Posts by Pan_Natek@beach.city
(DIR) Post #2810622 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-09T20:22:37Z
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You know what's good and unavailable to me?Pop tarts
(DIR) Post #2813018 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-09T22:26:28Z
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@kondziu yessssss
(DIR) Post #3007559 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-15T19:29:42Z
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I painted a creepy thing (and am selling it to H's nephew) [creepy painting, skeleton, but done creepily]
(DIR) Post #3008308 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-15T19:49:21Z
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@kondziu yay!
(DIR) Post #3019933 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-16T00:34:36Z
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Another weird painting what I done[Possibly a bit creepy painting? Nothing specific but dark]
(DIR) Post #3066681 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-17T00:10:17Z
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I started making another wand then stopped, looked at the stick, and thought -- why am I doing this, what's the point, this has no value, no purposeI should be writing my ma but am trying to find some semblance of rest and enjoyment instead and guess what is the thing that has value hereI don't know why I bother doing anything; nobody wants my shitty wands, nobody wants my shitty "art", shut up and do the important money making things you whiny maggot
(DIR) Post #3102480 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-18T14:35:12Z
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@kondziu thank you; my brain has some shitty underlying beliefs about what I should be allowed to do and when, and what is valuable and valid and what is not. I appreciate the reminder that it's wrong; I say that depression is a liar but sometimes I forget about that myself
(DIR) Post #3104605 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-18T15:55:28Z
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@kondziu ain't that the truth
(DIR) Post #3157343 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-19T17:52:12Z
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We made some small LARP trinkets (prototype faction ID badge and rope), here they are modeled but my creepy son[A mutant humanoid creature sewn from burlap, with four legs and two arms and one bald head with two eyes on one side and a wound sewn shut the other and a wide mouth with two pointy teeth, and claws on all appendages; it's wearing a dinosaur print onesie and four different socks, as well as a blue collar with rhinestones and a bell ...]
(DIR) Post #3157459 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-19T21:02:49Z
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@kondziu the rope is supposed to stand out, being an identificator of faction membership, but they'll be stained and distressed to fit in better for sureit makes me happy for someone besides me to appreciate him! i'll put a muzzle on him before squeeze time though
(DIR) Post #3219208 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-21T14:16:04Z
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@kondziu congratulations (?) on your decision, it is a bad but I accept it. Also I'm sorry :( may your day unfold into a better one
(DIR) Post #3310569 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-23T23:02:47Z
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Found my cut shiny that my dad bought for me when I was small and flamboyant. It's a tad scuffed from over two decades of living in boxes and drawers and among other treasures. To this day I don't know if it's glass or quartz (now that I think of it maybe I should just ask my dad?). It seems to scratch glass but I don't want to get my hopes up. Maybe I should set it in something.
(DIR) Post #3323851 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-24T13:16:38Z
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@kondziu I think you were, we were all on this walk together with the grands
(DIR) Post #3357750 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-24T22:53:11Z
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I feel like a bad person writing here but not participating in other people's toots. I'm sorry ya'll.
(DIR) Post #3563530 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-30T22:01:22Z
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@kondziu byoo
(DIR) Post #3582031 by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-01-31T10:27:11Z
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Bleppy dragon
(DIR) Post #9fYYzP1SsHPu1BvHpQ by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-02-06T11:20:25Z
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Nicola Tesla sure was odd
(DIR) Post #9iEiHukZ9TefOwc3Hc by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-04-27T14:54:28Z
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(DIR) Post #9iNLbVa7t6Jebyk8Vk by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-05-01T19:04:56Z
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@pony I'm in Poland, and I relate hard
(DIR) Post #9lTOBwmh5kQlOZh89Q by Pan_Natek@beach.city
2019-08-01T14:06:43Z
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Beards*. The wonder-solution to an facial improvement of masculine-presenting folks. Kind of meh-looking? A beard will change that to yeah. *Has to be dense/long enough to be somewhat opaque, and you gotta keep it in check. Patchy, sparse, and/or very unkempt beards can backfire without a bit of attention.Feminine-presenting faces are probably generally better served by other methods in our current culture. It's beyond my qualifications.Gender non-conformists: the world is your oyster.