Post B1khv3gghom70Aw0MS by grimalkina@mastodon.social
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 (DIR) Post #B1khussgsqq9UDSw2i by grimalkina@mastodon.social
       2025-12-29T17:01:26Z
       
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       End of the year is hitting me harder than I'd like. I'm tired of no amount of production ever being enough; I'm tired of people asking me to teach and give talks for free; I'm tired of making new websites and content; I'm tired of being evaluated continually on nothing but production
       
 (DIR) Post #B1khuyWZtyiWzNAMPQ by grimalkina@mastodon.social
       2025-12-29T17:06:03Z
       
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       I'm tired of reading book chapters that literally accept "some guy said this and I thought it sounded good" as evidence while I get told that no one cares about big long research papers; I'm tired of simultaneously being told I've never proven anything enough or collected enough data
       
 (DIR) Post #B1khv3gghom70Aw0MS by grimalkina@mastodon.social
       2025-12-29T17:06:16Z
       
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       I'm tired of posing a simple question like "how have you tried to gather evidence for y" and getting a pile of yelling responses from ideologues; I'm tired of being told I wasn't warm enough on social media; I'm tired of watching tech dudes succeed after they threaten and harass other people
       
 (DIR) Post #B1khv8NNH3ITXiw9S4 by grimalkina@mastodon.social
       2025-12-29T17:16:27Z
       
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       I need to invest in creativity without production for a while; I want to get back to just doing the things that I know *I* love without this hostility in my ear all the time.