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       2023-12-07T10:28:14+00:00
       
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       My paternal grandpa back then reached no return despair. Walked down to the train track and laid his neck on the rail and waited. They had to pick his pieces off the track. My life has been at a standstill for more than a year. Add that to chronic depression and worse. And many times I wake up and it's the decades old GET ME OUT feeling inside. But I try to think of the good things I got in life and be wholeheartedly grateful because no matter what horrible shit happened to me, other elements in life gave me so much goodness, that's what makes me go on. Special moments and people and things I learned......and the freeloader downstairs.