Posts by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
(DIR) Post #9wGAHkqxjGpiGTSDxI by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T00:22:53Z
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Holy. That was entertaining. I want more this and they need to use the profits to fund more youth shelters, women's shelters and therapy to balance it out.Why does not one stop these people? What is it with the "hate crime is wrong" but threatening violence is just fine???@Rogue_Koala @Camille
(DIR) Post #9wGCgG9lCDVYCy3k0W by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T02:31:48Z
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Is it a sad thing or a happy thing? There is so much going on right now I want a happy thing and not more stuff about the oxean dying. @mk
(DIR) Post #9wGDorClteVI76Be0u by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T02:44:35Z
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Nope, gonna have to pass right now.I sort of went through a phase where trying to even educate people on this stuff saddened me.I think I did convince a climate change denier that plastic was a problem though. People eat roughly the equivalent of plastic over a year in western countries because they eat animals who have it in their systems. @mk
(DIR) Post #9wGDuR5HvS6Yq5LYO0 by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T02:30:01Z
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So the single mom I told about JK just posted about how the school needs to respect her kids pronouns. Single mom. With FAS twins. I feel like basbing my head against the wall. I feek dread in my stomach about things repeating.I am tired.
(DIR) Post #9wGDuRhZd6jIkpG83s by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T02:41:27Z
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Oh no, I meant JY not JK.I am tired and this makes far less sense without that context. As I mostly always do, I will keep my typos and add this info in a comment.Ugh. I will have an early night.
(DIR) Post #9wGHjiq3yTXUXDN8C0 by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T03:28:28Z
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So cool! I love that life finds a way.I also love sea life.Did you know there is a seaslug that can take chloroplasts from the slgea it eats and use to to absorb energy from the sun like a plant?https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elysia_chlorotica@mk
(DIR) Post #9wGI3caSvYHewBZ6Ce by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T03:32:03Z
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I just tell myself that humans will make it impossible for themselves and the animals will return like in Chenoble at this point.Also there's this weird green consumerism where I get to a point and I can't tell if I am helping anymore or simply being marketed to. @mk
(DIR) Post #9wGLOV2cTfmzThNgmW by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T04:09:28Z
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I gave her basic information. I feel anything more would just feed into it. @Fullycaffeinated
(DIR) Post #9wGT40ylL0OO5EJttg by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T05:35:16Z
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It is next level vegan. You become part plant. @mk
(DIR) Post #9wGdRIQlcNZePX9vCC by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T07:31:39Z
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So pretty! @Fullycaffeinated
(DIR) Post #9wGdn86igG3qlSC1vk by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T07:35:35Z
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I am so sorry.I hope her death isn't in vain and this brave sacrifice actually brings a lot more scrutiny towards factory farming practices. @mk
(DIR) Post #9wGggHPtyBzRTLagMq by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T08:07:59Z
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Man, I really wish that was all they wanted.Instead it's all "make it easier for predators to attack women and children because I'M NOT A PREDATOR and the world must be built around me. Also everyone who complains about injustice that doesn't involve me or at least telling feminists to think of men is not anything people should try and solve.Now do you wanna hear some made up states?@mk
(DIR) Post #9wGmzpco6mtX4aS6YC by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T09:18:44Z
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But we just wanna peeeeeeeeeeeee! @Camille @shrikefliesfree @Rogue_Koala
(DIR) Post #9wHpRQzafgetEcA5K4 by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T21:06:21Z
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I hate everything. I tried talking to the one staff that I trust about depression She said I had valid points and that she aggrees.Then she started talking about trying to look under everything, "under the body, under the gender" "men get raped to you know" My eyebrows went higher and higher. "I said I know, I am going to go."I am shaking.Why don't I record these conversations.So women are supposed to reframe their minds while men are allowed to be whatever they want and whereever they want. They can even be women.I wonder if she had training from a policy that instructed this. I explained the petition being ignored. How it has been over 45 days to have it heard.This is horrible, what you get for trusting someone who's paid by a place like this."Who's taking away your words?" "my friend, the charity that casually instructed everyone to give their pronouns based off of what exactly?"I am shaken. Why don't I record these things?I hate when people try and assure me of being "valid" but then go right on to say I need to change my beahviour."Have empathy for male victims of rape but also lose your words, but also are you really losing your words?"I really think this might make me escape the world.I am so afraid of what is happening. I need to buy a recording device.
(DIR) Post #9wHprraQPxOTFBzd9E by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T21:18:26Z
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I literally told her how I side stepped not swimming with transwomen because I don't want to be used as a validation tool. Why did I trust her? Why is it women are the ones to reframe it? Why.She assured me there are groups like me who are trauamatised but don't transition but it isn't just about trauma. It is about boundaries. Like what is her point? I was going to have her look at my phone to see the last messages from the friend I had a fight with but then we talked about this shit.She basically "don't forget about the transed me."Who is taking away my words? Anyone who doesn't want there to be a word that includes female humans without male humans? Like does she not understand how hard it was to communicate about this in the first place?Where is her mind right now? Telling me to have empathy for men and men who think they are women and telling me to get out of the past while ignoring women's rights are being taken away.I am scared. I want to believe she was instructed this from someone, like she's doing this to keep her job but maybe she's doing this because she is fine with taking on responsibility of men.I mean I know this might be policy but I don't know what is what.I feel like I can't trust anyone.
(DIR) Post #9wHs5iF0A1jcDohhsO by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T21:39:59Z
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I need: a recording device, I need some people to get copies of the recordings I make pretty much as soon as I make them. People can heard phones and the their batteries are always dying.I need morality boosts for when I am told to shut up, be kind, reframe my point of view, think of the men, etc...I need this before Friday. Who will want to recieve copies of my convos? 1) First I wrote nothing and questioned myself2) Then I wrote but recording isn't collecting evidence. People can argue that I am not really getting it right and try to remove my credibility. I tried reaching out and it has now greatly backfired.3) Now I will collect evidence and put it in the hands of others because I can't be alone in witnessing and experiencing this. I can not.
(DIR) Post #9wHtQxwN5M0CwrgiVE by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-20T21:49:10Z
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So I suppose now I will have to tell other women to be very careful around staff because after confiding in one it greatly backfired.Mental health people want you to reframe things because it's what they know how to do, but I am arguing that I don't need to do this, society does. I am explaining how distressing it is to watch my calls for help mostly be ignored. I am explaining that it is keeping me down.If someone believes it is abnormal to be depressed about this when you live it everyday, they aren't for mental health.They are for getting you to be nice, passive and make their job easier.
(DIR) Post #ADOLrNTO727YKtOOQa by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-07T21:49:13.019Z
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Safehouse update: Wake up, go down stairs. Spend 5 minutes talking to transwoman hear him exclaim how he has a dress on and is excited to "fluant my body" try not to encourage that, have him talk about food and more about his body or dealing with detox. I go upstairs. Feel sad and depressed, since I feel like acting as if he is attractive is lying and angry because I would like to feel safe instead like my body is a liability. I would like to have simple clear words for this.I think about some friends, and I worry about them at protests or that I can't talk to them about my problems because it has been dismissed in the past and now is definately not the time. I do not want to stop their momentum.I need to go for a walk but I want to sleep.
(DIR) Post #ADOLrO281ruU4de8Zs by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2020-06-07T22:05:22.102Z
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I have spent so long trying to move past sexual violence, I have denied it, I have fallen back into depression while seeking support and justice from it and I do not to know what to do. I have gone tk counselling.I sometimes tell myself that if I could just lose it and be violent to the worst attackers, I could live in less fear. I have had oppertunity but all I wanted was them to not hurt me, to not hurt others, to not get away with it and be able to lie to themselves. I just wanted respect and understanding.Is that sort of impulse socialised into and out of people?I want a break from the experience gap that men have towards women. I understand when groups are different the desire to be understood and not dragged down is the same.I want energy to help people fight for specific things and to learn without retreating into my own mind to escape. I start on difficult topics and I feel shitty not being able to stand up for myself, for being with someone who did not care for me but for what he could get.I wrote some stuff I need to send, maybe it will help politically. I can go for a walk to the post office.
(DIR) Post #AHWmTBcj69C164JOpU by angryandignored@spinster.xyz
2019-12-18T20:31:51.077Z
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Safehouse update 2: the transwoman is going back for more surgery. The packing is trapped inside the wound and they can't get it out even with a homecare nurse. How do I know this? The transwomen did not want anything for lunch and told us that they had to go back for more surgery. It was then followed by a graphic phone call a few feet away from the table while several people ate, about the packing, the nurse, the wound not sealing. He called it a wound, not me.There was a long pause while this conversation was going on. We ate somberly and I felt kind of gross but I did not want to draw attention.I know this person is in a tremendous amount of pain but I wish I felt comfortable explaining my boundaries that I don't want to eat after hearing such graphic stuff. At the same time, I don't want to add more pain. I could have gotten up and said I lost my appetite, I will do that next time. Honestly, I would have been ok if there wasn't chunky soup in front of me. One thing I feel sad about is that this person believed that this would be a good Christmas because it would be their first "as a woman" but right now there is pain, suffering and possibly a broken body. I hope that if someone is on the fence about surgery, they read this and compare it to others. You are not a video game character, you are not a doll. It hurts and there is a huge risk with surgery. It is bullshit that I am called transphobic for calling a male a male. I deserve to have a word that is defined and I seriously doubt the women who was on that phone could even imagine this happening. I will not shut up about this because it is happening and it's unreal. I would not wish this triple surgery, hurts in your genitals thing on anyone except maybe rapists.