Post ArLHVoQKy5B18mJr8K by soapone@pone.social
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(DIR) Post #ArLHVljMyrcOmwCVsm by Boneappletheteeth@pone.social
2025-02-21T06:04:53Z
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I've had an epiphany that I have bipolar disorder. I only recently saw it in myself I got it from my mom and I realised she was so suffering from it it made her do all the things I never liked from her cause I'm seeing how its made me do those things and I forgave her for the first time. And talking to her again about this I felt so valid in that what I thought were feelings weren't real. I have done so much shitty things just cause I thought that was my emotions but they werent and I feel free
(DIR) Post #ArLHVmtgdzSuPE2GbQ by Boneappletheteeth@pone.social
2025-02-21T06:09:09Z
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I have wronged so many and said I suck so much but I wasn't that person. I wronged so many with this and I made up reasosn with out even realizing I was but just realizing and excepting that I had this evil thing this illness i suddenly could be someone not defined by those things. I feel the manic and depression fully but it's insane it's like I can ignore them and they arnt real. And I'm realizing I've almost never not let that be who I was, but I am someone I don't even know it's beautiful
(DIR) Post #ArLHVnpp9pyBJXEhDk by Boneappletheteeth@pone.social
2025-02-21T06:14:33Z
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I wanted to share and say I'm sorry to all those I've harassed and insulted I hurt and insulted you all I know this won't even be seen by everyone I did that too but I am so sorry I let this evil control me none of the people I've done it too deserve it but I truly see now how so many people were so fucking right about so much. I want to name everyone I wronged but thayed take forever I just realise now I can control myself through therapy and help and I feel so free like I didn't think I could
(DIR) Post #ArLHVoQKy5B18mJr8K by soapone@pone.social
2025-02-21T11:49:12Z
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@Boneappletheteeth I still have several more candles I need to make in the plans. Gave my third one out to grinch rescue so I don't have any right now. the last month has been uber busy and quite cold. Hopefully this last freeze was the last for the year because now I need to replace water lines and a bathroom sink.Still need to finish that vacuum chamber, then I can make some more numget candles, at least one for you.