Post AWSXYPfx9wkAkShaYC by ssorayaa@bae.st
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 (DIR) Post #AWRoXVxlnm241OEVu4 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-05-23T04:16:02.901336Z
       
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       I love being a femcel I love hating men I love making terrible decisions I love staying inside and rotting away slowly I love cigarettes and substance abuse i love being 95 pounds and trying to become 75 pounds i love having incurable trauma and cluster b personality disorders i love attempting suicide yes yes yes I'm cumming thinking about it yes yes lots
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRoXWw2BiEp2IQdpw by professionalbigot69@poa.st
       2023-06-07T12:13:30.838150Z
       
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       @ssorayaa get impregnated
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRoe8IsAMWkfZG9ia by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:14:43.166362Z
       
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       @professionalbigot69 No. The man who impregnated me and my kids would hurt me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRokUdO3N2pfHt6OW by professionalbigot69@poa.st
       2023-06-07T12:15:51.860810Z
       
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       @ssorayaa just get stronger lmao
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRonqJjtOuzmaILeC by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:16:28.494671Z
       
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       @professionalbigot69 No matter how strong I got, someone always hurt me. It would be foolish to think it wouldn't happen again. It will.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRopyTCYIv3e9jliq by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T12:16:51.599317Z
       
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       Is this mental illness or retardation
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRopzz8v240LVgn9E by professionalbigot69@poa.st
       2023-06-07T12:16:51.450563Z
       
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       @ssorayaa wahgetting hurt builds character
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRozcrJkxWzW7cTKq by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:18:35.972050Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent Neither. It's being correct.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRp1gE4D2BoXSEvvU by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:18:58.527660Z
       
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       @professionalbigot69 My character has been built far more than enough, then
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRp2fUUQaZUY3OPUe by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T12:19:09.088953Z
       
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       How about all three?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRpBakvOxIiTAKqO0 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:20:46.005926Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent that's fine by me :sip_ma:
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRpHeFjJTlD3IdExs by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T12:21:51.540520Z
       
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       Well glad to see you're still around. Go get a bf, you cringe ass femcel.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRpNby8iVXNhtFPuq by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:22:56.352874Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent No. Getting a bf would hurt me. Men must be avoided at all costs
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRpa8lwa4Sgv4W9HU by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T12:25:12.041091Z
       
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       You're gonna turn into a cringe spinster. That's the worst fate imaginable.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRpf3E8cpe7AY2xQu by professionalbigot69@poa.st
       2023-06-07T12:26:05.230909Z
       
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       @ssorayaa if you can't handle being someone's wife you need more character building
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRpl0iMsa537A1oHY by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:27:10.079545Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent nah, it's not the worse fate imaginable. It's much better than having to re-do another Kacho situation. Now *that* would be the worst fate imaginable. Better to be cringe than to be hurt
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRpvEyai3lkF4Uiae by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:29:00.961255Z
       
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       @professionalbigot69 my character is built enough. And besides, even if I wanted a husband I couldn't get one, I have autism, bipolar, and bpd, all of which renders me inherently unlovable. None of my past partners stayed. It would be foolish to think any future ones would stay.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRqXw5GstYYwV4QZE by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T12:36:00.596947Z
       
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       If you wind up with some dyke in a relationship then she's going to beat you senseless. lesbians have the highest domestic violence rates
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRqdhXzqPenayFuPA by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:37:03.119107Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent I don't want a relationship with a woman either. Just because I avoid men doesn't mean I think women are better. Actually, they might be worse. Not sure.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRrCoSy70AdBne8JM by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T12:43:23.496200Z
       
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       They're worse. Ok well, to me it sounds like bullshit but go on being cringe. You'll figure it out someday and some dude'll whisk you away and you'll bear his 8 children.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRrS94Nn6ZVQwSQWO by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T12:46:10.117101Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent that's not gonna happen. What *would* happen if I got a man is that he would leave me because of my combination of impossible to manage mental illnesses and disorders and I'll be so hurt I'd almost die. Again. In fact, it would probably be more than almost
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRt976X4dENkDW2PQ by professionalbigot69@poa.st
       2023-06-07T13:05:07.925267Z
       
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       @ssorayaa didn't you hear? autism is in and guys dig it
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRtHq2fscb7Qus60O by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:06:42.811228Z
       
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       Naw he's gonna think your obsessiveness about loneliness is cute and he's gonna obsess over you and you're going to love him in return.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRu0P4ezcucpC3CCW by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:14:46.146580Z
       
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       @professionalbigot69 those guys are retarded and confused. They might dream of an autistic gf but if they had one that relationship wouldn't last long at all. The only reason I ever had long relationships was because I managed to fool men into thinking I was only *barely* autistic and that they could handle it. Autism isn't cute or quirky. As someone who actually has it, I can tell you it's hell and I would give anything to not have it.And even if autism is considered "cute", bipolar and bpd sure as hell aren't. Having a cluster b makes you inherently unlovable and having bipolar on top of that makes it even worse. You know who has all four cluster b's? Bot. And do you think she'd ever find a guy who would love her enough to stay with her for life and father her children? No way in hell. And the same applies for me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRuAfEZlWkBq7a5xI by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:16:37.447606Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent It is scientifically impossible for anybody to find my condition endearing in any way, shape, or form. I've been alive for almost 24 years now, if something good were meant to happen, it would have by now.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRuRQJoTTHyVF1Rrs by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:19:39.193186Z
       
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       >scientifically impossibleOk yeah you've got the market cornered on cringe.>24Lmao you are like a little baby.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRuYSauPa1laWNG2y by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:20:55.250833Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent As I said. It's better to be cringe than to be hurt.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRuaVnNTsSk5yBVc8 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:21:17.564231Z
       
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       Yeah it's not though. Because cringe is terminal and hurt is temporary.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRugixzQKiAgN6v6e by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:22:25.064987Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent Hurt is forever.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRupWhuNCGtGbmmqO by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:24:00.535329Z
       
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       It's literally not. Cringe kills the soul. Your body is a machine that turns hurt into repressed memories at worst and strength/knowledge regularly.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRutI1SubMMsjjCAy by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:24:41.340579Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent Maybe other people's bodies are like that. Mine isn't.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRv06v2aqYmTIyXOC by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:25:55.137256Z
       
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       No that's just your dumb woman brain trying to bullshit you.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRvCbA1ysRpjvwRDE by professionalbigot69@poa.st
       2023-06-07T13:28:10.478015Z
       
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       @ssorayaa just don't take your meds and relax
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRvFcFUOMvTz0vwBM by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:28:43.434461Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent I trust my brain over someone trying to talk me into getting hurt again.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRvMwaRAtRR5SE4rg by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:30:02.915534Z
       
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       >trusting a woman brainThis is where modernity has led you.Yeah you're going to get hurt, retard. That's life. Deal with it and move on. You're like some domesticated house cat scared of a squirrel you see out the window.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRvUcUXltYf5185lQ by BasedLord@poa.st
       2023-06-07T13:31:26.113218Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @ssorayaa Lol. Lmao. Women are the niggers of gender.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRvfVuQaMKtqlQnK4 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:33:24.230953Z
       
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       John Lennon hooked up with Yoko Ono and immediately wrote "Woman is the Nigger of the World."Coincidence?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRvhwyutyeGOPh0me by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:33:50.705642Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent I have tried to move on. But I couldn't. I'm never going to be able to forget it.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRvjzKv7L7GH8xMZc by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:34:12.815176Z
       
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       @BasedLord @ImperialAgent Better being a "nigger of gender" than being hurt.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRvuRC8Ob7PZXpUqO by BasedLord@poa.st
       2023-06-07T13:36:06.007589Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent >finds endearment in being a niggerYou should have logged off last month like I told you
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRw0Il6fnmV97z3Fg by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:37:09.680919Z
       
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       @BasedLord @ImperialAgent There are a lot of things I should have done, but didn't do. Too late now! I'm just gonna abuse my body and mind until I die
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRwLQRvH6ob4z5EDw by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:40:58.729875Z
       
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       Female chudjaks be like, "It's over. I got hurt in a relationship. The West has fallen. Billions must cry."
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRwNaSx0LG2iyawQi by BasedLord@poa.st
       2023-06-07T13:41:22.153762Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent Livestream the dying part
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRwSyqvlKtdo4NoB6 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:42:20.709229Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent Yes. This is the correct opinion to have.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRwV0eY2XrHy9YhN2 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:42:42.647182Z
       
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       @BasedLord @ImperialAgent Sorry, I probably won't do that. I never cared much for livestreaming.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRwf9KQdiVPltz0q0 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:44:32.462946Z
       
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       I mean, it's a good bit you're running. But it's wrong.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRxEmhAGcF206brSi by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:50:59.037444Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent Be that as it may, I'm still gonna abuse my body and mind without needing a man to help me do it
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRxNOSljO1HS5yuA4 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:52:31.043690Z
       
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       There's the cringe feminist. It's a lot more fun being horrible together with a partner. Stop being a coward.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRxQW2a0wLHp3DjH6 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:53:06.147506Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent nah
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRxViVR5ykdvnCJxQ by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:54:02.605316Z
       
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       Really you just need someone to chain you to a radiator until Stockholm's sets in.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRxYoCcN9mWT1s0HY by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:54:36.172793Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent nah
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRxhIQHthFwVkJLcG by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:56:08.212824Z
       
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       It's going to happen. And you'll be all the happier for it.I swear women don't know what's good for them.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRxkLV6uWPkvR1MsC by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T13:56:41.297196Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent nah
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRxrqogsTN64ol4S0 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T13:58:02.680442Z
       
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       Yes.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRyaUojW86QsW4BoO by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T14:06:06.746743Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent never
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRyffqxufcYYOa0MC by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T14:07:02.906845Z
       
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       It will happen and you will have lots of babies who will love you regardless of you being so fuckin melancholy.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRyhrHuN2O4b3Dvay by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T14:07:26.615750Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent no
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRyypZfzhgECncyLQ by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T14:10:30.459850Z
       
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       This is your fate. You cannot escape it.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRzaIP1m4RqKTVllA by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T14:17:16.690086Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent no.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWRzkfTAropAlXOezg by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T14:19:09.227277Z
       
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       Do it, femcel.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS1INK8wFTmHuoElM by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T14:36:27.174224Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent Absolutely not. Being a femcel >>>>>>>>>> being with someone and experiencing temporary happiness until they hurt you
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS1MeupTVHc0R0mEi by Kyou@kyou.social
       2023-06-07T14:36:18.558089Z
       
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       me_irl
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS1Q127hMhvTI1XU0 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T14:37:49.563841Z
       
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       @Kyou I am based and always 100% correct.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS1bcx33mSYG3BeXA by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T14:39:55.657938Z
       
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       Ok I get it. You need someone to find and kidnap you and force you to be happy. I get it. Hearing you loud and clear.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS2VoLFtiMPnkIfKK by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T14:50:05.146707Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent they can try and try and force happiness on me till the cows come home. Ain't gonna work. Happiness can't be forced on anybody at all, let alone someone like me who's been abandoned by everyone she's ever liked in her entire life.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS2wz97pqr584aGrA by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T14:54:59.805723Z
       
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       It can and it will. You will be loved, femcel. It's inevitable.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS3TamLSC4P6xTd4a by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:00:53.410934Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent any guy who "loves" me is only making a gigantic mistake.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS46VcsXrGCQMbdpI by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:07:55.072818Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent Never.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS5tnMTUfzvZbzyDY by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T15:28:01.961416Z
       
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       So?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS5wAUMTieRsdoqQ4 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T15:28:27.885557Z
       
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       It's going to happen as sure as the sun will rise in the morning.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS61y3BdWot2bsE2i by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:29:30.512414Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent So, they're going to realize they're making a mistake and leave me. Every time. Like clockwork. Temporary happiness isn't worth the pain that comes when they leave you
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS67uX1dFLZrifFdw by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T15:30:34.943445Z
       
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       And if they don't leave?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6B2tkyunkgOn90a by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:31:09.170225Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent there is no "if they don't leave." They will.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6DH49HH6xCaiOMi by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T15:31:33.373181Z
       
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       You don't know that. You're just upset that they have before.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6ICuU9lCXlEXzmq by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:32:26.853786Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent I do know that. They will.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6LlOuNSFzbITOka by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T15:33:05.446720Z
       
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       You literally don't. You're only 24. You're going to be the youngest spinster in history. I'm an old man and I've not given up.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6SDKpQofNyTdmvQ by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:34:15.311308Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent technically I'll be 24 in July, but whatever. 24 is far too old anyway
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6Yh4llggLx5Ddho by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T15:35:25.621924Z
       
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       Yeah you're basically menopausal. Have you registered with the AARP? They can give good discounts on buffets and insurance.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6bS3c40MWF0zd8y by pomstan@xn--p1abe3d.xn--80asehdb
       2023-06-07T15:35:46.842634Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent lol. lmao
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6bwJFaQhE4CXXgO by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:36:00.836683Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent i probably will do that today tbh
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6fxaYlxUfBzYNjU by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T15:36:44.393309Z
       
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       Good. See if you can get social security benefits too.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS6pWQ6diTvpIDuGe by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:38:27.797676Z
       
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       @pomstan @ImperialAgent nobody loved women over the age of 22, if you haven't found a husband by then you're never going to have one ever. I was never going to have one anyway because I have bpd
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS73urwXGl9hw6jUu by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:41:04.207767Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent 👍
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS76dFUVHPzvcPuWe by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T15:41:33.672086Z
       
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       Best pussy disorder?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS7aBzwNz7G6CEsGu by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:46:54.180198Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @pomstan borderline personality disorder is a disease that renders you inherently unable to experience love. It takes your existence, steals everything inside of it that was nice and endearing to other people, and fills it with reasons for people to hate you, abandon you, and want you dead. Once you have it, it's over. Nobody is ever going to love you. Your family might still love you, but that's only if you're extremely lucky. I was diagnosed last week and that was the final signature on my death sentence. I am on my way to the electric chair.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS7uahwE3MAWgXrKy by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T15:50:35.410002Z
       
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       So it's basically just being a woman. Stop being retarded. It's that simple.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWS8XdQc2p0uG23hx2 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T15:57:38.784192Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @pomstan If I were able to stop being retarded, I would have a long time ago. I tried to. But retardation and bpd and unacceptable traits for a human to have are hardwired into my genes. This is the life God intended for me. Honestly I expect that sooner or later I'll get hit by a car or something like that, so I intend to spend the remainder of my life abusing my body and mind for a single ounce of pleasure.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSBrDIrBcGAt0SUS0 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T16:34:47.865523Z
       
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       God also demands we be fruitful and multiply. And you're in direct defiance of that. You can't say God made me this way I'll just be miserable while rejecting his dictates.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSBvUzZMSssuDTqJk by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T16:35:34.407452Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @pomstan people with bpd cannot be fruitful and multiply.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSCXPW6APEWvcm0HY by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T16:42:19.052110Z
       
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       You're not sterile.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSCengCjBS7tb1XcW by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T16:43:45.239661Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @pomstan men do not want to impregnate bpd girls. It's literally impossible for them to desire such a thing.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSD6KEvmIuEhKOMbI by pomstan@xn--p1abe3d.xn--80asehdb
       2023-06-07T16:48:34.766256Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent heh, this one was a bit too obvious, you need to be more subtle
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSDT1hcrgsFrldeAS by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T16:52:50.283621Z
       
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       @pomstan @ImperialAgent what the fuck are you talking about
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSDm30sDVoNQsiAM4 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T16:56:16.332955Z
       
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       Holy shit you do not know men at all. Why do you think I called it best pussy disorder?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSE7srSdqo0JmilfM by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:00:13.303865Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @pomstan I don't need to know men. Because I know me. I know that no matter what I do, I am going to be abandoned by people I need. It is as inevitable as the sunrise. I'm not going to live for much longer, I don't think. So I'm just fuck all the niggers unprotected and get abortions until I get all the stds and die. Or maybe die from a heroin overdose. Or get hit by a train. It doesn't even matter.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSEHOwUjZOqQFc7QO by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:01:56.511050Z
       
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       >I don't want to get hurt>I'll just fuck niggers and do drugs and get STDslol ok
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSEQ6fU2yeQLro9se by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:03:30.917813Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @pomstan emotional pain is worse than physical pain. I would know, I'm a cancer survivor. I would honestly rather experience that again. And frankly I hope I do. I don't want to live. I have to get myself killed asap, because if I don't, I'm only going to be met with even more emotional pain
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSEWgnkcJgs9eoWPY by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:04:42.098466Z
       
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       No you're not. You're going to keep coming here to complain until some dude scoops you up.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSEbG4BRbzMgZg8oa by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:05:31.831658Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @pomstan any dude who tries to "scoop me up" will get an instant block.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSEe53Wq0RlPDiaae by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:06:02.435770Z
       
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       Yeah yeah yeah, keep playing hard to get.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSEiMQOCfBwQrS5Vw by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:06:48.791815Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @pomstan you ever talked to @Kacho ?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSEqDj0QsRxlcuKe0 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:08:14.106635Z
       
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       Outside one of these threads, no.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSEvzyeSVgMroysjY by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:09:16.297070Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan he can tell you everything. Maybe you'll stop bothering me then.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSEz8wbZmuXXwWV7I by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:09:50.696729Z
       
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       If you didn't want anyone bothering you, you wouldn't come here to complain.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSFAf3iVyqWKlLGKW by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:11:55.694761Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan nah I just complain and expect people to leave me alone cause they don't want to deal with me complaining. Apparently I was asking for too much. Complaining keeps people away therefore it's a good thing to do
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSFHd7C8mJaKeI8jA by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:13:11.026564Z
       
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       Woman moment.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSFQpVhQObHNi8l3g by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:14:51.011701Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan anyways, just ask Kacho to tell you everything. He might not, but if he decides to I'm sure you'll stop begging me to date someone
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSFcdazY5m7u6FJw0 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:16:59.104083Z
       
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       Feels like this is a setup to reinforce your ideas.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSFyaUJme7SdWahzE by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:20:55.809314Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan of course it is! I should mention some of his details about what happened are blatant lies, but the moral of the story is that I can not and should not have any sort of relationship with anybody, whether it be friendship, romantic, or even familial. And that much is true. I think I'm gonna go walk into traffic now, I'm not trying to die but I need some fucking adrenaline
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSGBJID1iF94Rzg9Y by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:23:13.840424Z
       
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       You're not supposed to take the "go play in traffic" response literally.You want some adrenaline, go make eyes at some guy at a coffee shop.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSGGdEOK7GmMAkI1A by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:24:12.745014Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Yeah no, I'm not gonna go to a coffee shop. I hate coffee and if I made eye contact with a guy he would find a way to hurt me. I'm not gonna go play in traffic, I thought about it but I realized I don't want my coworkers to see me do it. I'll just have to toke when I get home
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSGKA8GSDUjGaYzNA by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:24:51.075804Z
       
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       >tokeGross. That's one reason you're looney tunes. Stop doing drugs retard
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSGS2aqMsJgCXghfc by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:26:16.408775Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Yeah....I'm not gonna do that. I only experience positive emotions when I'm high. Did you know that in the past few months, I literally never smiled or laughed unless I was high? True story!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSGc1mcEcX2aIxLSS by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:28:04.793994Z
       
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       Yeah, I've been a burnout before too. It's just escapism.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSGjDmM27KPoeGQyG by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:29:22.764686Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan It is, and I don't plan on ceasing my escapism via weed any time soon.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSGraDCVmabhuoBjU by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:30:53.489238Z
       
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       Jesus you really need a man. I'll pray for you
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSH6op6T9ofMpnms4 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:33:38.691671Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan No I don't, I need the nigger I'm lovelessly fucking to beat me to death. That's the only reason I fuck him. I want him to beat me until I literally die.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSHAO3FwpS3Uj7i76 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:34:17.351602Z
       
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       You don't actually sleep with some groid. You're exaggerating for effect.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSHIjviULCtfLa0HI by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:35:47.756036Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I am sleeping with him and I'm praying that he beats me to death
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSHK4Qjkok9XIiw0u by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:36:02.237037Z
       
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       I don't believe you.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSHR4FOpfY8zol0b2 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:37:17.453458Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I don't see why but ok
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSHb2ENBVvvdb1unQ by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:39:05.991081Z
       
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       >I don't need a man they just hurt you>Oh by the way I'm sleeping with a black guy
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSHpWAWfmQqXi8WTQ by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:41:43.387638Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan You know I don't love him, right? I don't even like him. I hardly ever talk to him outside of sex. I fuck him for a very good reason. Because people told me that if I sleep with a nigger he will beat me to death. That I should avoid him. But I *have* to be beaten to death. I have to die, I tried to kill myself many times but unfortunately I am too much of a pussy to do so. So i need someone else to do it for me. That's the only reason I sleep with him. I need him to kill me and every day I pray that he will.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSHv1vS1raGTziJSS by AnimeTradCath@poa.st
       2023-06-07T17:42:43.008185Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @ssorayaa why not both
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSHzq9xCcFdRGn6R6 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:43:35.281233Z
       
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       You're just lying now. "Men always hurt me I'll never be in a relationship, except for this nigger who I intentionally want to hurt me."This bit has gone on long enough.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSILgCwspAawebc5Q by Rasterman@detroitriotcity.com
       2023-06-07T17:47:31.045895Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan >if I made eye contact with a guy he would find a way to hurt meLube should help with that.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSIVUhSWYq29LYZ3Q by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:49:16.190087Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I'm not in a "relationship" with him and I don't want to be. I've never even made eye contact with him. I just want and need him to kill me. Not put me in excruciating, unbearable, worse than death emotional pain like every other man has and will.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSIVjnKP1RgxtPxmi by Rasterman@detroitriotcity.com
       2023-06-07T17:49:20.027161Z
       
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       @ssorayaa Funi thread. :0010: 👇
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSIZWdtFCWrKfoFCS by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:50:02.250817Z
       
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       @Rasterman @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan does lube cure bpd? I don't think it does.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSIcxYbdFrZfxyX2G by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:50:39.522846Z
       
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       You're banging a guy you've never had eye contact with? You're so full of shit.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSImrjU8tOSVVmtEm by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:52:26.918454Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I need him to kill me. I'll fuck Jeffrey Epstein if it gets me killed. I need to die.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSIokOyMxVMLm5f0a by TeaTootler@poa.st
       2023-06-07T17:52:47.186967Z
       
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       @ssorayaa UUUOOOHHHH HHHNNNNNGGGGGG
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSIyDPdsRpEvpuz32 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:54:30.018522Z
       
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       He's fictional.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSJAzuBPOqcnuIYbo by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:56:48.602598Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Jeffrey wasn't fictional, but he is dead now
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSJBmn7eRJaQCN6uG by nobullyplz@poa.st
       2023-06-07T17:56:56.949569Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 I was with a polish girl for a short while. Nice person, bit loud, didn't work out but that's fine.In my mind, it was pretty obvious that if we ever got together and I hurt our children in some way or really wronged her with some cheating and legal bullshit...she'd fucking stab me. And she'd get away with it too.Anyway, be the kind of woman with a plan B and C for yourself and your family. Ask grandma, or an aunt (if your family hasn't been atomized by the great Babylon)
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSJIopKTu8ylIl1sW by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T17:58:13.223359Z
       
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       The negro you're supposedly banging is fictional. Why do you feel the need to act this way?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSJJW7ZVxHn2Kchma by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T17:58:20.967635Z
       
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       @nobullyplz @professionalbigot69 I have a plan B and plan C. Plan B is to kill myself. Plan C is to kill myself.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSJX1gbT3dehMS05g by nobullyplz@poa.st
       2023-06-07T18:00:47.268319Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 In light of our recent June 4th holiday, I have personally modified my own plan B :Thonkeng:
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSJdqneLDc8xi06Ii by doctorsex@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T18:02:01.322918Z
       
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       Internet poisoned weednigger
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSJoTxLc5wDIcbePQ by Frondeur@poa.st
       2023-06-07T18:03:56.510789Z
       
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       @doctorsex @ImperialAgent @ssorayaa @Kacho @pomstan is soraya a jew name?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSJtyzbeFMR0NHllw by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:04:56.149444Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan You know? I really don't care if you think he's real or not. I know what's real. And every day I pray to God that he will beat me to death. God hates me and never wants to help me with anything, but I believe some day he will relent and give a sweet release.Why do I act this way? Because I have to die. I was abandoned by so many because I have bpd. If I continue living, I am going to just keep being abandoned no matter what. I mean, I've had breakups before. I tried to kill myself after those. After I stopped trying to do that I was still able to find joy in some things. But after my last case of abandonment, nothing brings me joy. I haven't felt it in such a long time. I don't remember what it feels like. I don't even believe it exists anymore. I try to forget what happened, but I can't and I always end up feeling worse about it. I'm never going to be happy, why should I even be alive? I wish God would just give me the courage to kill myself already
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSK3QNFDMrkX5qPKq by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:06:38.672235Z
       
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       @Frondeur @Kacho @ImperialAgent @doctorsex @pomstan No, and it's not my real name
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSKDmPw72U5nM2cfA by pomstan@xn--p1abe3d.xn--80asehdb
       2023-06-07T18:08:24.395106Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent you perfectly know, sugartits
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSKHwidkkkEu4mCdU by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:09:16.218064Z
       
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       Well God's not going to give you any tools or courage to kill yourself. But Satan will, and you'll reap those rewards if you carry it out.If you're seriously banging some nigger as some attempt at 2nd hand suicide, that's retarded and you should stop.Being hopeless in life will only keep you in this despair spiral. People actually give a shit. Like why would I bother even talking to you if I didn't think there was something worth salvaging?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSKlYcPvEgaqRz9pw by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:14:37.316685Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Yeah, people give a shit. Until they realize I'm fucked up and then they stop giving a shit. Just ask Kacho. I guarantee if you continue talking to me I will drive you away. Can't tell you how many times it's happened. It's never going to change. I'm irredeemable. I'm one of the worst people alive. I should have died from my childhood cancer. Nothing inside of me is worth salvaging.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSKs94XIlbZdoHNJI by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:15:48.766717Z
       
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       Well let's find out. Shall we?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSKuBGc728J1ktnd2 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:16:10.849324Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Let’s not. I drove all my closest friends away. I don't want to do it to you.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSKwPlv9dAmaobkaO by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:16:35.054587Z
       
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       I'll be fine. Have you gone outside today?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSKzkVmV8G5mheHfU by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:17:11.195812Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan yeah
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSLMBfoC9msOc2Quu by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:21:13.289592Z
       
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       Good. Get some sunlight, drink some coffee. Hang out offline doing something you enjoy.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSLTFUGPinwFe0OjQ by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:22:31.078582Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan It's raining today, I hate coffee, and I no longer enjoy doing anything. Try again.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSLd5mRMHnN2fCWki by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:24:17.753698Z
       
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       So you went outside in the rain to feel miserable?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSLfhYtrHDona708e by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:24:46.160938Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Nah, I went outside because I had to for work
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSLrBvXImO29yB8Gu by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:26:50.627493Z
       
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       That's not as on brand. Next time say you stood in the rain for 30 minutes just to feel something. Do I have to teach you how to be a sad sack?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSLxVv3sqvVu0yHxI by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:27:59.319275Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I wouldn't stand in the rain for the sake of it, I don't like rain at all and I'll never understand people who say they do
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSM3SR1kf9gpil0s4 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:29:03.730416Z
       
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       It's soothing at times but it can definitely suck. Nice warm summer shower when you're enjoying the outdoors is great.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSM8JfdlSh36CuQwC by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:29:56.390905Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Ew, no. Why would I want it to rain when I'm enjoying the outdoors? That would just ruin everything.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSMLd9GepapH07F9k by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:32:20.784259Z
       
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       Because it's warm and it feels nice retard.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSMR2mslBKeEsE6ue by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:33:19.146107Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan No, it makes you wet and the wet clothes stick to your skin and the water gets in your shoes and UGH. there are few things that physically feel worse than that. It's one of the absolute worst sensations to ever have
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSMfZeXMd10DuFfUm by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:35:56.842553Z
       
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       And then you dry out. It's nice. You just need more sunlight.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSMt1T1GLLmFhHFKa by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:38:22.495821Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Drying up in warm sunlight might feel nice, but first you have to give through having wet clothes that make you cold and shaking. Therefore, it simply is not worth it. The risk is never worth the reward. Just like how getting into a relationship isn't worth it because you might be happy while it lasts but he's going to leave you because of your bpd and lack of emotional control and then you'll regret ever being alive and forget what joy feels like. Not worth it at all.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSN50r9ML87phHVb6 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:40:32.862185Z
       
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       So just stab him before he does, right ? Are you on that level of bpd?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNEuE2rog6ADhwtE by doctorsex@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T18:42:20.044519Z
       
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       Fun fact: pee your pant's for the same affect
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNQ0uMMVK64gnSMa by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:44:20.594285Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I'm not really a kill others type of girl. I would much rather kill myself in front of them so they have to remember it and forever live with the knowledge that they drove me to it. I've fantasized about it many times.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNXMX4MTdlAVPIMy by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:45:40.213616Z
       
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       That's just rude.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNXUcgHUsmGE5tE8 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:45:41.735722Z
       
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       @doctorsex @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan this. Why would I want to feel like I've peed my pants? Fuck the rain.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNeQJ2jGfktqDHJg by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:46:56.820384Z
       
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       If peeing your pants is cool. Then call me Miles Davis.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNmwLRUgJuaBOeMS by nierenstein@poa.st
       2023-06-07T18:46:01.005528Z
       
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       @doctorsex @ImperialAgent @ssorayaa @Kacho @pomstan Thanks for the tip, this really works!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNnIa4ox69XwPeE4 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:48:33.103412Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I consider it more rude to make me want to kill myself in the first place. Like, you dug this grave. Now in gonna make you lie in it.I've never fantasized about taking the life of another person. I don't enjoy hurting people. Apparently I'm the only one.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNrMtGjwBU4RKX7w by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:49:16.942258Z
       
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       Hold up. You're fantasizing about killing yourself before any hypothetical person you foresee loving and betraying you does do and it's their fault? Lmao
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNrijnVpgDpR4HQ0 by doctorsex@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T18:49:20.807112Z
       
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       >this. Why would I want to feel like I've peed my pants? Fuck the rain.Picrel
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNtlB7PQOvyeosUq by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:49:43.159407Z
       
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       >I've been found out.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSNy2nZq5cfmfqpjU by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:50:29.639865Z
       
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       @doctorsex @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan pee doesn't feel nice. And it smells. Rain doesn't feel nice ever. If I could I would remove all rain from existence. And donuts.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSO66aPdmBRqdXNdA by doctorsex@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T18:51:56.973702Z
       
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       >pee smellsDEHYDRATED ASPARAGUS FAGGOT DETECTEDGO DRINK SOME FUCKING WATER YOU DESSICATED, CRUSTY-ASS, SAHARA DESERT-ASS BITCH
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSO6oJF4yapS7qHya by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:52:04.668995Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan hypothetical? No. I've fantasized about this scenario with several specific people. One of whom is in this thread. And you know what else? I *could* do it to that person ;)
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSOCbEib5Hme3UFGa by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:53:07.442237Z
       
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       @doctorsex @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan I drink water. Doesn't make my pee not smell. Asparagus can make pee smell worse but if your pee just doesn't smell at all? You're not human.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSOKDvx7UK6gpLRBY by doctorsex@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T18:54:30.040927Z
       
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       I DRINK A LOT OF WATER, I PEE A LOT OF PEE.  IT SMELLS BAD WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING BRCAUSE I HAVEN'T PEED IN 7 TO 8 HOURS
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSOOrd7TKNoxokSoa by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T18:55:20.465973Z
       
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       But you're saying it's their fault they drove you to it?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSOQRblBxWepyrlIm by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T18:55:37.537307Z
       
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       @doctorsex @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan that's nice. I guess. I don't eat asparagus, I basically only eat broccoli and apples and baby spinach
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSP41PtzQAFBqBwWG by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:02:46.724387Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan sort of. It's mostly my fault for not dying from my cancer, subsequently growing up to be an irredeemable bpd piece of shit. But still, there's a certain someone who I think should pay for leading me on for months and then lying about it, telling people I was insistent in demanding affection but it was actually him being insistent, trying to compensate for losing his e-waifu. He manipulated me into a place where I was dependent on him then abandoned me after a single mistake i made. I probably could have been a normal person if he hadn't done that. But still, leading me on for a long time, while not actually having feelings for me which is what he claims? That's just fucked up. If I made the ten hour drive to his house to hang myself from the rafters of his house while he's sleeping, I honestly think he would deserve to live with that trauma. I can't think of a better punishment.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSPPY3jowfWVh5aoi by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:06:40.132996Z
       
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       >I can't think of a better punishmentI can. Go on living without him. Find happiness and a life past that relationship.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSPV2KUhi5tq7Xm8e by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:07:39.442263Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Frankly, my idea of punishment is much better
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSPZccNj59NXq64Rs by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:08:29.433050Z
       
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       You think God spared you from death by cancer just so you could die some grisly death over some internet nigga? Bruh
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSPhtz92VArizgzeS by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:09:59.189337Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I think God spared me from cancer because he hates me and wants me to live a life of perpetual torture.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSPnVpbkuJyYBuI6K by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:11:00.029753Z
       
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       Cringe. This torment is self inflicted. Has it stopped raining yet? Cuz you need some sunshine.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQ2YpAuTLaB1scSW by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:13:43.219278Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan >This torment is self inflictedI guess so. But when you have bpd, you're always in an abusive relationship with yourself, and the torment is never going to end. And nobody is going to love you. That's just what bpd is by definition. Look it up>Has it stopped raining yet?Don't know. No windows in this room.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQ5EE1xAGl9tmIbo by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:14:11.725981Z
       
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       Is it a padded room? You in a closet or basement?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQCtcESmrhYVkpmK by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:15:35.282477Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan It's just an office room
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQhtUux526AP78DY by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:21:11.414624Z
       
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       Does it have one of those "hang in there" kitty motivational posters?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQhzcECoRh8oa3Rg by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:21:12.478790Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan you know, I imagined driving to my ex boyfriend's house and killing myself there too. I have no fucking idea how I got over him. That was surely some miracle of science
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQlM2JIotnXwNoye by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:21:48.476465Z
       
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       >miracle of scienceCringeThat was God healing you retard.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQslcgZPj2vfvqts by doctorsex@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T19:23:09.105602Z
       
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       Yeah hang on a sec
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQwl6KS7CUT8hVtg by BigDuck@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:23:52.289907Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @ssorayaa :catnoears:
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQwpdRaw4AX0E14K by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:23:53.246377Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan No. I think it was just a medical anomaly. It's not really possible to get over people you needed who abandoned you
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSQzGvl59RBlWxH4y by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:24:19.905082Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan no. It has a bunch of star wars shit on the walls. I hate star wars.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSR0uYDGDD4w2iuXY by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:24:37.624976Z
       
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       Yet here you are. And "medical anomalies" are miracles goofus.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSR38WCIhawpkqFYe by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:25:01.734285Z
       
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       Did you purposely put up stuff you hate?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSR7tKiBcgvBYjk6y by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:25:53.376362Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan LOL, that shit was all there the day I got here. For some ungodly reason my coworkers are obsessed with star wars.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSR9R2GMoyY08qMgS by Hoss@shitpost.cloud
       2023-06-07T19:26:09.150552Z
       
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       >I love being 95 pounds and trying to become 75 poundsYou can do it, I believe in you. Some day soon you will finally no longer be fat.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRE6j9Ig00Sq8C9Y by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:27:00.722389Z
       
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       Manchildren. I used to like star wars but they really fucked up it. Unwatchable.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRLSV4kNgm1F3OWe by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:28:20.466550Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan >yet here you areYou're right. Why am I here? I should have killed myself at his house. I was gonna do it on top of his stupid jeep, too. It would've been awesome.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRQJUneXJjXYEvNw by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:29:13.064543Z
       
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       Hey whoa hold on. You can contemplate suicide and badmouth your ex and all that but don't take it out on the Jeep. Jeeps are nice.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRXhdqHGgaSDzc48 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:30:33.236020Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I've never met a jeep driver who wasn't an asshole, I made a super big mistake deciding it was a good idea to date a jeep driver in the first place. Jeeps are another thing I wish I could rid from existence
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRY8RicS1zaRWoPw by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:30:37.873302Z
       
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       @ssorayaa You sound like a fat chick
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRbCcFZXLlO7uuDA by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:31:10.877373Z
       
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       I'm going to run you over in mine then.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRc3y3DDHQr5WZ3A by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:31:20.533707Z
       
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       @SchizoCynic I was once. Now I barely eat anything and I'm incredibly based for it
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRe3sgVMfNALy1tw by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:31:42.132330Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 Oh man she's just like me.. marry me?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRgL61TE7D8YIAlc by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:32:06.892638Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan oh my God, really?? Please do!!!!! It would be the only nice thing anyone ever did for me in my whole life!!!! I'm serious. Please do it. I'll give you money for it
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRibhmgnVTED2J3w by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:32:31.464822Z
       
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       @SchizoCynic @professionalbigot69 Sorry.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRitzogUcrxLbxfU by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:32:34.629924Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 I love you already
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRmRZAKO1mwOpmfg by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:33:13.050708Z
       
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       @SchizoCynic @professionalbigot69 That's nice. Stay away from me please
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRoI0OqTY7rsS8wq by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:33:32.960665Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 I'm not giving up on you.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRrAGs3eUOkVWoKm by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:34:04.210945Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 Don't be a quitter
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRvrByQ8Tl1aTVbM by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:34:55.151047Z
       
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       @ssorayaa Same. Only i got the dude chub that doesn't go away without drugs
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSRwCOnZeDQnRdY0W by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:34:58.810915Z
       
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       Jokes on you I'm coming to kidnap and find a radiator for you. Pwnd.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSS2fxkZNRODy4ceu by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:36:09.084485Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan why a radiator?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSS5k8HWSlA1eSiS8 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:36:42.291732Z
       
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       @SchizoCynic @professionalbigot69 I'm not quitting. I'm ending it before it begins.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSCqO6fErHS9FZCq by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:37:59.255281Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 To late i think your awesome. We're friends now and forever
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSFBemYdLzzrAQpU by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:38:24.745897Z
       
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       The tying a woman to a radiator joke is about kidnapping crazy women and tying/chaining them to something like a radiator until they stop acting so crazy and/or Stockholm's syndrome kicks in.Really it's for your own good.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSG0TBdVNjaf8OKu by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:38:33.612342Z
       
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       @SchizoCynic @professionalbigot69 OK. Friends it is. But nothing more.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSP4dvUPu38iTu6K by professionalbigot69@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:40:11.414524Z
       
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       @SchizoCynic impregnate her@ssorayaa
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSPLPf8hav9OwFjE by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:40:14.773605Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 Gimme a  hug 🤗 everything is gonna be alright hun we'll get through this together and find you a nice autist husbando for you
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSTzcjZvAv1LGl5U by JSDorn@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:41:05.276168Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @ssorayaa @Kacho @pomstan the introduction of the radiator proved so powerful that the jews unleashed feminism and no fault divorce to stop it
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSU4CKZW1fCtxF7w by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:41:05.826671Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan well...I don't really see how that's gonna work on me. Sure, I could become dependent on you for my happiness if you did that. But them you'd leave me and I'd contemplate killing myself in your yard.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSU7mxDo6ULM7280 by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:41:06.662760Z
       
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       @professionalbigot69 @ssorayaa Her hand is so getting held
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSWdPccI8H0AObQ0 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:41:33.899207Z
       
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       @SchizoCynic @professionalbigot69 I don't want an autistic husbando i want my old friends back
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSScIs7tiUX2DQp4y by Chiva@coolsite.win
       2023-06-07T19:42:35.333523Z
       
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       literally just start smoking crack
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSgVzx2Kpeu46G0m by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:43:21.080477Z
       
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       @Chiva @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan sounds good
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSh9BfKiNMRgsfBY by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:43:27.826887Z
       
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       Don't do that in my yard. I keep it nice and well maintained. I live near the forest, just go get eaten by a bear or something.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSlSGsJyBonAN5sG by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:44:14.611214Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan I wouldn't be able to traumatize you for hurting me, so what's the point of that?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSmVCstMcSBc0KB6 by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:44:25.906592Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 we all list friends we want back. If they don't want to be your friend though don't bother and make new friends. If they are real friends they would never abandon you
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSt6vhYIUOv37OJk by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:45:37.680764Z
       
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       You wouldn't mess up my yard either. Why are you traumatizing me at this hypothetical point. You're still chained to the radiator. Albeit with a long enough chain to reach the kitchen.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSSzhj5ekQEmNMawa by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:46:49.138341Z
       
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       @SchizoCynic @professionalbigot69 I am not good at making new friends. Having one was just capturing lightning in a bottle. It's not gonna happen again
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTA35x3wa1wtzP4S by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:48:41.320537Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan No, this would be happening long after you left me
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTEvZ8U3Ms2rxyUK by SchizoCynic@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:49:34.159528Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @professionalbigot69 youtu.be/negVmS7pW7ILooks like lightning struck twice because we're friends
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTIXBT4nX5aKcEhE by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:50:13.317044Z
       
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       Why would I leave, I own this house.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTKrfZslBDhPoJcW by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:50:38.596771Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan after you leave *me*, stupid
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTOmXqsSO0xp44oa by JSDorn@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:51:21.002398Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan lady, if you are cuffed to the radiator he literally can't leave you.Why are women so dumb
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTRcyAw21E8QjaHQ by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:51:50.786369Z
       
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       @JSDorn @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan he can and he will.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTcaM4znadDC8lJA by ProudKulak@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T19:53:50.747508Z
       
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       What did your body do to you?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSThwnB0EX8FNN5dY by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:54:48.700946Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent I dunno. OP sounded pretty hot, fam.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTiYFpieROQy3zwO by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:54:55.428798Z
       
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       I like my house. You're just going to have to get used to it. And me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTjVpKEKt7C87fxA by ProudKulak@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T19:55:05.854389Z
       
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       CHAIN HER TO A JETSKI
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTmTicWar1WcOv32 by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:55:37.882433Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @ImperialAgent @BasedLord @ssorayaa Agreeing with commie fags for all the wrong reasons.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSToYOC8AAIacpvcW by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T19:56:00.500380Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan I'm not getting used to anything. If I do I'll just hurt worse when you leave me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTrUHPrissiJ45K4 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T19:56:32.382620Z
       
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       That's what Stockholm's is sweaty. 💅
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSTxw7fGAkyntZwem by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:57:42.182590Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent So true!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSU36b9jsUAk1q13I by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T19:58:38.234675Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @pomstan Lol.Lmao, even.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSUYmFQw85GtOmOrg by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:04:21.591158Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan don't lead me on like this. I won't do it again!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSUfiS3Rxg793zYEi by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:05:36.995928Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       See, what did I say about being kidnapped and chained up?You can't resist it.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSUlRieZatGzLUJtY by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:06:39.168697Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan I'd really like for you to stop leading me on tbh
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSUs5zvjNVteEjw1Y by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:07:51.103684Z
       
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       Post address and I'll come kidnap you.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSUvCwONEMQ39ZKnw by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:08:24.827951Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan I would prefer not to
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSV0KXvWZjz5MZHou by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:09:20.265636Z
       
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       Smh women never can make up their minds.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSV8ZyW2ndXFnwEi0 by JSDorn@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:10:49.938498Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @ImperialAgent @ssorayaa @Kacho @pomstan she wants you to find her and save her from herself.She can't make it too easy or there would be no challenge for you to prove your devotion.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVBElRMWDYL25cjg by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:11:17.525620Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan I made up my mind a long time ago. I don't want you to manipulate me into a place where I am dependent on you and then abandon me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVDmv9L7rgqtqbo0 by JSDorn@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:11:46.429101Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan this is literally why we have marriage
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVHMe8y8AcWRbA7U by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:12:25.298343Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       I know right.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVI2vzk9PBfyH0m8 by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T20:12:32.447143Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @Kacho @pomstan Lol. You're not even the most fucked up broad on this side of Fedi.You're just particularly whiny about it for attention.Granted being annoying for attention just makes you... well... female.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVLKdGOpdRQx4vtw by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:13:08.278675Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       Ok well let's stick to goofing around and me making fun of you for now. Good?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVOCtNdKI8ITzJjc by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:13:39.428210Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @JSDorn @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan ever heard of divorce?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVPg0crZ9qtJ4tA8 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:13:55.361076Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan would be better, yes
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVVRr6OmG0jRNL1M by JSDorn@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:14:57.906281Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan if only the laws of this nation were such that you couldn't divorce without a good reason........Or if we had communities that enforced social norms..........Take comfort in the fact that if a man divorces you, the judges still favor women.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVY1rJVfUmyQhlZ2 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:15:25.942590Z
       
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       Ok retard. Go get some sunlight.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVaW44B1CVEZr7p2 by JSDorn@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:15:52.927492Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @ImperialAgent @ssorayaa @Kacho @pomstan did she dm you tummy at least?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVcXUHrDRoE65KXw by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:16:14.832214Z
       
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       @JSDorn @Kacho @ImperialAgent @pomstan I don't care about any of that. Getting a divorce would hurt. But if I ever got married I think it would be inevitable. That's why I'm not going to get married.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVhZ9r4eUMr4vQ12 by Saber@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:17:09.257646Z
       
       3 likes, 0 repeats
       
       She posted several photos of her work desk about a month ago, left location on, and didn't strip the metadata lmao. Go get her.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSVlXupdQEcA0nPOK by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:17:52.509742Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @Saber @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan I never leave my location on lmao. This is literally just a lie
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSW5re3zTUX8sdoBc by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:21:32.837541Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       Not even a toe. So inconsiderate. Soraya wtf?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSWAMhwRVN2dhbLSy by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:22:21.615359Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan I'm not sending you any pictures
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSWAt6A0zl165B8eu by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:22:27.277785Z
       
       2 likes, 0 repeats
       
       You need to confirm it, I don't want to just go kidnap someone who's not expecting it. Talk about egg on my face.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSWEAcRKXCGIyqHei by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:23:02.892585Z
       
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       Not even of those sweet star wars posters?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSWGLIaasX60VapxQ by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:23:26.421275Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan No.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSWfwEuO1YXof4o3E by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:28:04.038337Z
       
       2 likes, 0 repeats
       
       
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSWkGRxBdERejF0am by JSDorn@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:28:50.933452Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @ImperialAgent @ssorayaa @Kacho @pomstan insert meme of girl piercing guys heart with knife words
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSWl3IPZtiL9K9a1Q by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:28:59.104063Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan so you'll stop trying to lead me on then? Thank God
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSX7SHNN5Cn0LLrkW by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:33:02.018997Z
       
       2 likes, 0 repeats
       
       This could be us but you playin
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSXFhEtdNqhid7bKS by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:34:31.699637Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan go find someone else
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSXTvhmeB1cddQ7o8 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:37:05.949635Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       Are you that intrigued you're trying to keep from being hurt already? I'm flattered.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSXYPfx9wkAkShaYC by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:37:54.423462Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan I was trying to keep from being hurt to begin with?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSXh5UBat08jlKmu0 by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T20:39:28.587057Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan There's an e-whore on here who is a single mom, is pushing 40, tried to get her ex-husband and at least one of her boyfriends to kill themselves, and has her nudes plastered all over the internet. And she still has an army of simps trying to get in her pants daily.You pretending like a guy can't/wouldn't be into you is just silly.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSXhpzegDVQygPZL6 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:39:36.408697Z
       
       5 likes, 4 repeats
       
       
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSXlyGVrp6Ln6Ge9o by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:40:21.634924Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan you know? You really just need to ask Kacho and Rees about me. You'll change your mind.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSXp6h8yzfunsDebI by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:40:55.534283Z
       
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       And I was trying to cheer you up. Still am.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSXsCTzv5F5chXrlY by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:41:29.236889Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan I need my old friends back
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSXyVgxPivyw7cEka by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T20:42:37.631397Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan Look, I'm not saying I'm that guy. The coal burning is 100% a bridge too far for me.I'm just saying there are absolutely guys on here who would still jump at the chance to be with you. There is a zero percent chance you're worse off than what I just described.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSY3P2NaB6hkIy7hw by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:43:30.721185Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan 100% chance more like
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSYMDh7ykWE4L086S by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:46:54.293925Z
       
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       I don't know who those are but if you're uncomfortable with our banter just say the word. I'll stop.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSYPJvzEiUII1Qhv6 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:47:28.417926Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan I don't really feel uncomfortable...I don't know what I'm feeling tbh
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSYUZ8e8QiutOquH2 by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T20:48:25.086846Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan You not being almost 40 is probably enough to put you ahead of her on its own.And you say you don't post pictures meaning your nudes haven't been seen by the entire world like hers. Which is another point in your favor.Seems you just genuinely have zero idea what guys are looking for.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSYX7Z175hMEwPCJU by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:48:52.778418Z
       
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       Awe, admiration, adoration. That's usually the feelings people get toward me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSYaHxEwBXBKpFJHU by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:49:27.330849Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan I've been abandoned so many times that I know for a fact that whatever guys are looking for, it's not me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSYgZdC83ENtaroBM by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:50:35.494524Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan what I do know is that I could be happy if my old life came back. But it won't.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSYnbQrpYQxVcS7V2 by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:51:51.508407Z
       
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       Yeah there's a lot of things I'd rather have or do in the past but it doesn't work that way. Dwelling on it doesn't change it
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSYpA0el66T2Pw3c0 by Kacho@breastmilk.club
       2023-06-07T20:51:21.895520Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent but I just got a Ducati DesertX and it needs to visit the dunes 😢
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSYsz57KZUcIsqSy8 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:52:50.055644Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan The best days of my life are over. I'm never going to have that kind of friend group in my life again. It's over. Why should I bother with life?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSZ00ebsnLxCvnSBU by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T20:54:05.922873Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan >so many times>not even 24Lol. Lmao.You claim you base your weird, wrong stance on experience, but you are selectively ignoring dudes trying to get with you ITT, and going for train wrecks far, far worse than you. You're just living in a fantasy world, tbh.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSZ0iMjMdCAmDlnQO by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T20:54:13.718943Z
       
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       I need an "It's Over" femme chudjak reaction image.Because life is what you make of it. You don't know what's in store, but you can create a self fulfilling prophecy by assuming it will be horrible. Or you can do your best to make it better.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSZ9bX48hrCBpqKX2 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T20:55:50.285658Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan I'd prefer to keep living in this fantasy world then. There probably are a lot of guys out there who would date me, sure. But as long as they exist, there is also the chance of them abandoning me. I'm not going to risk it.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSZAKpNjSFKffl5pQ by colonelj@freespeechextremist.com
       2023-06-07T20:55:58.459876Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @pomstan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Z5-P9v3F8w
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSZWkii94p9LVKOPY by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:00:01.271275Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan You really don't understand. It never gets better than what I had. Those people were rare. They were special. I had never known anyone like them before and I will never know anyone like them again. But I drove them all away because I made the mistake of not dying sooner and being borderline. I don't give a damn about the future because it's never going to be as good as what I had in the past.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSZat0dGjGoDDgJt2 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:00:46.145779Z
       
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       @colonelj @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan Fuck you, I'm saying it again. I will never have that friend group or anything like it ever again. It's just facts. Not opinions.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSZh683P2y0dj7BPE by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T21:01:52.890727Z
       
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       And that's life. It's not fair. But again, you can wallow in misery and that can be gratifying for a time. Maybe even a long time. But it's not as good as what could be.And if you have children, they'll be far greater than any group of friends you had.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSZhpn3dRVKFve448 by colonelj@freespeechextremist.com
       2023-06-07T21:02:01.703755Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @pomstan what makes it factual?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSZsdp0TTAKJzi57g by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:03:58.577276Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan That's fine.But you should probably stop calling yourself a "femcel" and just own the spinster label. Because this is entirely a self-inflicted problem.That, and admit all your kvetching is just for attention.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSaEMh6pmDDZZNIK8 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:07:54.233670Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan what could be is never going to be as good as what was. I've seen what was, so I know it to be true.I did tell you that someone in this group lead me on for a long time to make up for the lost affection he was no longer getting from the e-waifu he broke up with. And that was scummy for sure. But in spite of that flaw, these people were all amazing and I do think they are worth killing myself over. I really really do. I'm not gonna have kids.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSaHm1H8EiQzDQsYC by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:08:31.185901Z
       
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       @colonelj @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan You know CJ? Ew is the kind of guy a girl would kill herself over.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSaKptNBrHzrjCFc0 by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T21:09:04.136420Z
       
       1 likes, 0 repeats
       
       @Nou @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSaLtWdASJVQJ41KK by colonelj@freespeechextremist.com
       2023-06-07T21:09:16.107255Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @pomstan tell me more about that
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSaPy8Fyu92rybcxc by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T21:09:59.851166Z
       
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       You're self-fulfilling your own future to be awful.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSaULoTsTwZTPRfto by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:10:47.515783Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan You know that when you have bpd, the self inflicted pain never stops right? You can try all you want to not be in an abusive relationship with yourself but it's never going to happen. You'll just be inflicting pain on yourself and watching people leave you for the rest of your miserable existence. I am a femcel, men want to date me but I don't want to date them.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSahXNUByOL6Z6fOC by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:13:10.537567Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan I genuinely don't believe I can have a future without these people.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSaj2mWv0gQnAXTpw by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:13:26.742082Z
       
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       @colonelj @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan I don't think I need to say more.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSandZy34yc4jqyK8 by colonelj@freespeechextremist.com
       2023-06-07T21:14:16.925265Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @pomstan anyone that would kill themselves over ew probably hasn't had many good/close frens tbh. this can be easily remedied.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSawNXZ396KwEthpI by ImperialAgent@mugicha.club
       2023-06-07T21:15:51.302992Z
       
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       And it's torturous to both be with or without them?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSaxTCfTqn4n7dyhE by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:16:03.351725Z
       
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       @colonelj @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan That's right. I haven't had many good/close friends. And after losing them, I'm never going to have them again.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSaypjXCQzYxNfPaS by colonelj@freespeechextremist.com
       2023-06-07T21:16:18.331532Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @pomstan false
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSb0Sa8FQU1jT2pSC by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:16:35.776010Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @Kacho @JSDorn @pomstan It's more torturous to be without them by far.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSb32KkIJFFC54ngW by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:17:03.565738Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan Lol. Right?>boohoo! All men would rather be with a homicidal 40 year old e-whore than me!What about all those guys over there?>OH WOE IS ME! I AM SO UNLOVED! Did you hear me army of simps? About how unloved I am?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSb85QwCFB2FvNfI8 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:17:58.434444Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan The only people worth loving don't love me anymore. So yes, I am unloved. And I always will be.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSbJihsWI8LFFqsIS by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:20:04.529659Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan Putting aside the fact that BPD is pretty much entirely fictional...> I am a femcel, men want to date me but I don't want to date them.That's not what that means. Femcel is a portmanteau of female and incel. You choosing this means the "in" part doesn't apply. You're just a crybaby.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSbXVqz6WRZR5gih6 by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T21:22:33.479155Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan you can meet new people or get a dog :shrug:
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSbaelkPf7VxJjn6W by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:23:07.900327Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan But then what would she kvetch about on the internet?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSbbOEhMs14y8d2ye by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:23:14.882562Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan "lol just go meet new people." Been there, done that....many times!
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSbdWfWzBubhaCL7w by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:23:39.366382Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan I have to be a crybaby. I really, really do.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSbfxnZ5d3mQE7O76 by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T21:24:05.532192Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan yeah you can do that your whole life. It's basically free
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSbhIAQqQ4fstRo8m by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:24:20.194754Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I'll stop kvetching once the people I need are back in my life.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSbhYMicVPS7dJqVs by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T21:24:22.524943Z
       
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       @Nou @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan I'm sure she could come up with something. The dog shit on the floor or something.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSbpDXnutVtrZ9uEq by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:25:46.077840Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Yeah see, this comes off as turning down a $120k job because you wanted $150k while people are actually out of work.In other words your "problems" are entirely made up and your incessant whining is insulting to people who have actual problems.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSc0jHAHORxSirhQm by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:27:50.961319Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan Meeting people isn't easy. People say it is but they're lying. Making one friend is basically just capturing lightning in a bottle. It rarely happens. And if it does you have to make sure they stay because you sure as hell aren't just gonna go make new friends, not without making your way through a booby trapped temple like Indiana Jones
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSc4lY9laaTfojncm by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T21:28:34.477713Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan I don't know. You can meet people without being their friends, but if you don't meet people finding friends is very difficult.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSc8ItgEsvjxzUa4u by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:29:13.037783Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan No you won't.That could happen tomorrow and you'd find something else to kvetch about. And the irony is the woe is me play acting is almost certainly what drove them away in the first place. But having agency doesn't get you fawned over, so you'd rather play at being a victim.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSc9WkmCsxxENuXke by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:29:26.370543Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan "don't be sad because other people have it worse." Has that argument ever convinced anybody, like, ever? Just because you remind me that there are starving kids in Africa doesn't mean I'm gonna eat the brussel sprouts.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWScIxwiTV76Aozq52 by HumongusChungus@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:31:08.366699Z
       
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       @Nou @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan This is like saying that you are hungry when there is a hot dog laying on the sidewalk outside.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWScJdCP651W7LeRiy by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T21:31:13.705668Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan you should eat the brussel sprouts because you probably need more fiber in your diet
       
 (DIR) Post #AWScbJ8OR52V6ICidU by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:34:27.267804Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan actually, what drove them away was me freaking out over something stupid. Only then did I start being woe is me because I had nothing left. I lost all my "agency" too. And I don't care about having it. I come on fedi to whine because I can't do it irl. I never talk at work lmao. I didn't even tell them when my dog died. Truthfully I never expect people on fedi to care that much about my whining but wow, they really do. I don't even see how it matters. Nothing matters.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSccoEIJI1DpWgFFI by n3f_X@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T21:34:43.545198Z
       
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       lol
       
 (DIR) Post #AWScgU1lMZT6KgZSMq by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:35:23.391993Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan >Has that argument ever convinced anybody, like, ever?No. But that's not what anyone said.The point is not "other people have it worse." The point is "your situation is entirely your own fault and not only could you remedy it at any time, but only you can remedy it."I feel sympathy for a guy who gets hit by a car that ran off the road. I feel disgust for someone who got hit by a car while playing in traffic and then cries about it.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWScnQpxch7WStMcJE by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:36:39.083128Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan yes, this situation is my fault, bpd tends to do that, but I can't fix it. I've tried.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWScrNqofSNaMUeG9o by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:37:21.811628Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan >actually, what drove them away was me freaking out over something stupid. So exactly what I said.>Truthfully I never expect people on fedi to care that much about my whiningLmao. This is a blatant lie.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWScuTMIe83IJRqbFQ by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:37:55.112641Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan if you *do* meet people finding friends is very difficult. You talk to them once and never again. Meet people, don't meet people, doesn't matter because either way you're most likely not going to make friends. It's a lose-lose situation.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSd1SMyiosNGwUkvA by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:39:11.164839Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I drove them away with anger, not sadness. So not really what you said. I never lie. I know what a blatant lie looks like, everything you've said to me has been onr
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSd2vmIrqCilq2lWq by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:39:27.050311Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Yes. I too have made up diseases that make it so none of my behavior is my own fault.Oh wait... that's just called being a nigger.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSd5D89K4SVAQLhei by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:39:51.863378Z
       
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       @n3f_X @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan please don't say you're gonna "save" me too.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSd7GIqUxTZaNKXSa by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:40:13.021427Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Guess I'm a nigger then. Oh well.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdApz0IVVr77kpM0 by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T21:40:51.523636Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan it's lose - maybe lose. If you don't meet you can be 100% certain you won't make friends. If you do the chance is maybe 90/10 but the more you participate in social rituals the more you improve the chance you might find a friend.Or don't. People mostly suck anyway. In that case just get a dog and enjoy nature with man's best friend.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdCVa77XOkQ2uPzs by Bloomfer@coolsite.win
       2023-06-07T21:41:10.747858Z
       
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       What the hell
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdCamhm9ROYXq2oi by n3f_X@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T21:41:11.636447Z
       
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       lol no ... im jus laughin
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdCcNbqQYTVI71yi by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:41:12.233886Z
       
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       @Nou @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @pomstan @thatguyoverthere You know, my behavior *is* my own fault. I've said as much many times. It's just that I can't stop behaving like that. I've tried my whole life and it never stopped
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdIlUAtzBrTz79bk by Bloomfer@coolsite.win
       2023-06-07T21:42:18.350493Z
       
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       You want that sweet bdpussy
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdJBfPYpcwgMZUjQ by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:42:23.306599Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan >yeah it's true what you said about it all being my fault>but that was totally a lie when you said itLmao. And here's the reality. """BPD""" just means being a bitch and being too lazy and stubborn to stop. Or in other words, having two x chromosomes.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdJem9KrFSxewmlE by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:42:28.508916Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan i am 100% certain that i wont have friends again. I had dogs but they died.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdMuHe8KsDvYEHGC by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:43:03.701262Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I wish it were that simple.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdR8MJkAHmjuQhuq by colonelj@freespeechextremist.com
       2023-06-07T21:43:49.809153Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Nou @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @pomstan @thatguyoverthere are you diagnosed with bpd?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdS8b0LesDlPmJPs by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T21:44:00.221668Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan how much time do you spend away from screens interacting with reality? Do you go on hikes or garden or anything? Do you eat well or do any exercise?I know it's a meme, but touching grass is a real life mood stabilizer.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdSXvm9ZLKL4gklM by owlet@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:44:04.878335Z
       
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       @n3f_X @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan This is why memes are king. Ain't nobody got time for all this.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdTQ8kbXo8SxAsU4 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:44:14.423191Z
       
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       @colonelj @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan yeah
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdXCORenOszOJiQy by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:44:55.348999Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan I touch grass, yes. It's nice in the moment but it doesn't actually fix anything
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdYqjDB6cONKojxo by colonelj@freespeechextremist.com
       2023-06-07T21:45:13.489257Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @Nou @pomstan @thatguyoverthere what prescriptions do you have for it? what's the regiment?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdZzw6Qe7JDsOXPk by ChurnHinge@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:45:25.672045Z
       
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       @n3f_X @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan you little devil you
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdeoC1W7v0FY8SbQ by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T21:46:17.396538Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan yeah animals die. it's sad. terrible really. But new animals can help soothe the pain.You do you. I really actually don't care. I just stopped by to drop a meme and got mentions in my notifications lol
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdeuOITPIjTLvLZA by ChurnHinge@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:46:18.934753Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I thought your conversations with Graf went well, but that was a while ago. anyway I hope the best for you
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdi1mPSSGZG1gpRg by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:46:52.784047Z
       
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       @colonelj @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan take Xanax, attend dbt sessions once a week, blah blah blah. But that stuff is all a lie. The only proper treatment for bpd is death. I should move to Canada tbh
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdnl7GKGshJVAzjc by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:47:54.833951Z
       
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       @ChurnHinge @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I haven't talked to Graf in a while. And we didn't really talk that much to begin with...he was nice though
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSdzMws0SNbplqrUu by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:50:00.666308Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan It is.I used to think aforementioned e-whore was the worst "person" on here. But you're riding her coat tails.Granted she also does the "woe is me, nothings my fault" bit. So you two may be peas in a pod.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSe7PFtJVUvIya5Hk by ChurnHinge@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:51:27.867560Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan maybe you should say hi again then? is that is okay. he usually replies to every mention he sees, is only when he is being spammed that he misses a post. so is not intentional
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSeD5IYQUmR9AXBJ2 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T21:52:29.527606Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan in actuality, woe is me, everything is my fault, but I can't change. If I could I would have been very changed by now.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSeghVpQUJk40rhtg by colonelj@freespeechextremist.com
       2023-06-07T21:57:50.695080Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @Nou @pomstan @thatguyoverthere you need to find a joker bf
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSehlGsw5a20mNhlg by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T21:58:01.903396Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan You can.You're not willing to.Not the same thing at all.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSex1r5YkdVn0ayXI by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:00:47.434687Z
       
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       @colonelj @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan absolutely not.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSfIOyKo4ixZBAyHo by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:04:39.508645Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I've tried so many goddamn times to fix things. It simply cannot be done
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSfWYM4iZoQim1oY4 by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T22:07:12.523369Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan you've tried to fix potentially irreparable relationships. You need to form new ones. You claim that's impossible (it's not)
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSfav8zvlNKYgzhI0 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:08:00.331852Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan It is impossible.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSfkLT3QiQAo0rxdA by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T22:09:42.188280Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan it's not, it's just difficult. Not the same thing
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSfopyXwanKaBk2JU by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:10:31.189140Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan Completely and entirely impossible. If I were meant to have friends, I would have them.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSfrnXdRyb7u0Z8ue by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T22:11:03.025714Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan > If I were meant to have food I would have itStarve then? :shrug:
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSfvRMRrHw0Gl4Oqu by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:11:41.626003Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan I have food. Therefore I'm meant to have it. If i didn't have any, then I'm not meant to have any.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSgjmVDWsOOJkAyK8 by dew_the_dew@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T22:20:48.661009Z
       
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       https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQ1LvqS5wQU
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSgxNA6XdOrmNmVxA by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T22:23:14.416968Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan you have food because either you went out and worked for it or someone gave it to you. If someone gave it to you, then you aren't completely devoid of valuable relationships in your life, and if you worked for it then you understand that nothing in life is free or given to us simply because it's "meant to be". That's silly.Sometimes if you aren't particularly good at something it feels impossible. But practice helps us improve. Avoidance of difficult tasks doesn't make those tasks easier. If anything it makes problems worse.You are right that if you don't try, the tasks before you are impossible, but I guess at that point I'd just be curious as to why you even bother to share your woes. I mean if there is no point to socializing why are you here? If you just wanted a place to vent you could run a blog or keep a journal. Posting to fedi guarantees interaction, but you seem to have a goal of not making friends so why even bother interacting with people?
       
 (DIR) Post #AWShWHShj45aEj7vNo by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:29:34.596470Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan nobody gave me food. I bought it all. But you can't buy friends, nor should you try to. Physical things like food have to be worked for. Abstract things like friends are not the same way. If you don't have them, it's not meant to be. Very much so.I'm "sharing my woes" on fedi because I think I'm not gonna be alive for much longer, so it doesn't even matter that I share them. I'm not talking about suicide, I mean that could happen but the way things are going now I'm probably gonna get killed by someone or something
       
 (DIR) Post #AWShlg6kNKyB1BCNFI by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T22:32:21.491357Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan >everyone is born with the exact number of friends they will have their entire life. No one ever gains or loses a single friend their entire lives and none of their behavior affects friendshipsLmao.Women are so retarded it's painful.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWShvpOugAF2jfXGO8 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:34:11.595339Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan this isn't what I said. What I did say is that making friends as an adult is difficult and practically impossible, and friends are so few that if you lose any you aren't normal and you should give up hope of ever having any ever again.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSi7c2WBJfultgCTA by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T22:36:19.276746Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan Also, I've known several guys who offed themselves. In 100% of those cases the sentiment was shock because no one saw it coming.All your pissing and moaning proves you don't mean it. You're just feeding the dopamine addiction you get from these responses.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSiELNAXyy56hY53I by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T22:37:32.105458Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Which is equally wrong and ridiculous to my paraphrase.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSid3sgiYT4664ssK by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:42:00.354737Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan friendship isn't that common. Most people have few and normal people never lose theirs.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSihlTyYCCYU0lGtc by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T22:42:51.178928Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan You bought food with money you worked for. 🙄> Abstract things like friends are not the same way. If you don't have them, it's not meant to be. Very much so.This just simply isn't true. Abstract things still require work, you just can't expect to use money to replace that work. Do paintings just grow on painting trees? Do plays write themselves? Music? All abstract things still require work. The world if left to it's own devices will trend toward chaos. We can choose to order things, but that's work. Much of the order you see around you is abstract effects of people's work.I don't know what to say about your time on earth. If you think someone wants you dead there are ways to prevent it (or at least resist). You can (assuming you are in America) buy a gun and learn how to use it for self defense. As much as I don't care for law enforcement, a credible threat against your life is something they might take seriously. If you don't care to do anything to prevent it then I guess that's your prerogative.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSiqPYRRoFv54yPGy by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T22:44:24.825241Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan This is laughably wrong.You're telling me everytime a person changes jobs they stay in contact with *all* of their friends from the last job and make *no* new friends at the new one?You're a freaking lunatic.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSiy7K778oWr3wiIq by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T22:45:48.526134Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan I've lost and gained plenty of friends over the years. It's true I don't have many at the same time, but I have had people in my life for 5 - 10 years and then moved or whatever and we just drift apart while I met new people in a new location. I've also lost friends to death.You don't need a lot of friends. It's totally normal to sometimes lose friends for any number of reasons.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSjGVrsb3BwBuVmCm by thatguyoverthere@shitposter.club
       2023-06-07T22:49:07.532328Z
       
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       @Nou @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan you could argue that you don't make a lot of real friends at work, but people from work can certainly turn into friends. That's where some of mine come from
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSjLtlNBORZkS2IQy by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:50:06.580612Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan I'm not going to have friends again. That's just how it is. My life is over. I'm not going to buy a gun, I don't want to defend myself. Me being dead would make the world better so I'm not going to even try self-defense. Im gonna smoke a lot of crack. I'm gonna drink myself sick at a bar and let some guy take me home so he can fuck me unprotected and hopefully give me an std and I can never talk to him again. Having bpd is a death sentence, I'm already on my way to the electric chair, might as well spend my last moments on Earth acting fucking stupid and hoping it kills me. Would be better than having to keep living with bpd and always being abandoned
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSjVojAl96d1ijit6 by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T22:51:54.032684Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan Other than the friends for life I've known since like 1st grade, my closest friends are guys I met in the Corps.But regardless, we're not talking about "help you bury the bodies" friends. Just friends at all.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSjb9bqY4v7Eqr2vI by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:52:52.013763Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan well, drifting apart and death is far different from abandonment, isn't it? Normal people don't lose friends to abandonment, because they never give people reasons to abandon them. If anybody at all has any reason to abandon you you're not normal and you might as well die.I never said I needed *a lot* of friends. I only need back the three close friends I had. I could have a million friends but if none of them are those three then there's no point to being alive.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSjfBuFx0BxWLOHKK by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:53:35.781437Z
       
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       @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @pomstan people at work are never friends. They don't actually care about you. If you ever start working somewhere else they'll forget you exist and never check in on you ever.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSjgwOoZoo80OWCx6 by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T22:53:54.677669Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan >my made up disease is totally why I want to be dead. No, I'm not going to do anything about it, just going to talk about wanting to be dead for clicks. Teepee!A T T E N T I O N W H O R E
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSjwK0h4eMZZqZPns by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T22:56:41.427098Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @thatguyoverthere @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @pomstan >I drove away my friends by being choosing to be an insufferable cunt, and my reaction is to choose to be more of an insufferable cuntAnd this is the reality of "BPD" (fake.)The accurate diagnosis is "being a woman."
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSk09G8zGXjOOcbI0 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:57:23.055854Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Bpd cannot be "done anything about." It's incurable. Once you have it, it's over. I do plenty of things to increase my chances of dying and I don't need to prove them to you. Do you need me to livestream myself smoking crack? Sorry, I'm not gonna do that.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSk2wuXM4eBxlqnlg by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T22:57:53.442101Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan >my reaction is to choose to be more of an insufferable cuntThere's absolutely nothing else I can do.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSkFeuRaymxtfrr1c by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:00:11.206895Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan BPD can't have anything done about it insofar as it doesn't actually exist.The real condition you have, insufferable cuntitis, is not only treatable, but curable.The treatment involves:1. Stop being an insufferable cunt... and that's it. No other steps.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSkHDfvp1oe0kp8N6 by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:00:28.084063Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Bald faced lie.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSkMaGFHC8FVWMp4C by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:01:26.330015Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I'm afraid it isn't treatable or curable. That's why I gotta keep doing things to increase my chances of death. It's the only cure.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSkTKftcl1DC7aD56 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:02:39.532469Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I'm pretty sure it's spelled bold-faced lie, dude. I wish I were lying. Oh well. I'm done having this convo with you, my life is over and that's that. I'm gonna go smoke now
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSki3qmSXDJMGhIIq by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:05:18.413809Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan It is.You just choose to reject the treatment. Because in addition to insufferable cunt you have a bad case of lazy. And attention whore.This triad, medically, is known as "a second x chromosome."And the good news is the treatment for all three is just not to do them any more.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSkls9jscbcFPNlcO by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:06:00.579361Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I tried to "not do them" anymore, dude.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSkziOywUbi3973Uu by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:08:30.561707Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan >I'm pretty sure it's spelled bold-faced lieThat's because in addition to being an insufferable cunt, lazy, and an attention whore, that second x chromosome almost always presents with "dumber than pig shit."
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSl0eQ3EfvPzG3jDU by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:08:39.844487Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Nah
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSl8loZchPlEyOum0 by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:10:08.581241Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Seems to me like this is a regional thing, dudeScreenshot_20230607_190923_Samsung Internet.jpg
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlFPFNvY4PH96d7o by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:11:20.300280Z
       
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       @Nou @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Kacho @pomstan @thatguyoverthere and if I'm such an "insufferable cunt", then stop choosing to engage with me. You're not gonna "fix" me.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlHE8YCokJOfmGf2 by Frondeur@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:11:40.436616Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan definitely a jew…
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlHk0rgvc0G6Qa7k by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:11:45.845370Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I think I'm going to go with the source that isn't an attention whore who makes up pretend diseases to rationalize her never doing anything to improve her lot in life. 🤷🏻‍♂️
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlYWOZZgWewnWCSu by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:14:47.996600Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan No, of course not.But much like you get a dopamine rush from your attention whoring, I get one from ridiculing you and belittling your made-up problems.Plus, you make a good stand-in for all the other insufferable cunts I know.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlbjcypjICr6n13A by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:15:22.892735Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan you think I made up bpd? Lol, even if it was fictional I can't take the credit for coming up with it. Maybe the psychiatrist who diagnosed me with it can. Go take it up with her. Bold faced lie is literally just a saying that changes on the region it seems. And if you had read the screenshot you would have seen it means the same thing as "bald faced lie", which is something I've never heard.And please stop engaging with me if you think I'm such an insufferable cunt. You're wasting your time.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlfqPJZKsV2ZMCeW by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:16:07.463636Z
       
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       @Nou @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan k, just gonna mute you now. You're wasting your time.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlln82fhJabr77Sa by d0c40r0@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T23:17:11.927668Z
       
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       everything in life is a choiceyou can’t always will your way into everything you want but you can never stumble your way into it
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlt9xuAFkPSksybg by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:18:31.874127Z
       
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       @d0c40r0 @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I didn't choose to be abandoned.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlwuUtcDzIeG6bEu by d0c40r0@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T23:19:12.507241Z
       
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       shit happensI didn’t stop being fat and depressed by accident, I chose to work out and chose to be happy
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSlyYRCbTdioLA5dw by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:19:30.422528Z
       
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       @Frondeur @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan if I was a Jew I'd probably have a reason to be alive. A shitty one, but still
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSm12uGICO9t3wTJo by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:19:57.397397Z
       
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       @d0c40r0 @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan so did I. I lost my weight but that didn't fix me. I was still abandoned and my life was ruined.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSmBhrGtDkdnCcuvY by d0c40r0@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T23:21:52.387724Z
       
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       I’ve never been abandoned per se but I’ve certainly lost many friends for my beliefsKeep your chin up and go make new friends — no one can replace the ones I lost, I was close with them and wish it didn’t turn out the way it did but I’ve changed as a person and now have people more similar to me than I did then
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSmJNSac4q4qUjvXc by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:23:15.945033Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Sure, but you knowingly perpetuating horseshit makes you just as guilty the retard who coined it. Like every shitlib who spews bullshit about "White privilege" is just as guilty as the kike who coined it.And this is remotely a waste of time. It feels good mocking retards with exclusively self-imposed problems. For example there's a certain e-whore who is almost certainly lurking since she's been mentioned a few times. I'd be happy to tell her what a piece of shit she is as well.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSml6Yj2o9AXJpbGK by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:28:16.659147Z
       
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       @d0c40r0 @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Yeah, but she doesn't get any of that sweet attention whore dopamine by actually fixing anything.Also, you decided to be a vegan mexitwink instead. Not sure that was an improvement. You should get fat and be the funny obese beaner of the group.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSmnsjIuyoAVw6TdA by d0c40r0@nicecrew.digital
       2023-06-07T23:28:46.912862Z
       
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       I started vegetarian and obese and now eat meat and am not obeseAlso am not mexican
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSmybb8xAPaZCOqjg by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:30:43.242495Z
       
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       @d0c40r0 @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan "make new friends" tried that. Can't be done. Nobody could ever replace the people who abandoned me and I sincerely believe they are worth killing yourself over. I really, really do.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSmyoltyTk3QKX7oG by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:30:45.409659Z
       
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       @d0c40r0 @ssorayaa @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan So obese vegan Mexican to vegan mexitwink?SAD!Could have at least been a funny fat like Chris Farley or John Belushi...
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSn4p37r2YU1TS8Iq by ssorayaa@bae.st
       2023-06-07T23:31:50.656969Z
       
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       @d0c40r0 @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @Nou @thatguyoverthere @pomstan I was fat. Never obese per se, just too chub for my liking. Now I don't eat and I weigh 95 pounds
       
 (DIR) Post #AWSnMy590hcpFW388e by Nou@poa.st
       2023-06-07T23:35:07.293925Z
       
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       @ssorayaa @d0c40r0 @Kacho @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @thatguyoverthere @pomstan Except if that were true you'd do it.The truth is you were an insufferable cunt to them, and then rather than just not being an insufferable cunt, allowing you to have them and other friends, you started crying about a fake disease to attention whore online because that's easier than introspection and taking responsibility for your behavior.
       
 (DIR) Post #AWT9VLEL1lBaLnkQ0O by The_Killah29@poa.st
       2023-06-08T03:02:39.932376Z
       
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       @ImperialAgent @JSDorn @ssorayaa @Kacho @pomstan "But you said we should use toys in the bedroom!"