Post AwfJ1C9V3mC1LWrR6e by lnx@nicecrew.digital
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 (DIR) Post #AwdhVdKIgGEiFcwgZk by Morghur@decayable.ink
       2025-07-29T22:25:54.102472Z
       
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       Overall, the negativity has come back.I better leave
       
 (DIR) Post #AwdhofGtfmeJmmQd60 by dj@ak.parcero.casa
       2025-07-29T22:29:20.457555Z
       
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       @Morghur I know the feeling
       
 (DIR) Post #AweNSZJdFhRrfCwrVQ by Morghur@decayable.ink
       2025-07-30T06:15:57.237664Z
       
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       Things were apparently well and suddenly i was reminded of my own failure and shittyness
       
 (DIR) Post #Aweq32z7Da82p2XCdc by dj@ak.parcero.casa
       2025-07-30T11:36:15.672022Z
       
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       @Morghur You have to mog yourself in those times
       
 (DIR) Post #AweqpwkPCFvJfQyGem by Morghur@decayable.ink
       2025-07-30T11:45:07.684658Z
       
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       I just can't. The dread of never amounting to anything is too much
       
 (DIR) Post #AwesjMD8KGxQWPOUVs by amerika@annihilation.social
       2025-07-30T12:06:20.787554Z
       
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       @Morghur @dj Dread can be paralyticFind where you can contribute and do it
       
 (DIR) Post #AwfC2xelE6hZHwNUhM by lnx@nicecrew.digital
       2025-07-30T14:57:51.846389Z
       
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       @Morghur I think that's how the world is for a few people now. Get some days where it feels nice and others where I want to put a 9mm in my head. Idk if things will get better for our environment but I do enjoy the days when it's not shitty and for now I'm enjoying every shitty day cause I know it'll be far worse by '27.
       
 (DIR) Post #AwfCJeoSXWRFljsM0e by Morghur@decayable.ink
       2025-07-30T15:45:48.008821Z
       
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       I mean, for me it boils down to the fact that i write and draw all i can, pouring my soul onmaking sure what i do is as good as i can make it. But no matter how much effort i put, nothing sticks. It's gotten to the point my most loyal person is not paying attention. Mainly due to being overworked as hell.At this point i really wonder what's the point of doing this if nobody will give it a second look. I might as well keep it in my head and take it to the grave with me
       
 (DIR) Post #AwfJ1C9V3mC1LWrR6e by lnx@nicecrew.digital
       2025-07-30T16:58:53.958453Z
       
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       @Morghur I feel like that a lot and honestly I know that it's something that I like to do, I just wish that sometimes someone in my circle would acknowledge my work. Everyone is overworked though and stressed out. Hang in there and know that the people in fedi like me appreciate all your creativity.