Posts by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
(DIR) Post #AyJIi8u6sC9e7pLLAO by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-09-17T19:24:58Z
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it's just a fraction of what went wrong today: after preparing them for it for over a month, and then pushing the process forward centimeter by centimeter for another month, i finally got my new prescription of ADHD meds today, my first one after changing my legal sex. nobody has been equipped to handle this. i have laboriously learned everything they need to know and do beforehand, and guided them through the process several times. this is THEIR JOBS i am researching for them.but the prescription... omg :akko_badday:i've been taking methylphenidate 10 mg immediate release for years, 4+3+3 pills per day. immediate release.they prescribed methylphenidate (ok that's good) 10 mg (also good, same dose per pill), 4+3+3 (perfect! same dosing throughout the day), modified release :akko_scream2: :akko_scream2: :akko_scream2:why the ducking tuck
(DIR) Post #AyJIi9kDkRq2jRixOK by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-09-17T19:27:24Z
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this is an insane prescription
(DIR) Post #AyJIiAKjYh2sYgo7Iu by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-09-17T21:22:28Z
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another fun tidbit from my day was having to explain how my legal gender change lacks clinical significance for my ADHD treatment. i am breaking new cismedical ground here
(DIR) Post #AyJIiI8GYvpGkL2Gyu by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-09-17T21:23:09Z
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i am now so immensely transgender that i even know cis medicine better than cis people do
(DIR) Post #Az4KSzCIoplfQdUtH6 by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-10-10T14:15:24Z
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sometimes i feel like i put the sexual in asexual
(DIR) Post #Az4KT0brZHo9oCSokq by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-10-10T14:15:43Z
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the horny in thorny
(DIR) Post #AzZPMptP1XamVIIkdc by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-10-24T18:25:35Z
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this is my morning bread right now. it's easy enough to make it good enough that i can do it before i'm fully awake and before the ADHD meds kick in.1) set oven to convection at 200°C (or 220°C conventional—although i'm guessing here)2) put in a bowl and mix:2 dl wheat flour2 dl rye flour2 dl barley flour1 dl oat flour (not rolled oats/oatmeal! but actual finely milled flour)1 tsp salt1 tbsp baking powder (not just baking soda)3) mix mix mix. wow that's dusty! let's add liquids:1 dl fermented milk (like fil, viili, kefir, onaka etc)optional: 1–2 tbsp of melted fat (coconut oil!!!)and then, i add some water directly from the tap and mix, again and again, until the dough is wet and sticky, but still more solid than mashed potatoes4) with a spoon, throw balls of dough on a baking paper on a baking tray. fix their shape only if necessary to avoid thin pieces that would get baked too quickly.5) put in oven, wait 10–15 minutes. check with a potato/cake tester skewer if they're still sticky inside. if not: done!
(DIR) Post #AzZPMyEc0ZJMNOHno8 by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-10-24T18:51:38Z
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oh maybe this matters: i use less salty salts. herbal salt mixes work really well for example
(DIR) Post #AzZPN6fqdBqoYB5fN2 by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-10-24T19:03:39Z
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specifying the exact amount of fluids to add to a dough is a bit precarious, i think. some kinds of flours are drier than others. old flour is also drier. how finely milled it is also matters.on top of that i really don't like having to measure super exactly when scooping flour. and sometimes i improvise and throw in an egg or two. all fermented milks are not equal. there's also plain milk, or yogurts, or quarg. maybe i'll throw some garlic and butter, or some shredded carrots in there. learning how the finished dough should act is a lot better than trying to figure out an exact amount of water imo
(DIR) Post #AzasAZBiOgU136KQzo by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-10-26T07:17:20Z
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@Archivist yes, money is why i'm using less of the oat flour tbh. only reason i don't stick to just wheat is that it seems to affect my body negatively, like, the skin around my mouth flares red and i get some acne, and any inflammations seem to get slightly worse just in generalon the bright side, even if the initial cost is bigger when buying four bags of flour, they last four times longer than just one... so it's still a lot cheaper than buying bread someone already baked :akko_smile2:
(DIR) Post #AziOkfZslrzB3slVa4 by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2024-06-12T10:06:21Z
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meow uwu
(DIR) Post #AzwfJcZ4Hh6hKcVldg by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-11-05T18:37:39Z
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42 v. 24 years oldi think i'm doing perfectly ok all things considered, but i can't help but wonder what would've happened if i'd started 15 years earlier
(DIR) Post #AzwfJlGbvggsJywecS by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-11-05T19:06:14Z
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what's amazed me, ever since i tried faceapp for the first time back before i began transitioning, is how natural i look when femme, at least to myself. all my expressions suddenly make sense! they literally never did before; every single time i saw my face in a picture, it looked so unnatural to me. and i did often draw attention just by existing.the contrast is still hard to fully take in. i still feel like i look conspicuous and odd. but like... judging both from what i can see with my own eyes, and from how i notice others look at me (if at all), this actually is the least conspicuous i've ever looked! apparently transitioning made me unremarkable (yay!)
(DIR) Post #B089wWpl180JxuvH2e by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-11-11T06:24:01Z
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nobody:math: "The abbreviation cis x for (cos x + i sin x) suggests that we name this function a cis or a cisoidal oscillation."
(DIR) Post #B089wYM3MXQqgN2a1I by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-11-11T06:28:01Z
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oh and someone made a tansgender pride flag (source)
(DIR) Post #B08FrNwxDfRSgoDgYa by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-11-11T09:47:15Z
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6yo just spent 45 minutes scrolling around* in google maps improvising the song "going round the world" (in english) with verses about every country*continually scrolling east while gradually covering the whole planet from south to north
(DIR) Post #B0Ey00Vf5MxrDOQw1A by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-11-14T15:25:49Z
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"Another way in which autistic women might mask is by caretaking. So if we are taking care of other people's needs and focusing on what they want and need, then it's less time that we have to spend figuring out what's actually going on inside of us, and making sense of our actual thoughts and feelings and emotions, that might feel too complicated or scary to work out."no!!!!! quit saying bad things, not ok :akko_fraun:
(DIR) Post #B0UyV6Mr6d2e7IMN4S by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-11-22T08:29:09Z
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stuff i do today that i never thought possible before transitioning:care about what i wearcare about how i lookexercisehave good posturehave a reasonable sleep schedulenot always overheatingcare about what i eatcare about myselfsmell okaylike myself in the mirrorwake up in anticipation of just another dayexist in public without constant severe anxietydo more than just wait for deathnot think about death all the timelike my voicetalk to people just because i want toshow people i care about themhave friendslike myselffeel like someone else likes meknow what being happy feels likebe happy i am aliveinject estrogenslove
(DIR) Post #B0ygSjZaCjDiV1i52W by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-12-06T16:38:39Z
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getting myself some business cards? with the job title endocriminologist
(DIR) Post #B1m0kRMqPsyDXtGOEi by jasmine@chaosfem.tw
2025-12-30T11:28:03Z
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jasmine: finally after 20+ years in the command line decides to learn how to use xargs...jasmine: why did i wait