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       Okay, so since she has now also blocked me on my alt account I'm going to talk about this in public now, ignore this post if you don't care about meta/drama.Yesterday evening I posted a gif on the discord server of @amyrose@teamrose.social depicting Teto sitting infront of a sitting Hatsune Miku, leaning against her with her back and her head somewhat between Miku's knees. I wasn't sure what channel to post it in and somewhat randomly picked nsfw.The post was taken down, reason given "Miku is 16", which is about as inaccurate as it could be; It is a well-known fact that Miku is a blank-slate type character where you can define whatever lore you wish for your own works, including fan works. The profile on the official Crypton website applies to the "default" Miku used in official works such as Project Sekai, although even that has multiple different Miku, some more and some less mature.I tried to explain this, was asked for a source and answered a few other questions to which I got yelled at for "not letting the topic die down" (likely paraphrasing, my memory is shit) even though I was merely answering questions I was asked and nobody told me to not do so before this. I chose to continue following the conflict resolution protocoll I was taught and exited discord for the moment, and calmed down while I continued digging for the source of that lore policy.I ended up not finding anything and probably half an hour later decided to continue on to the "explaining my view" part of the conflict resolution protocol to which I again apologized for not being able to understand why the gif I posted was "lewd" since I struggle with understanding that on a conceptual level. Like I get explicit nudity is lewd, but fully clothed characters essentially cuddling should be fine in an nsfw channel, right? I then added that I was unable to find a source as my search only brought up dead links, and promised to not further discuss the topic.Lastly I explained that this type of situation, where I don't even understand what I even did wrong, but get attacked over my conduct has happend in every single queer community thus far and despite promising that hers would be different, this is exactly the result I had said I always get. As such I had intended to be less active for a bit to maybe let things calm down, so that I could maybe stay in this community for once.I was immediately banned from the server for this post and my account on their sharkey instance was permanently deleted. Amy now goes around claiming that I'm a "creep" for the crime of being an autistic queer who failed to understand what she did wrong (I still do not, I stopped "arguging" (read: discussing) when told to, promised to not bring up the topic again in the future).You may have noticed that I somewhat wiped my profile, deleted my profile picture and removed my pinned posts. It seems this situation hurt me more than I first thought, like sure, losing friends sucks, but I'm honestly at a point where I think I'm going to actually commit to somewhat being a ghost online and not interacting with "communties" anymore at all. I'm planning to wipe my youtube account as well (as in removing most videos and deleting all of my comments) and am unsure what social media I will keep using longterm... I kinda want to ditch discord for good, but friends seem to enjoy my server for what few interactions there are on there.Should I choose to stay active on here I hope people actually read this post and understand my view now. Amy certainly has chosen to not hear me out on this and is instead going to spread defamatory claims about me over a picture of two fictional characters. Thanks for reading all of this if you did.