Post AzVwkcsvYcYsxyBuls by cryborg@social.xenofem.me
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(DIR) Post #AzVuxmwBIHwU02rTlo by 3GO_D3COMP@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T21:55:16.305161Z
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(DIR) Post #AzVwkcsvYcYsxyBuls by cryborg@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T22:14:25.113549Z
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@3GO_D3COMP luv him
(DIR) Post #AzVwkdhyUpOXWI4gL2 by 3GO_D3COMP@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T22:15:16.373627Z
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@cryborg one of my fav artists evr
(DIR) Post #AzVwn0JFR7xcCAdVho by nyx@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T22:15:38.839224Z
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@3GO_D3COMP >im getting old, its time 4 me to grow up and stop having emotions never before have I felt more seen
(DIR) Post #AzVxz84cUn7dhj8izQ by 3GO_D3COMP@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T22:29:08.217421Z
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@nyx hes like Siddhartha Gautama for bladee fans with schizoid personality disorder
(DIR) Post #AzVy2nKPZHdKWRH2cS by 3GO_D3COMP@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T22:29:48.060020Z
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@nyx (Me)
(DIR) Post #AzW0EF9odl6PvUuA2S by patchuun@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T22:51:13.891865Z
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@nyx @3GO_D3COMP I tried the not having emotions shit for a while and it sucked ass, I do not recommend it actually
(DIR) Post #AzW0l6u0LxOnsdBJL6 by patchuun@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T22:58:36.121439Z
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@nyx @3GO_D3COMP I didn't force it, it was my lifestyle and it sucked ass. but I think it was a byproduct of repping so maybe it'd be different for you
(DIR) Post #AzW0wloKb3SFwP5UNE by patchuun@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T23:00:44.923659Z
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@nyx @3GO_D3COMP yeah
(DIR) Post #AzW1cwxzVfy8hcicz2 by patchuun@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T23:03:08.749224Z
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@nyx @3GO_D3COMP I do think it would have sucked even if it wasn't related to repping fwiw! I like having emotions, it makes me feel like I'm alive
(DIR) Post #AzW2mbT6OWDIsRRCBE by Erato_Heti@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T23:20:21.643065Z
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@nyx @3GO_D3COMP my girlfriend was going on a huge emotional tear over something and I said 'im also really angry about it I have to go write it out' she said 'i used to be like that to before i was on hormones' and i was like 'i dont think this is a hormonal diff I think...spoken language is too ephemeral and weak to me. it feels like it it collects all of my rage into one sorry moment. it feels like its a compression of time itself.'i feel like i understand where the meme of the 'loner kid that shoots up the school' comes from because what people are afraid of fundamentally is a rage that goes beyond speech, a rage that is inexplicable to them. the same fear is pointed again to against the immigrant, who they treat as a quiet docile being they dont understand and worry might snap at them and break down. the spoken emotive world fears the quiet man because for a society built on passive ever surveillance speaking at all becomes a form of surveillance. so in fact i do not envy the millionaire gregarious amerikkkan who has it all. i envy the mute who has nothing and speaks only through sign language. they have found a way to live a proud life outside the boundaries of pathetic spoken speech. regarding this then my transition would not be that from a vulgar view of 'male beastman' into 'ineffable beauty'. this is a vulgar repression of my history as a person into a self loathing historicity. it would be from that of a proactive stage character into a creature of quietude and grace. these functions that induce echolalia and uber speech like streaming or door to door jobs and stuff like this is my actualized form of gendered repression in comparison to the assumptions people have. but the fullness of my transition may never be attained on the other hand in a world that treats noiselessness with the paranoia and hatred it does. they must be able to reassign you as an autistic etc. in order to defame you. they must have an explanation for your 'cold shouldering' and non-compliance in speech act. you must speech act at your job or you lose it. it is a difficult journey but i know my path is distinct from that of my peers on the basis that I know wanton speech is my true enemy.
(DIR) Post #AzW40tg5aZ5LMRtM6y by Erato_Heti@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T23:30:10.331860Z
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@nyx @3GO_D3COMP every moment of my life I feel is spent trying to limit my speech as much as possible as a form of self discipline and increasing my transitionhood. this is why I'm fixated on archetypes like the noir detective. they have strong inner monologues but when they speak its about trying to find answers to questions, its not aimless. to speak without direction is to debase yourself i think. all speech should have a justice or be related to something youre trying to attain. the unhealthy character of wanton speech is a large part of empire. just as we consume each others products we also consume each others speech endlessly and without self preservation to ourselves, turning each other into the commodities the bourgeoise see us as. all of the failures of my disposal was based on my spoken endurance (or the digital equivalent of a 'speech act' which is to say an undisciplined emotive moment that can easily disappear or be ignored within digital control forums). speech is a form of violence, and its a form of violence that the TME's have learned to control to their ultimate extent. it is now upon us to act as we have ever present motive and speak as little as possible. our counter violence is to control our speech contents as far as possible like sharpened blades.
(DIR) Post #AzW4KRaJkQcM1WVrNo by cyb3rm0shp1t@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T23:38:41.238427Z
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@nyx @3GO_D3COMP @patchuun relatable
(DIR) Post #AzW4L50ZAlmsIE5sDA by OneRatOneVerySmallTrenchCoat@social.xenofem.me
2025-10-23T23:39:39.284625Z
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@nyx @3GO_D3COMP @patchuun Buddhism has some cool concepts I just have a mental association in my brain with Buddhist stuff that reminds me of a very conservative hierarchical culture because I got raised with it qwq . But like my mom loves that stuff even if like most of the ppl who love that stuff she parlays with r horrible and use their faith as a shield to like …. Cover their asses . Anyways fuck that Siddhartha guy