Post B8PrkJIX7Qg04xPVwG by ellaw@exquisite.social
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 (DIR) Post #B8PQkwMt9vJuUUWXFw by AzulCrescent@tech.lgbt
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       why ive dissappeared for a while lolam oki now, i think, at least.
       
 (DIR) Post #B8PrkJIX7Qg04xPVwG by ellaw@exquisite.social
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       @AzulCrescent yeah, sounds familiar...
       
 (DIR) Post #B8Q6HkwgkG3wk12FMm by TritTriton@shelter.moe
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       @AzulCrescent I’m quite afraid to know why you had no contact with him for 2 years, but receive my condolences, still. 🫂
       
 (DIR) Post #B8QCHSLIVhgQlmmnfk by RinaVolpina@rubber.social
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       @AzulCrescent 🫂
       
 (DIR) Post #B8QQiQ7iGeod43BSAC by FrankEndrullat@mastodon.social
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       @AzulCrescent Glad you’re back. Hope all is well or will be better soon!
       
 (DIR) Post #B8QVKYeNPfk0KYu20O by bunni@raru.re
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       @AzulCrescent :bunSadPat:
       
 (DIR) Post #B8QWwJCZOlW7NOSerA by caranea@infosec.exchange
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       @AzulCrescent Firstly, condolences, regardless. Had a similar experience when my father died. Were in contact at best once every 1 1/2 years for 6+ years. Unpleasant memories. When he died, was unsure what to feel. On the one hand, he was not a nice person, so there was something of a sense of relief. On the other, he was my father, so not entirely irrelevant for my existence. Did not weep for him, or feel the need to do so, but noticed that there was nevertheless an emotional toll to pay. As someone already said, grief can be weird.