Post B2tfKQEvbfeMeXv6Cu by MURRUMUR@social.xenofem.me
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 (DIR) Post #B2tf7yHNjku6Sb89qq by nyx@social.xenofem.me
       2026-02-02T02:27:05.530859Z
       
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       stage 1: 90mg. this stage is most like a beautiful daydream. stage 2: 180mg. the self realisation and awareness that something is wrong with a refusal to accept that.stage 3: 270mg. the last coherent memories before confusion fully rolls in and the grey mists form and fade away.stage 4: 360mg. serenity and the ability to recall singular memories gives way to confusions and horror.stage 5: 450mg. the unfamiliar may sound and feel familiar. stage 6: 540mg. without description.
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tfKQEvbfeMeXv6Cu by MURRUMUR@social.xenofem.me
       2026-02-02T02:28:57.585221Z
       
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       @nyx this is kinda like when i drank 100mg of drinkable weed and then spent three hours writhing in bed wanting to die
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tfLfXiCDQYP6Igfw by patchuun@social.xenofem.me
       2026-02-02T02:28:24.345743Z
       
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       @nyx what if I don't want to vividly experience dementia
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tfNzemNqdvMiiMgS by MURRUMUR@social.xenofem.me
       2026-02-02T02:29:30.372847Z
       
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       @nyx but also it reminds me a lot of doing self sensory deprivation/bondage stuff with soundtracks for the blind and its kind of an awesome experience
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tfQCikmaE0SicyOm by nyx@social.xenofem.me
       2026-02-02T02:30:25.073822Z
       
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       @MURRUMUR I'll have to come up with something like that for NSB Daughter of Darkness
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tfWD4wMh0ZJFrwcy by patchuun@social.xenofem.me
       2026-02-02T02:30:49.839630Z
       
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       @nyx scary. what if I don't come back? :sadcat:
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tfmm0AI2PiFqX8Ge by ciel@kokoro.garden
       2026-02-02T02:34:33Z
       
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       @nyx @MURRUMUR is daughter of darkness good
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tfsWhO6AW6WzUg40 by nyx@social.xenofem.me
       2026-02-02T02:35:31.336080Z
       
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       @MURRUMUR actually this reminds me I had the idea that it would be really cool to counterflip while doing lewd stuff because halfway through once the delirium sets in I'd have no awareness of what's happening and would be basically getting molested by shadowpeople
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tfuskd4zrPVK8KO0 by nyx@social.xenofem.me
       2026-02-02T02:35:57.781104Z
       
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       @ciel @MURRUMUR yeag
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tiYohXkufAR4rNh2 by georgia@netzsphaere.xyz
       2026-02-02T03:05:21.312556Z
       
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       @nyx @MURRUMUR that sounds highly insalubrious to put it mildly
       
 (DIR) Post #B2tieGoIfstx3ucY9Q by nyx@social.xenofem.me
       2026-02-02T03:06:32.914836Z
       
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       @georgia @MURRUMUR nooo... this would be good for me