Post AwttXKrAY8fKAiLoK8 by afairmaiden@baraag.net
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(DIR) Post #AwttG4YjtC9EhhUz2m by afairmaiden@baraag.net
2025-08-06T17:52:54Z
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found out i have a kiwifarms thread because some sociopaths decided they can't leave me alone after everything where i was dragged into the limelight against my will, and that's cool that the little detective sleuths think they got all these inner deatils on me but their thread is full of malicious lies. ive seen people on 4chan talk about correctional raping me, I can't really care anymore. I bashed my head so fucking hard i'm having seizures and difficulty coordinating my body and processing
(DIR) Post #AwttP6NQV7qCwmVr9s by afairmaiden@baraag.net
2025-08-06T17:54:33Z
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information and can barely walk, and i'm going to keep doing it until my brain stops functioning and i can sleep forever. I am deeply ashamed that I am still alive because my survival is nothing but a testament to being a "grifter and liar" and "faking for attention" when all ive wanted was just attention for a small audience enjoying my art, not this shit. If I'm not dead I'm sorry reality isn't killing me fast enough. ive totaled myself enough i can barely draw bc of TBIs from self harm to
(DIR) Post #AwttXKrAY8fKAiLoK8 by afairmaiden@baraag.net
2025-08-06T17:56:02Z
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make this misery stop and make my brain stop remembering this is all im allowed to know myself as.i really REALLY hope I die this time because no human is equipt to stay "sane" under group stalking/harassment or abuse that took my entire physical support network from me and despite how many ppl seem to speak about me in passing i have no actual close friends or support network to even have housing next month. i HOPE I die, I hope this is it. I hope i can bash my head more and then no longer
(DIR) Post #AwttaTHnfJEtBUIolc by afairmaiden@baraag.net
2025-08-06T17:56:37Z
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have to feel ashamed for still being alive because i make myself look like a grifter by not being dead already. i hope it works this time. i pray it does. i pray this is the end.
(DIR) Post #AwtwuhHXdeFYFIW9VQ by StrawberrySimpO@baraag.net
2025-08-06T18:33:52Z
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@afairmaiden is there anyway i can keep contact with you. I care for alot- genuinely I adore everything youndo and what you. Im here for you. I want to be kind 2 you no matter what
(DIR) Post #AwtxcJw7nVNkaCIkAi by pergen@baraag.net
2025-08-06T18:41:45Z
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@afairmaiden I hoped that person who was talking through your account was still around/helping you, I'm sorry it's not the case, I really hope things improve or people trying to hurt you forget about you
(DIR) Post #AwtxuapvhadSD57IJc by StrawberrySimpO@baraag.net
2025-08-06T18:45:04Z
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@afairmaiden i dont care how this sounds- this is terrifying to me- its selfish to say i domt want you to go and i just want you to keep cresteatuing, i need your while being of inspiration- your amazing and unique- beautiful and i want to protect yiu i wish i could protect you from these evil people but i want to be there for you
(DIR) Post #AwtzyFi8OAM1kxLKXg by Dakotastomp96@baraag.net
2025-08-06T19:08:08Z
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@afairmaiden This is absolutely horrible to read about and how they're using you for clout and think it's funny, they deserve to be called out and told to shut the fuck up forever, but you don't deserve any of the harassing. We love you here, honestly we do. So please, don't do anything that ends your life. I don't know if you can talk to a therapist to vent or any family that might be able to hear you out, but self-harm isn't the way.
(DIR) Post #Awu4sdmEUx2qQgP51M by totesagog@baraag.net
2025-08-06T20:03:09Z
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@afairmaiden I'm so sorry you're in a dark place. I hope there's brighter times for you soon, you deserve them greatly.
(DIR) Post #Awu51z9IPIWbJseAr2 by Veemonchan@baraag.net
2025-08-06T20:04:49Z
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@afairmaiden This honestly breaks my heart. I love your art, I think you have such a unique and important voice and I hate seeing you be traumatized by miserable scumbags who will never contribute anything to the world. You’re important and you deserve to be here. I hope you can find a way through this. I know I’m just a rando on a lolicon website and maybe I’m overstepping, but if you need someone to talk to and have no one else, I’ll listen.
(DIR) Post #AwuAXSQg5ormsYbUie by MrR1402@baraag.net
2025-08-06T21:06:32Z
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@afairmaiden No te conozco y ni tu a mi, pero eso no quiere decir que no entienda por lo que estas pasando, el mundo y las personas pueden ser complicadas a un punto injusto y lo que te hayan dicho fue muy feo, pero no estas sola/solo hay mucha gente aquí que se preocupa por ti, que espera por ti.
(DIR) Post #AwuAjRrzzxCMcS6IxU by Valaren@baraag.net
2025-08-06T21:08:42Z
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@afairmaiden You do not deserve pain, misery, or a short life. Work hard on this journey, live laugh and love. Do not harbor the mutterings of evil, malicious folk. Raise your head and focus on the day to day. This life is full of ups and downs, take care.
(DIR) Post #AwuL5qjdELCTeJVW4G by Cryotimberwolf@baraag.net
2025-08-06T23:04:49Z
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@afairmaiden Vee, please don't give up! There are many people out there who do care about you, despite all the no-life losers and assholes who spew all the lies and BS. I just found out that the site ATFBooru, on it's banner, just asked its users and as many as possible to reach out and help you! I know it all seems so dark right now, but you are not alone in this!
(DIR) Post #AwuLonq2qXJhhGwUUq by shorad13@baraag.net
2025-08-06T23:12:56Z
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@afairmaiden Big Sis, we all love you here!
(DIR) Post #AwuPE1yhiDeoeViKAq by abel@baraag.net
2025-08-06T23:51:06Z
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@afairmaiden Don't let the loud angry few get to you. You matter, people care about you, and you will find a good way out of any trouble you're facing. For every person on the internet who screams about how they hate you, there's ten who silently love you, even if they don't give it much thought. And as far as income and censorship go, don't worry, the internet will find a way to keep your line of work alive and well. It always does. So go easy on yourself, just live and things will get better.
(DIR) Post #AwuPqQVGyZrbijFwMi by StraightShotaMasochist12@baraag.net
2025-08-06T23:58:02Z
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@afairmaiden Ang, your still alive because you have a purpose, a reason to be here.
(DIR) Post #AwuQbygtgYoPMTMqlk by bingoboingo@pawoo.net
2025-08-07T00:06:37Z
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@afairmaiden The world is a better place with you in it, no matter what anyone says. You're not a grifter, everything you're feeling is real and valid, and nobody has the right to tell you it's fake. If you see this, please, don't let this be the end.
(DIR) Post #AwuSGdab94kFk8NC8O by Nihil_fit@baraag.net
2025-08-07T00:25:11Z
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@afairmaiden Hey Big Sis I know things look and feel rough now, and I'm sorry to hear you were dragged out on Kiwi farms but if you ever wanna talk things out I'm willing to lend an ear yeah? Hope you decide to stick around
(DIR) Post #AwudhuDMXYKmcUi4g4 by JahonCross@baraag.net
2025-08-07T02:33:22Z
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@afairmaiden If you ever want to talk, we're all here to listen. Life is worth living, so please stay with us.
(DIR) Post #AwugPK6ANcBzG3AtZA by elRecko@baraag.net
2025-08-07T03:03:38Z
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@afairmaiden love You
(DIR) Post #AwuiUIV7wjF3eyLjay by Aysthill@baraag.net
2025-08-07T03:26:57Z
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@afairmaiden don't be ashamed, you’re still alive because you deserve to live. I know you’re in a very dark place rn but know that there are people on here who are cheering you on to keep on living because they like what you do. So please keep on trucking
(DIR) Post #AwuqNOKIgkZVKiVGkK by nightdreary@baraag.net
2025-08-07T04:55:19Z
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@afairmaiden Don't do it! Grift or no, you deserve to live.
(DIR) Post #Awuw1ctWRYpBrxz0Iy by raynalldoprime@baraag.net
2025-08-07T05:58:37Z
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@afairmaiden outlive them, live and out live them, you dont need to be good, you can proof yourself stronger by outlive them, their bullying dont stay long, i once bullied too but here i am living, too angry to suicide too recentful to depress. I just LIVE LIVING SO I CAN PROOF I AM BETTER THEN THOSE BULLIES AND NOW IM THE ONLY ONE STANDING
(DIR) Post #AwuyHZrlfc8v1Etcjw by LovePansFeet@baraag.net
2025-08-07T06:23:55Z
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@afairmaiden we don't know each other but they also did a thread on me years ago. they're nothing but sociopaths and if you die then it lets them win. don't let them win.
(DIR) Post #Awv0Wi8hOR6Wvh9wie by Pacific@baraag.net
2025-08-07T06:49:01Z
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@afairmaiden please dont
(DIR) Post #Awv4zElS5Slg2V8yJ6 by Samxcool127@baraag.net
2025-08-07T07:39:02Z
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@afairmaiden I know I may come across as a random person on the internet, but I know how it feels to be in the dark place. You have a beautiful talent that I and many people have supported for many years.You probably don't remember me commenting this to you years ago but I said "don't let anyone put you down" that is because YOU ARE AMAZING!!! YOU ARE SPECIAL!!! AND YOU MEAN EVERYTHING!!!
(DIR) Post #AwvAD4FQU399FQZtui by Dachimotsu@baraag.net
2025-08-07T08:37:34Z
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@afairmaiden Suicide is not the solution. Think about it. You're going to die someday anyway and there is NO guarantee that anything comes after that. The time you have in this life might be all you get, so why risk it? It might be painful now, but as long as you keep living, it will get better, not worse. If you're not already seeing one, I strongly recommend getting a therapist like me. Therapy is for everyone.
(DIR) Post #AwvC7RGED1UenAOfZY by GuyIncognito38@baraag.net
2025-08-07T08:58:54Z
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@afairmaiden 🫂
(DIR) Post #AwvM6DvVIbjAgklLAO by JohnDoe23@baraag.net
2025-08-07T10:50:47Z
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@afairmaiden I don't know you, but I hope you're still alive and okay. Please don't kill yourself. Times are hard for a lot of people right now, but we'll get through it together.
(DIR) Post #AwvMRmHKm319JLFdg0 by TinyMaud@baraag.net
2025-08-07T10:54:41Z
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@afairmaiden you ok?
(DIR) Post #AwvOKpBDmv6uBtCjAm by MyNameIsOver20charac@baraag.net
2025-08-07T11:15:49Z
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@afairmaiden Please don't hurt yourself. Nobody benefits except the people who hate you, do you really want to help them, after all they have done to you? There is always hope of life getting better, but if you kill yourself, you know for sure it won't.Please.
(DIR) Post #AwvPcAya6UNSfR86XQ by xonhyous@baraag.net
2025-08-07T11:30:10Z
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@afairmaiden Don't do it dawg. The only people you're gonna hurt is those closest to you. Don't give the haters the satisfaction of seeing you crumble.
(DIR) Post #AwvhiuwHvRaS8DQBFo by HentaiQwerty@baraag.net
2025-08-07T14:53:04Z
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@afairmaiden even if everything goes to shit you can't just give up like this, you literally giving these assholes what they want? just like that?
(DIR) Post #AwvoBmmjv7lExu6UyG by Cornellyc@baraag.net
2025-08-07T16:05:32Z
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@afairmaiden There must be another solution, please don't do it 🫂
(DIR) Post #AwvqiiBGGDB49JOxPs by tom641@baraag.net
2025-08-07T16:33:53Z
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@afairmaiden i know it's painful but please don't hurt yourself. The shitheels who say those things about you would find stupid shit to complain about regardless. They're some of the most horrible people i've ever seen online and should not be respected in the slightest.We're blessed to still have you for however long that is, and I can only hope you stick around long enough to finally get a turn of fortune you really deserve.
(DIR) Post #Awvvh5LbegczBwHgQK by Cherubz@baraag.net
2025-08-07T17:29:37Z
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@afairmaiden Hey, I broke my own rules just to reach you. Life’s tough—I was abandoned by family, friends, even my country. Yet, I'm still here for a reason. It took time to see who the real losers are—not those of us who try to bring hope and smiles, but those who put us down. You have a rare skill and strength. Keep evolving, but don’t let the dark voices pull you away.
(DIR) Post #AwwAYRVJPITMcCA2Lo by FireNinetails@baraag.net
2025-08-07T20:16:08Z
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@afairmaiden Don't do it
(DIR) Post #AwwEZgabCnbVVWTxVQ by JamestheFatSkeleton@baraag.net
2025-08-07T21:01:11Z
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@afairmaiden I don't fully understand what happened, but booru.allthefallen.moe put out a message directing users to talk to you and help you if possible.I've been down that dark road of shame and misery. Even held the gun to my head. But I'm still here, and I've made connections with people over the Internet. People I now hold dear.Do you have people who care about you, too? Or anybody to talk to? I won't tell you what you can or can't do, but have you exhausted all other options yet?
(DIR) Post #AwwKfWEbDVKEr4MAYi by ayazaki667@aethy.com
2025-08-07T22:09:20Z
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@afairmaiden I hope it isn't.
(DIR) Post #AwwPZGh6a7lwguWqWm by Rayzer@baraag.net
2025-08-07T23:04:21Z
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@afairmaiden please please don't hurt yourself.. i love your art to death it's so cute, if i could take your pain away i would, even if i had to take it on.
(DIR) Post #Awwgo453SZQv8QN9FI by Binbinbim@baraag.net
2025-08-08T02:17:32Z
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@afairmaiden Bro stop this, You must keep trying, imagine if everyone who goes through difficulties simply gave up, nothing would move forward, secondly, if reincarnation exists you have a great chance of being born in India ou África
(DIR) Post #Awx9db7r9i8d6l2mky by DrProletariat@baraag.net
2025-08-08T02:21:59Z
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@afairmaiden Listen, I don't know what sort of trouble you've fallen into, but it's important you understand you're not alone and things can and will get better. Don't let haters get through to you.There's people out there who only wish to cause harm because they themselves are unhappy and hate the idea of others not being miserable.Don't listen to them. Their opinion doesn't matter. Listen to those who care. And here we all care. We're here for you.
(DIR) Post #AwxAr4cotA5OJkW57w by thenamelessone@aethy.com
2025-08-08T04:37:42Z
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@agapinha @afairmaiden Having tried to kill myself several times I can tell you that is it not a solution. Depression and anxiety are not rational but they can feel rational. I don't know what comes after but I know people don't regret surviving these kinds of thoughts. The best thing to do is get off the internet for a while and work on your mental health. Those people are idiot bullies and they will move on, they don't actually care about you or what you do, they don't care about anyone. Take a break, focus on your mental health and dealing with your issues. That is the best thing to do.
(DIR) Post #AwxBnabs811QJPyYLI by KoolKat8025@baraag.net
2025-08-08T02:19:20Z
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@afairmaiden I know you're going through rough times, but please don't ever harm yourself.Don't ever let toxic people control you or take advantage of you.You are a strong person :blobhug2:
(DIR) Post #AwxHbgW8wC9qst0E2S by Shotdran@aethy.com
2025-08-08T09:09:49Z
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@afairmaiden I've definitely felt the way you have before. Helpless, lost, forgotten, unwanted, perhaps betrayed then used and thrown away like a broken toy they got bored of using; but if there's at least one thing I've learned from that shit experience, it's that people usually regret dying too soon, and only rarely do they regret dying too late.Please live even if it seems grim, because I doubt any one of us wants more to deeply regret
(DIR) Post #AwxIK7XpoPU3RvyyfI by l_maou@baraag.net
2025-08-08T03:48:12Z
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@afairmaiden What do you need is to be slapped or smacked with a giant Tuna PIllow🦈! Also stop looking at same scene over and over again, I can't relate to you pain and life but like others comments, there people with hope for you and you must try have hope for yourself, even for a small piece of happiness, fight for yourself, don't get lost in the pain and bad people. You won't be alone, not now, not later and never. You wanted to be heard and we're here, give yourself a chance.
(DIR) Post #AwxT1zRyGfLScznTxw by ayyybj@baraag.net
2025-08-08T11:17:52Z
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@afairmaiden I saw the art of Kitchi and it made me feel deep feelings of love and such I'm not good at expressing myself. I hope you are doing ok in the best way you can all I can say and yeah have a *hug* best I can give to a rando from the internet ♥
(DIR) Post #AwxpOdkJKN4axva4SO by ChristinaCoreWolf@baraag.net
2025-08-08T15:28:29Z
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@afairmaiden hey, you're the big sister we all need! You deserve life and to live!
(DIR) Post #Awxq4rZWJU0m0afQ6i by shorad13@baraag.net
2025-08-08T15:36:07Z
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@afairmaiden Hope you're alive and well. We all love you here!
(DIR) Post #Awy1HeqI3G1dmyoZKi by anevilweasel@baraag.net
2025-08-08T17:41:41Z
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@afairmaiden I'm sorry you were treated that way. The internet an be an overwhelming place.
(DIR) Post #Awy5wy2XymgJ1FV8DY by doctorfail@baraag.net
2025-08-08T18:33:58Z
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@afairmaiden pull your head out of your butt and quit being a dumbass, you have just as much right to be happy as anyone. world full of people that don't like you - and thats true for everyone. stop giving a crap about the opinions of people who don't matter - enjoy your life.
(DIR) Post #Awy8NoXlawRtIG27GK by Ponybro2@baraag.net
2025-08-08T19:01:13Z
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@afairmaiden Don't be ashamed to be alive. You have so many things to live for, and suicide is never the way to go. You have friends here.
(DIR) Post #AwyhMTNUIfDtksJy3E by DoctorDoom@pawoo.net
2025-08-09T01:33:09Z
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@afairmaiden I am glad you are alive, and I hope you can continue to make great art
(DIR) Post #Awyss0PYdDv0gAWmgq by Pollix780@baraag.net
2025-08-09T03:42:07Z
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@afairmaiden would rather you rest your head on someones lap than the wall :\
(DIR) Post #AwzqoVuXZL14SuBeDI by Raiden_Rowe@aethy.com
2025-08-09T14:53:45Z
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@afairmaiden I absolutely love and adore the artwork and projects you've put into this world. You never deserved this suffering and I hope you find peace however way you want it 🫂
(DIR) Post #Ax1e5lg5I7OVCTF4oy by thatti@baraag.net
2025-08-10T11:40:40Z
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@afairmaiden love you big sister! plz take it easy..
(DIR) Post #Ax2CTwVa4VwqBM1oDQ by boypussyenthusiast@aethy.com
2025-08-10T18:05:55Z
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@afairmaiden Ang, are you still here?
(DIR) Post #Ax5938JiLJnEbBskam by Chaosshota@baraag.net
2025-08-12T04:11:40Z
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@afairmaiden for the record I look at your art and see how tender and beautiful it could be and there was never anything to be ashamed of. you are a good person.