Post 9hW65FHx1pYuamnxXU by moxcheese@gravitas.cafe
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 (DIR) Post #9hW65F81cjce60A24G by moxcheese@gravitas.cafe
       2019-04-06T01:54:51Z
       
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       I'm 6 weeks sober today. The last week has been a really difficult one, with a lot of social settings with heavy drinking, and now with post-PAX depression setting in. But I handled it, and think I can keep handling it.
       
 (DIR) Post #9hW65FHx1pYuamnxXU by moxcheese@gravitas.cafe
       2019-04-06T01:57:05Z
       
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       If there's one thing that this taught me, it's that I was not ok before. As much as I believed I had it under control, and I was fine, and functional, I was not. I was a mess. Just remembering how I used to feel has been a lot of what's kept me strong but it's still difficult.I'm not sure why I'm sharing this with y'all, I guess I hope talking about it can help me keep going, and maybe help other people struggling with the same thing.
       
 (DIR) Post #9hW65FeHgnQVi3FnLk by knotteye@spacecowboy.cc
       2019-04-06T02:31:45.400231Z
       
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       @moxcheese Congrats on 6 weeks! 🎺 I’ve been there before, it gets easier.