-Yonic Thanks Chronic. It really does.
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRhXzQ8eWlGmS2dXs by HebrideanHecate@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:22:26.667454Z
       
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       @Camille Oh, Camille, I am so so sorry, it is so painful when this happens.Just hideously painful xxx
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRhY0OP2Sy1nMElTk by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:23:43.300557Z
       
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       @HebrideanHecate Thanks Hebs. It really is.
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRhYonHeEZw70GLCa by FeartnTired@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:21:42.252353Z
       
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       @Camille love to Fatty
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRhn7QFBWBlwPIxw8 by Chronic-Yonic@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:23:55.565880Z
       
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       @Camille I had a cat that died of cancer as well. My dear, love little miss Piko. When I think of her, I still get tears in my eyes and it’s been almost a decade. God I loved that cat.
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRhn7q7dItBEfPdGy by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:26:27.606615Z
       
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       @Chronic-Yonic You know the one upside to this is that due to Covid, I’m at home all of the time. It was lovely to have him with me during lockdown (it’s just me and him!)I’d hate to have to go out to work and leave him right now. I’m glad I can be here to give him rubs and comfort.
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRiHjxAUYHe89J3lR by Chronic-Yonic@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:28:14.191481Z
       
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       @Camille That’s true. Did the vet offer any possible treatments? Not that it’s a super terrific thing to do, especially if it involves those poisonous chemical treatments chemo, though…
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRiHlXMbSpZ2hFTou by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:31:59.606504Z
       
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       @Chronic-Yonic No, we’re in palliative care territory. He also has an enlarged heart (a consequence of a heart murmur he’s had since he was a kitten). I had a cat a number of years ago who contracted feline AIDS. Her last days were me trying to get tablets down her throat, and her vigorously resisting with every last bit of strength she had. I promised myself that I wouldn’t do that again. I’ll do everything I can to make him comfortable, and enjoy the time I have left with him, and when he’s no longer comfortable, I will do the decent thing and let him go. 💔
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRiws0XS092z2Ul2u by grace_hawthorn@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:38:15.956394Z
       
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       @Camille @Chronic-Yonic Oh i’m so sorry love. It’s really hard. I’m glad you can be at home with him and i’m glad he has you. But oufff it pulls your heart apart. All the love to both of you
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRiwsnoUnYnRrY6qm by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:39:25.643925Z
       
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       Thanks Grace. It’s hard to wrap your head around. I knew it was coming, but it doesn’t make it any easier. @grace_hawthorn @Chronic-Yonic
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRjXDAiExyb31aCCO by Nora@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T11:45:59.629126Z
       
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       @Camille sending strength, I'm so sorry. Take some solace in the fact that you've given him a wonderful home and he's loved. 💜
       
 (DIR) Post #9yRpD8nnNOhtQefzqy by krzycatlady@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T12:39:25.137912Z
       
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       @Camille I lost my cat-son of twenty years this past March. The first everything without them is the hardest, but it gets easier after. Spend as much time with your kitty as you can, because in the end no matter how much you did it will always feel like what you did was inadequate.  ((((hugs))))
       
 (DIR) Post #9ySNZ34ikMQCTmD8vQ by life_as_a_bug@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T16:43:07.627729Z
       
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       @Camille Poor angel! ❤️❤️ At this point, it would be a blessing for a relaxed passing. I had a cat die recently that was 21 years old and looked like your baby (she was a runt tuxedo - very petite and shy). She began losing her balance and memory. It absolutely broke my heart hearing her meow loudly around the house in the early morning hours, acting like she wanted to have water from the sink but staring at it blankly when I turned it on for her. It’s an excruciatingly bitter pill to swallow, but sometimes it’s better for them to pass. He knows he’s loved. Keep showing him that love. :blobheart:
       
 (DIR) Post #9ySNZ3faXHucK7SaOG by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T19:14:30.163050Z
       
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       @life_as_a_bug Thanks bugsy. I aim to make his remaining time as comfortable as possible, but if he’s in pain or distress, to let him go. He’s been my buddy for a long time, and much as I don’t want to lose him, I don’t want to let him suffer.
       
 (DIR) Post #9ySNdpNP6bFDRREF8q by ChiLady82@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T16:15:05.435581Z
       
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       @Camille I’m so sorry 😢 poor little Fatty. I’m sending you and Fatty all of my love & light. I’m here for you
       
 (DIR) Post #9ySNdqXMn2o92ctiJE by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T19:15:22.995960Z
       
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       @ChiLady82 Thank you Vee
       
 (DIR) Post #9ySNvuyj14B01oJNRo by Anna_Khalili33@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T16:02:09.245284Z
       
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       @Camille I’m so sorry Camille. This must be heart-breaking for you. I’m sure Fatty knows you are doing everything you can for him and it must be comforting for him having you around now. Sending you and Fatty lots of love ❤️
       
 (DIR) Post #9ySNvvM7c4tLCNG3uq by Camille@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T19:18:39.002681Z
       
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       @Anna_Khalili33 Thanks Anna. He’s been a comfort to me so many times over the years, so I want to do my best for him now. He’s eating a bit more now, so I hope he’ll be with me for a little while yet. 🙏
       
 (DIR) Post #9ySNxePhZiKhESkvqq by ChiLady82@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T19:17:58.513642Z
       
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       @Camille you’re welcome.
       
 (DIR) Post #9ySUYx5FipXpZnMQgi by Anna_Khalili33@spinster.xyz
       2020-08-24T20:32:49.567334Z
       
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       @Camille Nshalla ❤️