Post Amjpff2lphUR1fJBkO by lucy@netzsphaere.xyz
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 (DIR) Post #AmjmdveumriY7DdIAK by mia@movsw.0x0.st
       2024-10-06T18:08:29.315Z
       
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       @bl00d @cell because apparently it's said to be a thing especially with childhood trauma survivors. the lower the sleeves, the deeper the lore
       
 (DIR) Post #AmjmdwXrUZfardLAoK by lucy@netzsphaere.xyz
       2024-10-06T18:10:39.855318Z
       
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       @mia @cell @bl00d did i tell you how i scored 2nd highest in some online bpd test?in a /tttt/ thread?
       
 (DIR) Post #AmjmijM5xVjJP97TCi by eemmaa@girlboss.gaslight.love
       2024-10-06T18:11:32.832558Z
       
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       @lucy @mia @cell @bl00d girlboss, gaslight, gatekeep
       
 (DIR) Post #Amjmndphv033j1JPZA by meso@the.asbestos.cafe
       2024-10-06T18:12:25.867324Z
       
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       @lucy @mia @cell @bl00d BPD is a characterization of behavior patterns, it's derived from one's formative experiences and trauma rather than being something inherent to someone
       
 (DIR) Post #AmjmsNQiKekIIdsbQW by meso@the.asbestos.cafe
       2024-10-06T18:13:17.825236Z
       
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       @lucy @bl00d @cell @mia i strongly believe this, i don't think it's the same as adhd or similar for example where it's inherent to someone
       
 (DIR) Post #Amjmxxe96h4q4UpDOq by meso@the.asbestos.cafe
       2024-10-06T18:14:18.237483Z
       
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       @bl00d @cell @lucy @mia i'm kinda surprised you'd score high tbh you seem way better at rationalizing your emotions than all BPD people I've seen
       
 (DIR) Post #AmjnH3Mi4KdrJHm0bQ by lucy@netzsphaere.xyz
       2024-10-06T18:17:45.187759Z
       
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       @meso @mia @cell @bl00d  hiding my powerlevel a lot lately.e.g. im actively constricting myself to act against my gut instincts with certain people i decided to trust
       
 (DIR) Post #Amjnl8X9Pw901k0BIu by meso@the.asbestos.cafe
       2024-10-06T18:23:11.516164Z
       
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       @lucy @mia @cell @bl00d I am generally very deeply paranoid and I've gone against my gut instincts to trust a lot of people and maybe I'd be doing better if I hadn't. though I think most of the mistakes in my judgment were in cases where the other person was actually a piece of shit and I was too much of a pussy.
       
 (DIR) Post #AmjoRlvJMEtWM2dIP2 by lucy@netzsphaere.xyz
       2024-10-06T18:30:53.598491Z
       
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       @meso @mia @cell @bl00d i don't really like talking about this tbh. don't want to be seen as a "bpdemon".im not okay and i know that but i used to be so much worse and i try to get better. that's all i wanted to tell.
       
 (DIR) Post #Amjpff2lphUR1fJBkO by lucy@netzsphaere.xyz
       2024-10-06T18:44:36.319941Z
       
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       @meso @bl00d @cell @mia at least mia is not pushing me away when i have certified lucy moments or gives me irl wrenching for these posts
       
 (DIR) Post #AmjqitQKvNDMRpR6vY by mia@movsw.0x0.st
       2024-10-06T18:55:41.323Z
       
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       @lucy @meso @bl00d @cell bpd isn't any less permanent than adhd because childhood trauma that severe does affect brain development quite significantly and irreversibly but it affects everyone differently, and some can learn to cope with it pretty well. neuroplasticity is still a thing after all.
       
 (DIR) Post #AmkOuoJR9P4YVo3zQO by realcaseyrollins@social.teci.world
       2024-10-07T01:19:31.069013Z
       
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       @mia @mia @cell @bl00d The lore: