Post AkSlD3bJ43MDxDx2wK by hazlin@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
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(DIR) Post #AkROkKyyy3u7JcxwsS by mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website
2024-07-30T01:33:54.012649Z
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if porn was banned, i think a lot of guys would go crazy
(DIR) Post #AkROnzMXID1vQ7iwy0 by redneonglow@bae.st
2024-07-30T01:34:34.807844Z
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@mischievoustomato Definitely more incel violence and rape
(DIR) Post #AkROp2N9aT972rVrSC by Hyperhidrosis@shitposter.world
2024-07-30T01:34:46.236061Z
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@mischievoustomato me asf
(DIR) Post #AkROpscXKWLf5d6seO by mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website
2024-07-30T01:34:53.662973Z
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violence sure, rape, i'm not so sure. probably more suicides
(DIR) Post #AkROuIFzxL7rl4fkYq by sneeden@iddqd.social
2024-07-30T01:35:38.720723Z
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@mischievoustomato I'd just use my imagination
(DIR) Post #AkROzlL1GFZPOod2x6 by mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website
2024-07-30T01:36:37.757375Z
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:chad:
(DIR) Post #AkRP8DzYbvLeaHcot6 by hazlin@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
2024-07-30T01:37:48.669240Z
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@mischievoustomato being free from horny, is like getting an extra 10 hours and new tank of energy every day.I think most people can see that, but it is very hard to achieve.If it was banned, would probably help a lot of people. And, prevent new addicts... simply by not being available for them to get addicted xDPeople that never smoked, don't get addicted to smoking.
(DIR) Post #AkRPM5aodQYQaafCim by mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website
2024-07-30T01:40:43.101594Z
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you're probably right. but there's also a biological component. I didn't use to be very horny until i reached around 17 years old
(DIR) Post #AkRPQY3Ol9Pc1A9vai by dick@annihilation.social
2024-07-30T01:41:33.420472Z
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@hazlin @mischievoustomato just get old and you will be free only you young niggas are so affected by porn
(DIR) Post #AkRPXwLepc9ZOQDydc by hazlin@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
2024-07-30T01:42:51.392300Z
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@mischievoustomato > biological componentWithout the stimulation is quickly goes away. A real issue is that, many people have trained themselves to THINK about images that are stimulating. So, even when they aren't being exposed, they stay stimulated.Honestly, I've no idea how to get free from it, other than Jesus delivering you from it.
(DIR) Post #AkRQ5u7dcAHsKnrWAi by hazlin@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
2024-07-30T01:48:59.153040Z
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@mischievoustomato All addiction cycles depends on a certain kind of lie. In almost every case, the lie is that, the thing that causes you to feel bad, is actually what will make you feel better.In the case of porn, it makes your mind tired through hyper stimulation. And, makes you sad, by keeping a potent high for too long.Then when your body needs to rest and reset and recover. The lie creeps in, "you can feel better, just stimulate yourself!"But, overall it grinds you down.Again, think everyone comes to see this truth eventually, but people need more than will power to break the cycle.
(DIR) Post #AkRX2xGu9EE8uejmTY by Tadano@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
2024-07-30T03:06:45.789718Z
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@hazlin @mischievoustomato I only managed to break that habit after getting baptized. Perhaps the overwhelming dread of having to go 'father forgive me but I have masturbated' in confession is a form of grace.
(DIR) Post #AkRXCpPaE4oDQnVLyC by mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website
2024-07-30T03:08:39.002369Z
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not a viable thing for me i'm afraid
(DIR) Post #AkRolMiYbFljnKQxrk by hazlin@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
2024-07-30T06:25:23.689168Z
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@Tadano @mischievoustomato that sounds rough xD
(DIR) Post #AkSkDKGkzVz1hFu65Y by Tadano@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
2024-07-30T17:08:52.016713Z
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@hazlin @mischievoustomato The first couple of weeks were brutal, hopefully the closest I'll ever feel to drug withdrawal. Once you get past the two week mark it gets much better. I question how I ever fell into such behavior in the first place now that I'm more than a month clean. Every passing day makes it clearer coomerism was an absolute drain on my life.All this to say, I'm grateful I for my fear of God.
(DIR) Post #AkSkLQd7E69DjyE2dM by mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website
2024-07-30T17:10:36.539153Z
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ah. I've gone a lot of time without doing it without those withdrawal like effects, because i was interested in doing other stuff and i had very little stress if any at all
(DIR) Post #AkSkzQDKBz5e29ESkC by hazlin@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
2024-07-30T17:17:50.147619Z
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@Tadano @mischievoustomato The benefits are clear to all. I really prefer to be free from the domination of lust.Staying free is a bit tricky though.I'm currently not watching any shows, or anime, or manga, or vtubers. And, have fedi set to do-not-display-images. And, under these conditions I don't feel anything trying to pull me back into it. But, I suspect Jesus is guarding my heart, or some intrusive bullshit would enter my minds eye, regardless of my efforts, and wear down my willpower on the matter.
(DIR) Post #AkSlD3bJ43MDxDx2wK by hazlin@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
2024-07-30T17:20:04.550331Z
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@mischievoustomato @Tadano So true, the "withdraw" is 100% psychological and not chemical... which is why when you aren't engaged in the feedback loop of thought, you don't even feel them xD
(DIR) Post #AkSlFiY9mrsVXEkMRE by mischievoustomato@rebased.taihou.website
2024-07-30T17:20:47.004288Z
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yea
(DIR) Post #AkSumew398eHT5hmJE by nachtrabe@bae.st
2024-07-30T19:04:42.822323Z
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@hazlin @mischievoustomato This.We know exactly what it would be like.There are thousands of years of human history to look at.
(DIR) Post #AkSvGNYiJe3oGPxfJA by hazlin@amala.schwartzwelt.xyz
2024-07-30T19:12:56.915060Z
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@Tadano @mischievoustomato Actually, I should amend this, I am actually reading manga, I am just not locked into horny for some reason xD It just felt like I wasn't, since I so often have associated reading manga with being horny. xDI guess if my lack of lust persists, I'll re-evaluate things, maybe it has something to do with diet, which is what I've been changing the most these last few months...And, to clarify, it would be easy for me to stir up some lust right now, I am just able to... not engage with it if I don't want to, it isn't a matter of effort at the moment. Kind of feels like how we are supposed to be, not at the whims of our body, but with a body that serves us.