Post B5BvrsfYJG3sQsGV3g by cathos@merveilles.town
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 (DIR) Post #B5BvrsfYJG3sQsGV3g by cathos@merveilles.town
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       You're right, brain. I don't do anything.I don't make cool games, I don't program, I don't make finished, polished art. I am tired, and I watch others do these things. Sometimes jealous of their skills. But people look up to me for what I have done.And I have, kinda, done all those things at an amateur level. And I kinda... do everything. And nothing. Struggling to focus, and blaming myself. Struggling to control what I spend time on. Struggling with chronic illness, multiple disabilities, and unemployment. And still trying so hardTo make something.But mostlyTrying so hard to be kindAnd encourage others. And maybe I can be satisfied with that.
       
 (DIR) Post #B5BvrstjSXP78qtpA0 by neauoire@merveilles.town
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       @cathos you're saying this as if being kind and encouraging to others, is a low bar to clear, but really, I think that you're already doing more than most. I hope you can be content with that! 🌻
       
 (DIR) Post #B5C0jUdKI3UfLB2lnc by cathos@merveilles.town
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       @neauoire thanks. it's wild how the insecurity builds. as if I have to do everything, and do it all perfectly.