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 (DIR) Post #Ala5HRdH3rrkdUTaYS by littlescraps@mas.to
       2024-04-30T04:10:18Z
       
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       #actuallyautistic so yeah struggling with childhood trauma like  we all of do.  Because mom said she loved me but really didn’t love me who I really was, realized I have been applying this “rule” to my relationship with hubby.  Just had a nice trip with him and we had a breakthrough.  He doesn’t verbalize much, & I now know due to autism I apply rules to behavior & have applied wrong rule to his reactions.  Ack, so lost at this point, like I don’t know what people mean, ack, but I thought I did.