Post 1025777 by rick_777@cybre.space
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 (DIR) Post #1025704 by ky0ko@cybre.space
       2018-11-07T04:41:36Z
       
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       weirds me out that i can remember a specific moment where i attained self-awareness and most people, apparently, can't
       
 (DIR) Post #1025731 by Kat@sleeping.town
       2018-11-07T04:43:14Z
       
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       @ky0ko oh i remember thisyeah i was like 3
       
 (DIR) Post #1025777 by rick_777@cybre.space
       2018-11-07T04:46:49Z
       
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       @ky0koOoh tell tell
       
 (DIR) Post #1025920 by ky0ko@cybre.space
       2018-11-07T04:57:59Z
       
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       @Kat same3 years oldshortly after moving into a new condopart of it happened while sitting on the counter, with my mom cooking dinnercarrotsi had the sudden revelation that i was a person, and could have my own likes and dislikes, separate from my motherthat i was a separate entity from her, that my emotions and goals were mine, and she had different onesand at that point with my newfound knowledge decided and vocalized that i do not like carrots
       
 (DIR) Post #1025933 by Kat@sleeping.town
       2018-11-07T04:58:35Z
       
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       @ky0ko for me it was more like*is 3**goes to bed**wakes up* "oh, huh."
       
 (DIR) Post #1025939 by ky0ko@cybre.space
       2018-11-07T04:59:14Z
       
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       @Kat i mean, it was very much just a "oh, huh" moment for me toowell, a set of them, in very rapid succession
       
 (DIR) Post #1025943 by Kat@sleeping.town
       2018-11-07T04:59:34Z
       
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       @ky0ko yeahfelt like waking up from a dream
       
 (DIR) Post #1025944 by ky0ko@cybre.space
       2018-11-07T04:59:41Z
       
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       @Kat i also realized *very* shortly after that other people, being other people, observed me and thought about me differently than i did, and had their own internal views of themselves that may differ from how i see them
       
 (DIR) Post #1025946 by ky0ko@cybre.space
       2018-11-07T04:59:56Z
       
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       @Kat yes! it very much did feel like thatexcept, for the first time
       
 (DIR) Post #1025949 by ky0ko@cybre.space
       2018-11-07T05:00:07Z
       
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       @Kat makes it hard to categorize memories from before then as dreams or not.
       
 (DIR) Post #1025959 by Kat@sleeping.town
       2018-11-07T05:00:42Z
       
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       @ky0ko whenever someone tells me i did something as a kid i just shrug and say "sounds fake but ok"cause i mean, as far as i know, it didn't actually happen x3
       
 (DIR) Post #1026306 by alstein@witches.live
       2018-11-07T05:30:25Z
       
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       @ky0ko Was around when I was 2 1/2.  Had to do with Fozzie Bear.
       
 (DIR) Post #1027758 by werekat@mastodon.acc.sunet.se
       2018-11-07T07:25:41Z
       
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       @ky0ko That's really cool, this is the first time I've read about how developing a theory of mind actually feels! I remember shit like time being distinctly different - very slowly bouncing balls, for instance, or the fact that a traveling time of 10 minutes was my subjective "hour" for a while, but not this. It's really cool!