Post 972607 by eaon@chaos.social
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 (DIR) Post #971926 by nickfarr@chaos.social
       2018-11-04T19:22:39Z
       
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       One time I made a mix CD, embedded a Walkman CD player in a music box I found at a thrift store and gave it to a crush.I found it in the dumpster behind the sports bar I worked at, by accident, when I was taking out the trash.I think that's the moment I became capable of committing war crimes when ordered to do so.
       
 (DIR) Post #972477 by eaon@chaos.social
       2018-11-04T19:58:44Z
       
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       @nickfarr I think the term you are looking for is "narcissistic wound" in the way Freud described it 😛
       
 (DIR) Post #972586 by nickfarr@chaos.social
       2018-11-04T20:07:08Z
       
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       @eaon Most definitely. To continue along your thinking, my narcissistic supply was cut off pretty sharply after I left my small town, and I didn't really learn to move beyond it until middle adulthood.If you argued I never got over it, I wouldn't muster up enough pride to disagree.
       
 (DIR) Post #972607 by eaon@chaos.social
       2018-11-04T20:08:53Z
       
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       @nickfarr it's all a spectrum anyway
       
 (DIR) Post #972634 by nickfarr@chaos.social
       2018-11-04T20:11:02Z
       
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       @eaon It's weird, but I recalled this in the middle of helping my dad program his new "car" to open the garage door.