Post AZy1fzeYfPcBiIVjOK by JigmeDatse@mastodon.matrix.org
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 (DIR) Post #AZxVjkKGOlcmnllPoe by Rasp@raru.re
       2023-09-20T12:49:43Z
       
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       So here is my suicide plan.1. Threaten to get myself killed by the police to a mandatory reporter, telling them explicitly that I intend to verbally goad the officers they send into killing me.2. Die hopefully?3. If I don't die leave as LITTLE room as possible for them to justify arresting me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AZxfgBCxVZqIYhHk3c by Rasp@raru.re
       2023-09-20T14:40:50Z
       
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       therapist shot down my plan said she'd make sure they send MH professionals instead which... I don't believe but whatever.Why is killing yourself so fucking hard?
       
 (DIR) Post #AZxgPk5WfhSjliXCBE by m@seafoam.space
       2023-09-20T14:48:38.346900Z
       
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       @Rasp what in the fuck, don't do that shit
       
 (DIR) Post #AZxgPks5l8JKCLFysa by Rasp@raru.re
       2023-09-20T14:49:23Z
       
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       @m I've earned this don't take it away from me
       
 (DIR) Post #AZxhhXhrXqY6XBWAFc by m@seafoam.space
       2023-09-20T14:50:20.554634Z
       
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       @Rasp i literally have no way of taking this away from you but like seriously chew on it, it's probably not worth it
       
 (DIR) Post #AZxhhYXGSjfL6bZDN2 by Rasp@raru.re
       2023-09-20T15:03:46Z
       
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       @m I've been doing that for a decade things have only gotten worse.
       
 (DIR) Post #AZy1fzeYfPcBiIVjOK by JigmeDatse@mastodon.matrix.org
       2023-09-20T18:47:35Z
       
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       @Rasp It genuinely is difficult, and that's why people want to make it harder.  Though that's not always the best thing...  Rather than making it so a person *can* do it and have the desired effect, they often lead to people doing it poorly and making an unlivable life, even worse.
       
 (DIR) Post #AZy20YrlSIlGiTUmUS by JigmeDatse@mastodon.matrix.org
       2023-09-20T18:51:21Z
       
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       @Rasp I do certainly see where you're coming from.  Believe it or not.  I like you.  And you are right.  Honestly, it seems like the *appropriate* response to that would be, "Hey let's see what we can do to make your life more livable," Even when that's not really something within a person's power (when it bloody well should be, it absolutely should be something that they want to figure out).