Posts by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
(DIR) Post #AUb0tV6nUfKfMXBKAC by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-02-14T19:12:41Z
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@jeff here it is, pal~
(DIR) Post #AUb0uIL0ScoU2nCrc8 by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-02-06T06:05:51Z
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Okay kiddos, I went ahead and remastered Infidelity.The ultimate version of my remix companion album to Fidelity, this is now available on #BandCamp, but as always, downloads of my works will forever remain free.If you enjoy the new lease on life that Infidelity has, I do of course invite you to throw some coin my way, but it is by no means necessary.Uploads of the songs to PeerTube will happen next waking cycle.https://jessicabkelly.bandcamp.com/album/infidelity-remastered#HeavyMetal #Metal #Industrial
(DIR) Post #AUb0v8NGzRWXQsfPMm by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-04-13T02:54:09Z
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Help me get out of the Midwest, please consider listening to or dropping a coin or two on my work if you like Metal or Industrial. Start with B&B or Bloodlust, hopefully you’ll find them enjoyable. https://jessicabkelly.bandcamp.com
(DIR) Post #AUeH8Au6Y8Ueh9uT0S by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-04-14T16:21:08Z
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I’m fucked. Missouri has, in an emergency order from the Attorney General, effectively banned transgender treatment access for ADULTS as well as minors. I’ve got to move NOWhttps://www.yahoo.com/news/missouris-attorney-general-opened-front-195244606.html
(DIR) Post #AUehkviVXv0thAcrku by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-04-14T18:32:44Z
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Anybody know anyone that needs a roomie in the Pacific Northwest US? I would also consider California. I’m going to try and move ASAP. Probably mid-May I make good money, and I’m just trying to feel things out right now. Family hasn’t been told yet, but this is my quality of life on the line. Help an oppressed transwoman out. Boosts appreciated
(DIR) Post #AUehkxSz2bmf7bNUps by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-04-14T20:43:15Z
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Alternatively:When I move out of the hell that is Missouri and its new near-total gender-affirming care ban, if anyone close by wants to ride along, I can take the majority of the expenses on that front most likely. Hell, anyone wanna come along? I’m willing to take a trustfall if you are. Let’s be roommates and pals. I’ve got to leave, maybe you do too. I’m genuine with my offer. DM me if interested, let’s get to know each other
(DIR) Post #AUlNJOXHpIwu1sPVGi by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-04-17T20:44:10Z
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With the extremely scary shit regarding what little rights #trans people have here in Missouri and the rest of the red areas of this country, I’m very likely leaving for the west coast very soon, like within the next 2-4 weeks. If anyone needs or wants a trans roommate on the west coast, please let me know! I’m not finding many leads anywhere and I’m scared. I can carry disproportionate financial responsibility depending on what’s needed. #Housing #MutualAid #PDX #Seattle #SF #LA
(DIR) Post #AWKfFhgVDvcDT6rx32 by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-06-04T01:12:55Z
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that feral urge to just spoon mrs dash out of the bottle and go on a taste journey
(DIR) Post #AX7UQ8j3bSzhBoUqfo by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-06-27T04:15:35Z
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I’m becoming old as dirt but music keeps me young. Honestly, my love for music has kept me alive on the darkest nights. Something about the beat giving life to this husk. I’ll be 38 next month, and honestly I never thought I’d live this long. And, music and the connections I’ve made through it are a big reason I’m still here. For those rocking, I salute you.
(DIR) Post #AYCvDWIjU57F0xIQkK by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-07-30T03:24:51Z
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I need to order some steampunk goggles for vibing.
(DIR) Post #AYCvDYWdDNQDudoYgi by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-07-30T03:25:50Z
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If only because my hair part is always fucked up and I’m compensating
(DIR) Post #AZp7aAhnUiPhEQsL9E by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2023-09-16T04:36:09Z
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Codes for streaming licenses for the Voidtouched #metal release of mine. Love or hate the tone, it's an important album of mine.7glb-j4c89lf8-hwya8vp7-77cc2b9x-5v4wufhw-78dnf6j4-gam3w7gj-wypjcm2r-c37yerm5-csmf8xrg-xsyahttps://jessicabkelly.bandcamp.com/yum
(DIR) Post #AhrbTDZUKEEYJCW9Wy by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2024-04-08T03:56:53Z
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yo~
(DIR) Post #AhtyF2Ic7my0YYkdnM by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2024-04-09T02:10:51Z
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The big tl;dr is pinned, but the tiny tl;drI’ve been aware of competing “voices” since at least 2012. No I’m not schizophrenic. Yes, I’ve asked repeatedly as of late. The three primary consciousnesses are mine, the woman before me, and the child before her. Obviously a lineage created from trauma and severe dissociation. Lately I had the body’s hormonal profile redone to be much more neutral in nature, thinking my happiness was the key to stability. That was wrong. (Cont’d)
(DIR) Post #AhtyF3Og2jPXxeazsu by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2024-04-09T02:14:35Z
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The woman’s presence was always the stabilizing factor over the years I’ve been around. And I upset her greatly by choking off the estrogen/progesterone supply a few months back, which coincidentally (or not) lined up with a fuckton of instability since. I know this because the number of flashbacks specific to *her* trauma increased greatly.Tomorrow after the tardive dyskinesia mess is evaluated, I’m going to ask the doctor if he can restore the profile of 2011, the last year I had injectables
(DIR) Post #AhtyF53TsVe16Uh67k by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2024-04-09T02:16:46Z
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My hypothesis is that the system will be much more at peace if she is at peace. What I do not know, and this is a very interesting possibility, is who takes charge of the system if such a thing is done. I’m honestly tired from the past fifteen years. I’m willing to roll the bones.
(DIR) Post #AhuMz5CU4IM5m6NESO by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2024-04-13T01:44:36Z
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not even going to try and explain what’s going on, but it’s good
(DIR) Post #AhuvuSvRva6gIywK24 by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2024-04-09T00:27:07Z
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Meeting with my doc tomorrow to see how bad TDs fucked up my mouth as well as to discuss adjusting hormones again wheee
(DIR) Post #AhvNkBIxNssBTYosAC by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2024-04-15T23:19:34Z
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Not on social media much while I get my bearings. Everything is super swell personally tho
(DIR) Post #Ai5vmJCgKMpeZhfa3k by jessica@mastodon.heavymusic.rocks
2024-04-11T03:11:16Z
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No real updates, keeping low and subverting normality