Post B2gWuDbAeuLNEHq4Su by Wrest@shitposter.world
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(DIR) Post #B2gU51X1Z1157yMNyi by Will2Power@poa.st
2026-01-26T17:52:10.738452Z
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Had a dream I was dating a girl and she found out I have OCD.
(DIR) Post #B2gUEjso2I8bHrBHVY by theorytoe@ak.kyaruc.moe
2026-01-26T17:53:42.651212Z
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@Will2Power you should just kill yourself thats basically the mark of cain and makes you black
(DIR) Post #B2gUGwU49mkcwnexSy by Wiz@tsundere.love
2026-01-26T17:54:17.135588Z
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@theorytoe @Will2Power yeah, dating a *girl* is gay
(DIR) Post #B2gUjqXvJQbyvhFLGq by theorytoe@ak.kyaruc.moe
2026-01-26T17:59:19.365548Z
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@Wiz @Will2Power dating is gay actually :nerdpoint:
(DIR) Post #B2gWdb14L5SQw31hC4 by DEERBLOOD@poa.st
2026-01-26T18:20:50.160253Z
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@Will2Power Old Crusty Dick?
(DIR) Post #B2gWgDBdOSANtjDQ9Y by Will2Power@poa.st
2026-01-26T18:21:13.522031Z
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@DEERBLOOD I'm not old!
(DIR) Post #B2gWmwOUE7DlqLR4a0 by suquili@poa.st
2026-01-26T18:22:31.629004Z
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@Will2Power Do you?
(DIR) Post #B2gWqUl6uo2RIDiFO4 by Will2Power@poa.st
2026-01-26T18:23:05.471047Z
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@suquili Maybe
(DIR) Post #B2gWuDbAeuLNEHq4Su by Wrest@shitposter.world
2026-01-26T18:23:50.441260Z
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@Will2Power OccasionalCringe Disorder
(DIR) Post #B2gX8UMv6XnPIMygca by Will2Power@poa.st
2026-01-26T18:26:25.155329Z
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@Wrest I mean, yeah.
(DIR) Post #B2gXYLLbGgDMqTglcG by suquili@poa.st
2026-01-26T18:31:05.622050Z
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@Will2Power i think i doit‘s more pronounced now than 5 years ago. got an older friend whos diagnosed and medicated for it and a lot of the stuff he talks about (intrusive thoughts/fears) im like “thats me”only thing is its not as intense as his. but its definitely a thing, cuz another friend of ours (this normie chick) was like “wtf you guys think about hurting people every time you hold a knife???” like actually a little uncomfortable.
(DIR) Post #B2gYiZxhszRh1PxQiO by Will2Power@poa.st
2026-01-26T18:44:08.115167Z
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@suquili I don't get the intrusive thoughts much (is that an OCD thing) but I do have certain ways that I am compelled to do things that don't make logical sense. Like whenever I put an object down I have to touch the bottom of it. Or say if I'm writing something with a ballpoint pen I have to fill in any areas that look too light. Sometimes I'll scratch a word out even if it's spelled correctly but I don't like how it looks.
(DIR) Post #B2gZuLKWDHtD4QnifA by Meat_Mom@poa.st
2026-01-26T18:56:53.106798Z
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@Will2Power @suquili Same but I used to have to do everything in multiples of 4
(DIR) Post #B2gaMQwevhs0at2GK8 by Will2Power@poa.st
2026-01-26T19:02:33.177861Z
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@Meat_Mom @suquili I think mine is more about things being evenly distributed or something. Like if I put my left shoe on, then crack the toes on my right foot and put my right shoe on, I have to remove the left shoe and do the same or it'll drive me crazy and I can't stop thinking about it.
(DIR) Post #B2gaUMM9sH0ig9k3jk by suquili@poa.st
2026-01-26T19:03:54.653334Z
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@Will2Power sounds like it, and yeah intrusive thoughts are an OCD thing especially if they prompt you to "cleanse" yourself mentally by going through a thought loop. I don't have many physical compulsions but having to handle objects or write a certain way are definitely examples of some. I think the determining factor if it's OCD is how debilitating it is if you're not allowed to do the thing "correctly". Sometimes if a drawer doesn't make a loud enough sound when closed, I'll have to open/close it again. If I don't I might dwell on it and feel this discomfort in the pit of my stomach. But it's never lasted for more than a minute I don't think. Funny thing is I'll close the drawer again and there's no winning because the amount of times it made a sound is unequal to the amount of times it closed already so it's unsatisfying no matter what.In my friend's case, he said when he was a child and unmedicated he would literally flip the lightswitch on/off dozens of times because he felt like if he didn't do it "right" his mom would die. Sometimes he has to step away from meetings because he'll get intrusive thoughts of shouting the nigger word lol. Basically I understand those exact experiences, but it's never led to me having a panic attack or needing to remove myself from a situation. That seems to be the point at which it's *actually* OCD. So it's up in the air if I actually have it. Maybe I do and I'm just so used to it I don't notice lol
(DIR) Post #B2gavKtHQqyhx467Um by Will2Power@poa.st
2026-01-26T19:08:14.164661Z
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@suquili Yeah, it's nothing that significantly affects my day to day life. I do get the "call of the void" jumping from heights or driving into incoming traffic thoughts occasionally though.Not as bad as one of my college buddy's girlfriends. She had stuff like needing to watch the light on the smoke detector blink exactly 37 times before she could go to bed.