Post 9k68EkLacZ6xslxKu8 by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
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(DIR) Post #9k64ODPTXJr2oB27EW by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T06:46:36.561612Z
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I've grown up so much in the past few months but I kind of hate it
(DIR) Post #9k64YRnqsU46LNJXFY by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T06:48:22Z
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@ihavebigtits why?
(DIR) Post #9k64Zj8pton6PKjuQS by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T06:48:40.468662Z
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@hansbauer Things are much more complex.
(DIR) Post #9k64mbEmb7hnerevU8 by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T06:50:55Z
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@ihavebigtits complex in the sense complex as should be or in the sense overly complicated?
(DIR) Post #9k64pAaw6wtvtcFMae by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T06:51:27.886549Z
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@hansbauer Things shouldn't be complex, not for me. It is not my way.
(DIR) Post #9k651XzwvJeBxIqfZ2 by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T06:53:29Z
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@ihavebigtits wait.. are the things complex or are you perceiving them as complex when in reality they are not?
(DIR) Post #9k657XazKiiURc1zIu by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T06:54:47.097101Z
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@hansbauer They are complex.If I perceive them as complex, then they are, reality is just a perspective, and both perspectives are truth because complexity only can exist as a perspective.
(DIR) Post #9k65tZPxrTNFznmEZU by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T07:03:24Z
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@ihavebigtits@hansbauer >reality is just a perspectivenot really. reality is reality. what we apprehend from it is a perspective.>and both perspectives are truth because complexity only can exist as a perspective.this is true.so, you are upset that you cannot see the simplicity of reality and instead can only have the complexity of the apprehended perspectives?
(DIR) Post #9k6611DssgDuG7g6sq by se7en@freespeechextremist.com
2019-06-22T07:04:50.177464Z
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@hansbauer"Reality" is the only word in the language that should always be used in quotes.-- Dr. Timothy Leary@ihavebigtits
(DIR) Post #9k66EIGUpWKCsYEJiS by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T07:07:13.424573Z
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@hansbauer No, I'm upset because in order to survive in the current life I have, I have to embrace a complex and flexible perspective that pays attention to things I'd ignore in an ideal world. Reality exists in one way or another, but our nature means we will inevitably only perceive it. We can only view it through perspectives. To switch into a simpler perspective now would kill me, the one I built is useful, and I need it right now, but I despise it. Either way my heart drags me to where I need to end up, which is also needed, and hurts the most.
(DIR) Post #9k66rZPD2H83Ki29rM by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T07:14:12Z
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@ihavebigtits to live is to accept reality as it is. we can try to impose an ideal, but every time we force an ideal into our world, it becomes its opposite. if you impose an ideal of love, it will become hate. if you impose an ideal of freedom, it will become slavery. if we don't learn to accept and love reality as it is, it will impose itself until we bend our knees. if you accept reality, you are free; if you oppose it, you will become a slave and maintainer of you lies.
(DIR) Post #9k67319UDQQCZY8cvQ by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T07:16:23.561906Z
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@hansbauer If you think it's possible to genuinely see reality exactly as it is, then there's no way we'll ever agree sorry.
(DIR) Post #9k67Q1gmNwMCtkgLnU by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T07:20:28Z
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@ihavebigtits no, it is not. we can only have some intuitions. we can only feel its presence.
(DIR) Post #9k67exJ2xjaPeIhTMm by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T07:23:14.438745Z
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@hansbauer how can you accept it instead of interpreting it then
(DIR) Post #9k68EkLacZ6xslxKu8 by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T07:29:38Z
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@ihavebigtits i see... do you think we can only accept what we can rationalize? you cannot rationalize intuitions without destroying them. they are almost always accepted immediately to the point we don't even perceive them.
(DIR) Post #9k68r4OwVbZT5DnZ0C by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T07:36:38.658820Z
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@hansbauer Dunno, but it’s in my nature to oppose reality anyway so I never tried to accept it. That’s what my intuitions laid for me.
(DIR) Post #9k697EDZmJqkA8BdOi by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T07:39:26Z
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@ihavebigtits your intuitions or your thoughts?
(DIR) Post #9k69Bg87wZU9t9lBDs by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T07:40:21.442135Z
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@hansbauer intuition, i didn’t fucking stutter
(DIR) Post #9k69PKWV4feyvjfafQ by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T07:42:45Z
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@ihavebigtits well sometimes it is easy to confuse both or to rationalize the intuition to fit our convictions.
(DIR) Post #9k69VLinX27wNtIB7Y by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T07:43:55.235778Z
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@hansbauer it might be easy for others but it’s difficult to me
(DIR) Post #9k6AJ7A5wG0zhun2TQ by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T07:52:49Z
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@ihavebigtits normally intuitions are in perfect harmony with reality, and to oppose reality is something that makes no sense. it is a senseless battle that cannot be won and brings only pain and suffering. i'm sorry.
(DIR) Post #9k6B0MKPQUGjCHEdGa by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
2019-06-22T08:00:43.669925Z
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@hansbauer if that is normally the case then clearly I’m notnormal huh? And don’t be sorry, reality has hurt me plenty, it only seems appropriate that a part of it would become my foe.I know the path i walk, do not pity me
(DIR) Post #9k6CEPrPBrEW9zw3ns by hansbauer@fosstodon.org
2019-06-22T08:14:23Z
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@ihavebigtits not normal means you are probably confusing something other with intuition. but that's only what i think. not really important. i could lie to you and say i'm not sorry, but i really am. i don't know how much romanticized you got this idea, but you are in a fool's errand trying to oppose reality. and if you are proud of it, i can only feel even more sorry.