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 (DIR) Post #AWhN2bl0xKXZkWoyH2 by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:43:45Z
       
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       This system we have is the most fucked up thing ever conceived! I didn't consent to be here. I didn't consent to having my every need monetized. I didn't consent to waking up, going to work, coming home, sleeping, and then repeating that over and over till the day I fucking die!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2cfjYRuWaRMGgK by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:46:03Z
       
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       I can't exist without looking at logos. I can't do anything creative without Oh Oh, time to fucking go work again and still be unable to afford to fucking be alive!I can't get healthcare. What is the fucking point of all this work?! It's killing me. I'm fucking dead on my feet, even at the meager number of service calls I get a week, I'm burnt to shit from decades of 40 hours a week just to be fucking poor as fuck!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2dMH0HwEiNGEzI by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:47:38Z
       
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       I have people telling me I'm fucking scum because I'm LGBT. I never fucking consented to being ruled by some fucking bullshit book that says how to keep your slaves. I never consented to worrying if my friends will be fucking Holocausted! Where the fuck is my signature on a consent agreement for any of this fucking shit!?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2ekloh7z2djJoG by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:49:04Z
       
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       There's no escape from any of it! I can't go build a hut in the woods and grow food! The very fucking dirt we walk on is owned and monetized! There are cities that make it illegal to collect rainwater. For fuck sake, you can't even live off other people's generosity, it's fucking illegal to hand out food to the poor in many places!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2fohrXs2L8ZyaG by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:50:19Z
       
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       And the stupidest shit is if this all drives me to suicide, tons of people do their best to stop me. Do they fix it by easing the stress? Do the fix it by making it so my needs are met? Do they offer healthcare? No! They do it by confining me so I'm physically prevented from killing myself! The system is like "No, you haven't fucking suffered long enough! You Stay!"
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2gXjA9soaldvl2 by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:51:50Z
       
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       But if some right wing fuck nut who shouldn't have guns decides to paint the sidewalk with the brains of a fucking queer, that's A-OK! Signed and endorsed by half the fucking government, and given the blind eye by the other half who offer nothing but platitudes! It's my fucking body, I'll do whatever to it and with it I fucking want!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2hEyZMTgktsTAW by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:53:03Z
       
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       I need certain drugs and medical supplies to function. Nope, not mother fucking covered. The meds I should be on are like $300 a month, and the supplies cost me almost as much!Did I ask to need this shit?! No, I fucking didn't! I didn't even fucking ask to be here!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2hzllNuN61lq6a by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:53:58Z
       
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       "I'm tired of this woke shit!" Fuck off! There's a whole fucking planet you can fuck off to! I didn't ask to fucking be here at all! Get fucked! Go take a fucking toaster bath, I'm fucking tired of hearing it!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2iin3zv9LepnHM by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:54:39Z
       
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       LET ME OUT OF THIS FUCKING HELL!!!! I DIDN'T FUCKING ASK TO FUCKING BE HERE!!!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2jOyX9fHSUZU24 by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:55:49Z
       
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       I've got the fucking government harassing me over like $4,000 I owe in taxes! How much taxes did Jeff Bozo and Elon Dickhead pay?! The fuck is that bullshit! If you're hard up for money, Mr tax man, TAX THEM FUCKERS! You already milked this stone dry!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2kDfUgDLziHy2y by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:57:28Z
       
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       And if I EVER again hear some fucking cunt say "Oh, but you have Playstation!"... I'll fucking snap. Oh, I'm sorry, does it bother you I have ONE FUCKING THING TO ENJOY IN THE LITTLE TINY GAP BETWEEN WORK HOURS?! YOU REALLY THINK SAVING $499 ONCE WOULD SOLVE ALL MY FUCKING PROBELMS?! If you think that, you're fucked in the head!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2kySghe2KqBKz2 by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-14T23:58:37Z
       
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       AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! FUCK! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I doubt I even am mentally ill! Is it MENTAL ILLNESS to have a limit to how much fucking bullshit you can take before you absolutely lose your fucking shit?! I THINK THIS IS A PERFECTLY RATIONAL RESPONSE TO THIS SHIT!!!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhN2lcsGRyGMB5byS by rees@breastmilk.club
       2023-06-15T00:20:41.575699Z
       
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       @hellomiakoda it's not mental illness but you're just making yourself miserable by concerning yourself with things you have no control over
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhNogMz6tZpxFVNBY by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T00:29:28.004989Z
       
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       Man, it's sad to see someone at the very end of their tether having a meltdown like this.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhRQBN76kGcgP8dii by AUc34pg7Dq80K0xUzQ.spitfire@poster.place
       2023-06-15T01:09:50.562066Z
       
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       @hellomiakoda
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhTu8TWdprsIMY2OO by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T01:37:40.782028Z
       
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       You may not like what I have to say, so you may want to skip my post. The problems we are currently facing in society are not solely the blame of the left or right but rather our inherent flaws as Human beings. While I am in agreement with you in finding bigotry to be rather uncouth and trashy, at the end of the day that person has as much of a right to hold and articulate their opinion as any queer person does to freely express their sexual orientation or sexual identity. The reason why I feel people may hold prejudice towards liberally inclined individuals such as those of the LGBT is because of the pushing of an agenda that aims to empower minorities, silence the privileged and enable the government to pass increasingly totalitarians laws that which bolster the power they can exert under the pretense of “Think about the children“ protecting minorities at the expense of our liberties of freedom of speech, freedom of expression and privacy.Minorities and social movements have been weaponized both by the left and right as tools to push the agenda of a select few by manipulating the masses. Most people you’ll find these days who hate the LGBT are those who have honestly begun to tire of the identity politics that has become pervasive in almost all facets of our lives. Even in the communities we participate in or games played there are people pressing their beliefs on other people when all we want to do is talk about Linux or play Final Fantasy XIV. Not talk about wars in foreign countries, the oppression of women and black people, or what gender you like or identify as. Those who do hold truly inreconcilable views of ethnicity, gender, sexual identity, handi-capability, or politics make up a very small minority of people whose views are generally held as backward and dated by the rest of society. There will be the obvious exceptions in countries that are more traditionally conservative but for the most part, people don’t really care about your quirks or political views.What they do care about is having these quirks or views forced on them and being told to stay quiet about how they feel about it, as it is not the proper thing to do in today’s society. They care about their freedom of speech getting progressively stripped away by the “woke agenda“ weaponizing cancel culture if the government hasn’t already arrested them yet for making an edgy joke on Twitter. Some of those people, like myself, don’t like the people blindly pushing for totalitarianism without even realizing it.  Something I’m personally not all that keen on is how some communities become an echo chamber when saturated by LBGT or liberal-minded people that push for a sanitized safe space at the exclusion of those that are more conservative who may be made uncomfortable by it. When you start selectively vetting what speech or communication is allowed then you start molding the environment to consist only of like-minded individuals that reflect your own views or politics. That is precisely what happened in @thelinuxEXP ‘s Discord and Matrix community resulting in a space that is predominately transgender to the exclusion of anyone else. That’s not to say you need to be transgender to even be  there, though it may as well when certain topics or views are made expressively taboo while those that align with their politics or worldview tend to get a pass. Freedom of speech and freedom of expression should be protected Human rights in equal measure. Regardless of whether you may have found someone’s opinion to have been unsavory, you can acknowledge it is as much of a right of theirs as it is your own. We should all be able to just sit down and engage in civil discourse on our differences in good faith irrespective of where we may fall on the cultural, political, or religious spectrum. Fighting intolerance with further intolerance only continues to extend the issue into perpetuity. Instead, we need to set clear boundaries and know not to overstep them forcing our beliefs onto other people. That applies not only to the LGBTQA+ but also to religious, political, and personal disputes. If people really want to make a difference in the world, then do so not by perpetuating the toxicity of shock and outrage culture but by cultivating a culture of tolerance where everyone can exist peacefully irrespective of their religious, cultural, or personal views. Some food for thought.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhVDb1UpDfAI7HTSS by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T01:52:24.122185Z
       
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       I cannot stress this enough, my post and those that follow are addressing some real serious issues. Leave any shitposting at the door and don’t harass the OP with lowbrow, low-hanging fruit. I don’t want to see a repeat of the previous thread.You know who you are.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhZSV1Poslzq4bZL6 by ScrooLewse@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T02:11:27Z
       
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       @rees @hellomiakoda "Making yourself" implies that what she's talking about didn't come to her.  Which, from the sound of it, it did.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhZSVncvdL0FbA4UC by rees@breastmilk.club
       2023-06-15T02:39:54.474047Z
       
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       @ScrooLewse @hellomiakoda I don't understand what you are trying to say.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhbddHjdZt8Yoftw0 by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T02:33:38Z
       
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       @rees I don't have the privilege of not concerning myself with it. Things have been forced on me. My friends are being targeted. I'm a human being, so of course I'm concerned.My landlord makes sure I'm concerned with whether or not I can pay rent. Much to my chagrin, I'm a biological life form and thus can't refrain from being concerned about getting food.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhbde2WpbJotwZGs4 by rees@breastmilk.club
       2023-06-15T03:04:20.036875Z
       
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       @hellomiakoda that's not what I meant by "not concerned", I meant emotionally investing yourself. sure, you have to pay your bills, but no one gets to decide how you feel about something. your emotional state is your choice. anger is usually an emotional response to feeling like you don't have control over something, but anger doesn't actually give you that control it just ruins your life.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhbdf52xivY82knR2 by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T02:34:07Z
       
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       @rees There is also that whole prose"First they came for...."If I "don't concern myself" with the oppression of groups I'm not part of just because I'm not of that group, then I have no character and my survival isn't worth persuing. Part of not taking my own life is being someone I'm not disgusted living with.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhcdrS546WIS7BdgW by ScrooLewse@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T02:46:47Z
       
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       @rees well, she's talking about suffering the effects of poverty and persecution.  Even if she can't stop it, it doesn't take away her right to be upset.  It's like if someone was throwing rocks at you and your friend told you shouldn't be mad, hurt, or scared about the rock guy because you can't stop them from throwing the rocks at you.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhcdsFM6tw2uwEzUO by rees@breastmilk.club
       2023-06-15T03:15:34.807867Z
       
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       @ScrooLewse >doesn't take away her right to be upsetwhat does having a right to feel a certain way have to do with anything? my point is that you can live a miserable depressing angry life you want, but you're not accomplishing anything. whether you should or shouldn't be mad has little to do with whether it actually does anything. if someone is throwing rocks at you, call the police, fight back, or run/walk away.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhe24SaS7pXhVX12u by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T03:07:33Z
       
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       @rees Anger isn't why I can't pay the bills.Anger isn't why I'm not getting healthcare.Anger didn't charge me $270 a month for medical supplies.Anger isn't why I can't afford to fix my unsafe car.Anger on my part isn't why my friends are targeted. Anger on my part isn't why the rich pay little to no taxes, while paying employees too little to live on. No, anger didn't ruin my life
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhe287opHav4FqUEK by rees@breastmilk.club
       2023-06-15T03:31:07.034838Z
       
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       @hellomiakoda anger fixes none of those things so not only do you have all those problems you're in a negative headspace as well. why are people so adamant about making their life worse than it already is? I don't understand.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhfRg027QabJxwugq by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-15T03:46:59.088380Z
       
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       @hellomiakoda @rees @hellomiakoda emotional self-harm I've done it
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhfeGmDCyaerGUP4q by ScrooLewse@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T03:28:12Z
       
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       @rees That's my fault for using the analogy of a person throwing rocks.  This is toxic positivity.  Being able to have negative emotions is as critical for your mental health as having positive ones, even if they're unpleasant to witness.  She is having a moment.  You don't know what she's like when she isn't writing this rant.  But right now she is suffering and looking for someone who will listen to express these emotions to.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhfeHXMNgIvDUY3ZA by rees@breastmilk.club
       2023-06-15T03:49:11.914762Z
       
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       @ScrooLewse toxic positivity is unsubstantiated pop-psych, and I'm not even saying be positive, I'm saying stop worrying about things that are out of your control.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhhZkYXGHM1g545FQ by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T02:40:43Z
       
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       @elicin @thelinuxEXP "because of the pushing"My "agenda" as an LGBT is to exist without being fucked with, and possibly find another to have a relationship with.Quit fucking with the queers and we'll all go back to being queer amongst ourselves."Shoving it down our throat" now includes merely existing in a public space. We legit don't have a fucking agenda.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhhZlDIohxpiW8dn6 by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:10:51.643971Z
       
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       Seems like you completely missed the point and then went on to assume I hate queer people. The LGBTQA+ movement like Feminism is a highly politicized social issue that has been taken advantage of across the spectrum. I'm bisexual and an egalitarian but I do not identify myself as LGBTQA+ or a feminist because of the toxic elements within the movement that I feel are rotting it away from the inside out. I've said on multiple occasions that I believe both freedoms of speech and expression should be protected Human rights. While I don't support the LGBTQA+ Community in its present form, that doesn't mean I won't be standing at their side to protect their rights with you. I simply believe social issues and politics have no place in our hobbies and that we should ultimately respect someone's right to express themselves or their opinion without wither being stifled. To cultivate a culture of tolerance where we make an effort to understand each other rather than throwing ourselves or our opinions down people's throats.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhhd33QwRHbuz5djM by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:11:28.121437Z
       
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       Seems like you completely missed the point and then went on to assume I hate queer people. The LGBTQA+ movement like Feminism is a highly politicized social issue that has been taken advantage of across the spectrum. I'm bisexual and an egalitarian but I do not identify myself as LGBTQA+ or a feminist because of the toxic elements within the movement that I feel are rotting it away from the inside out. I've said on multiple occasions that I believe both freedoms of speech and expression should be protected Human rights. While I don't support the LGBTQA+ Community in its present form, that doesn't mean I won't be standing at their side to protect their rights with you. I simply believe social issues and politics have no place in our hobbies and that we should ultimately respect someone's right to express themselves or their opinion without wither being stifled. To cultivate a culture of tolerance where we make an effort to understand each other rather than throwing ourselves or our opinions down people's throats.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhhofCBTS5tOcinKa by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:13:34.033217Z
       
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       Seems like you completely missed the point and then went on to assume I hate queer people. The LGBTQA+ movement like Feminism is a highly politicized social issue that has been taken advantage of across the spectrum. I'm bisexual and an egalitarian but I do not identify myself as LGBTQA+ or a feminist because of the toxic elements within the movement that I feel are rotting it away from the inside out. I've said on multiple occasions that I believe both freedoms of speech and expression should be protected Human rights. While I don't support the LGBTQA+ Community in its present form, that doesn't mean I won't be standing at their side to protect their rights with you. I simply believe social issues and politics have no place in our hobbies and that we should ultimately respect someone's right to express themselves or their opinion without being stifled. To cultivate a culture of tolerance where we make an effort to understand each other rather than throwing ourselves or our opinions down people's throats.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhiI2wEHJvrQlGmQ4 by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T02:51:15Z
       
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       @elicin @thelinuxEXP "That’s not to say you need to be transgender to even be  there, though it may as well when certain topics or views are made expressively taboo"Explain to me what views you need to bring up on a Linux chat about #Linux that trans people would consider "taboo".Last I checked, nobody's calling foul about man pages, and there are no commands called " trans women are men", so please... What is it about Linux too taboo to say around trans people?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhiI3jrIndBugUPmC by ramin_hal9001@emacs.ch
       2023-06-15T04:16:16Z
       
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       @hellomiakoda @elicin @thelinuxEXP Wow, you are one of the most tone-deaf, tactless people I have ever seen on the Internet, and that is saying something. Your comments are as ignorant as they are unhelpful.If someone is saying, "I am in a lot of pain right now and I hate everyone who is responsible for my suffering," your response is, "well as long as you are not threatening free speech!" You honestly do not see the fucking problem with this? Do you also have a habit of taking selfies with corpses at funerals, and explaining to kids that they exist because their parents had sex?Freedom of speech and freedom of expression should be protected Human rights in equal measure.Maybe some day we can all have calm, rational conversations about our differences of opinions, but you ignore the harsh reality we all live in, that not everyone is as free, healthy, and comfortable as you are. Some people are outright oppressed for being just a little different from everyone else. Sure, it is easy to preach about your ideals when you are living in relative privilege compared to others. But until we are all as equally privileged as you, your ideals about "free speech" are delusional bullshit that have no basis in reality.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhiI4UeUp3sFoNmiG by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:18:50.601770Z
       
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       I'm autistic, thanks.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhiPqHXDaxsUhx7BY by rees@breastmilk.club
       2023-06-15T04:20:17.248015Z
       
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       @elicin @ramin_hal9001 I laughed, but are you really?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhiRUXL2MDFdG8Aym by ramin_hal9001@emacs.ch
       2023-06-15T04:19:52Z
       
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       @elicin Well, that explains your inability to understand people's emotions.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhiRVB2ejyJcOhsrg by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:20:33.859392Z
       
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       I said autistic, not sociopathic.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhiVCZPmIXH4Is59E by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:21:15.334014Z
       
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       Who knows, certainly act it online lmao.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhjNzNqVUig68aJEm by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T04:29:52Z
       
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       @ramin_hal9001 @elicin @thelinuxEXP Which one are you angry at? If it's me, we need to break this down cause one of us fowled up in communication, possibly me
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhjO07ZlTIcNxypW4 by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:31:08.010300Z
       
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       They were referring to me, hence the following replies addressing me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhkU62wkOEcSEHkSe by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T04:35:08Z
       
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       @elicin I'm a lesbian. I'm attracted to women.This isn't a political statement, and if I mention a girlfriend, its not shoving it down anyone's throat. Meanwhile, hetero is thrown at me 24/7.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhkU6bKgXjyAsND3g by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:43:26.569934Z
       
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       LGBT =/= Queer people.There's nothing wrong with mentioning that you happen to be a lesbian in casual conversation so long as it is relevant to the conversational topic and done so in moderation. I'm sure if someone was incessantly going on about how heterosexual they are then you may you will have found that to be grating. The problem tends to be less prevalent in women than it is in homosexual men.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhkbLxVz3GvphClTE by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:44:46.641196Z
       
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       LGBTQA+ =/= Queer people.There's nothing wrong with mentioning that you happen to be a lesbian in casual conversation so long as it is relevant to the conversational topic and done so in moderation. I'm sure if someone was incessantly going on about how heterosexual they are then you too may have found that to be grating. The problem tends to be less prevalent in women than it is in homosexual men.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhkijbMTlgfBcMXWi by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:46:06.381064Z
       
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       LGBTQA+ =/= Queer people.There's nothing wrong with mentioning that you happen to be a lesbian in casual conversation so long as it is relevant to the conversational topic and done so in moderation. I'm sure if someone was incessantly going on about how heterosexual they are then you too may have found that to be grating. The issue tends to be less prevalent in women than it is in homosexual men.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhlAn731DJgBTYtqi by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T04:48:55Z
       
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       @elicin Heterosexually is routinely forced on me. It's LITERALLY been crammed down my throat without my consent. 🤷🏻‍♀️
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhlArJxNA1FEfdGWe by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:51:05.013371Z
       
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       Would you care to elaborate on that?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhlBtr9QobDO9eg9Q by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T04:47:40Z
       
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       @ramin_hal9001 @elicin @thelinuxEXP I think he blocked me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhlBujk9qGg7TCHFA by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T04:51:22.768985Z
       
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       I didn't.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhmR0tFf649VAPMh6 by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T04:54:14Z
       
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       @elicin Sure! I was an an LGBT bar. A straight man drugged my drink, and followed me in to the bathroom and then when I was too drugged to fight him off anymore, forced his dick down my throat repeatedly. His words made it clear this was supposed to teach me to be straight.I lost consciousness, so I'm not sure what else he did. I spent a few years too afraid and traumatized to find out if he gave me any diseases. Thankfully no. Unsurprisingly, I am still not straight despite his efforts.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhmR1hEfG340BnHbU by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:05:18.424560Z
       
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       I'm sorry to hear that, in a gay bar of all places smh. While I won't blame you for holding some resentment towards men after your ordeal, should go without saying that it is not representative of all straight men, or men in general for that matter.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhmtsZzdiFQ7nAGBs by ramin_hal9001@emacs.ch
       2023-06-15T04:58:41Z
       
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       @hellomiakoda @elicin @thelinuxEXP > "I think he blocked me."I call that a victory!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhmttVmAsT710CPFw by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T05:00:37Z
       
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       @ramin_hal9001 @elicin @thelinuxEXP I wouldn't. What would I win?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhmtuABkcnL2L6gFM by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:10:30.379733Z
       
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       I'unno, peace and quiet I guess? A fleeting moment of peace without getting increasingly frustrated by arguing with randos on the internet will undoubtedly make you feel even shittier than you already do. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhnJvGKHt7XyTNrFo by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:15:13.902612Z
       
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       I'unno, peace and quiet I guess? A fleeting moment of relief knowing you will no longer be getting increasingly frustrated by arguing with randos on the internet. Something that will undoubtedly make you feel even shittier than you already do. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhnNQ1GOF0eEb0OP2 by dcc@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:15:50.416665Z
       
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       @elicin @hellomiakoda seems like a fun thread (idk why the hell there are re: 's)
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhnazeLEEyYVKkyZc by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:18:19.525921Z
       
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       I upset an ill-adjusted stranger on the internet who went on to make fun of me for my disabilities. 🤪
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhniyQzdBQ13HJnzU by dcc@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:19:42.200752Z
       
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       @elicin YOU WILL NOT BE DISABLED ANYMORE
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhnlh6cVyXUB25QCO by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:20:15.775333Z
       
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       I upset a maladjusted stranger on the internet who went on to make fun of me for my disabilities. 🤪
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhnspg12xTsmo2vjc by ScrooLewse@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T05:09:35Z
       
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       @rees you're really asking someone to stop worrying about taxes, medical bills, and open persecution
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhnsqPOKFmF3XHASe by rees@breastmilk.club
       2023-06-15T05:21:32.376701Z
       
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       @ScrooLewse no, those are things you can control. blaming the politics/politicians/society and reasons for why they exist is pointless.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhofZYNmSziyFiVOa by ramin_hal9001@emacs.ch
       2023-06-15T05:11:02Z
       
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       @hellomiakoda @elicin @thelinuxEXP > "what would I win?"A tiny consolation, to be sure, but one less asshole pestering you online.Sorry, I am being presumptuous, and I am also probably talking too much.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhofaGL929lAaHbua by hellomiakoda@pdx.social
       2023-06-15T05:16:12Z
       
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       @ramin_hal9001 @elicin @thelinuxEXP You're fine. If I needed to have him gone, I have buttons for that on my side.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhofb3cBpZVdPKxiS by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:30:19.875665Z
       
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       M'lady.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhokPgvsK5Xpe1ZNA by dcc@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:31:10.295482Z
       
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       @elicin @hellomiakoda "yes i get girls how could you tell"
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhpBTTTuyMpNqdWN6 by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:36:07.176586Z
       
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       I know I said no shitposting but it really is starting to get pretty hard to resist that urge. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhpFeyd5uAyDSCYNc by elicin@annihilation.social
       2023-06-15T05:36:52.921051Z
       
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       I know I said no shitposting, but it really is starting to get pretty hard to resist that urge. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
       
 (DIR) Post #AWhwYRodmO2aTfHMoa by scarlet@bae.st
       2023-06-15T06:58:42.512742Z
       
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       @hellomiakoda @hellomiakoda You are so fucking privileged and you DARE complain?! You insufferable brat! No humans in recorded history ever had it better than what your current capitalist system allows for. You think your ancient ancestors that shat wherever they felt like and didn't bathe were freer than you are now? People used to literally have to go on hours long hunts to be able to eat, and you're complaining that you need to sit at a desk?! How much creative work do you think your ancestors could do with a stick and dirt as their tools? You live in the most free society mankind was able to create, and you're bitching that it's not the Garden of Eden?! Let me splash some cold reality on you: utopias don't exist, and they will never exist. Heaven is a fairytail. We live in a universe in which entropy constantly increases. Life itself is a contradiction of this universal rule. We exist only because and if we work to reduce local entropy. There is no going around this. If you want to survive you need to work. You're literally complaining that you don't want to do your fair share of work. Socialists always complain that companies and rich folk don't pay their fair share, but it sounds like you're the one that doesn't want to pay his share.