Post AVZUSW0MKDNTwtafZI by Heart-Under-Blade@shota.house
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(DIR) Post #AVYFjaCCIsbPOoqeTQ by Heart-Under-Blade@shota.house
2023-05-11T16:31:40.478363Z
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@AbNormal Well, others will give you different answers, perhaps, but: I find chaos magic, a tradition originally described on a theoretical basis by Peter J. Carroll, to be the most realistic in many ways. It’s the theory from which I learned many acts of magic that I have practiced successfully. Chaos magic was described as an antimonian system of magic: To practice it, one must reject belief systems altogether, be they politics or religion or ethics. Unlike the left-hand path tradition of Setianism, though, a chaote is not self-deifying, for it holds that deification of the self is yet another false belief.There is an interesting site called http://chaosmatrix.org (sadly there is no HTTPS version, but it is an old site making an effort to archive data that was long ago purged from the internet elsewhere) that has an article I found especially formative: http://www.chaosmatrix.org/library/chaos/texts/chaoism.htmlAnd this archived webpage is an interesting tale of how the Magical Pact of the Illuminates of Thanateros splintered. The order was, essentially, aligned with a purist definition of free speech so long as members of the IOT were not abusing anyone—although they endorsed training in both psychic attacks and magical wards to protect against them, when needed. One member of the order embraced a revitalization of WWII Nazi occultism in an effort to create Aryan occult supersoldiers with training in magic designed to brainwash enemies of the Aryan race. Stokastikos, the pseudonym by which Carroll was known at times, successfully excommunicated this high-ranking member of the Pact, along with his followers, by unanimous vote of the remainder of the Council. The fact that they allowed freedom of speech and expression only up to the point conduct became abusive is, in my opinion, a distuinguishing factor of that order as compared to many others: https://web.archive.org/web/20180420011535/http://galdrnet.com/kaos/icemage.htmlAnd, hey: A school of magic that produced words such as those found in this screenshot from Chaos Matrix just feels right to me.
(DIR) Post #AVYFjcIIVAfbuJiYG8 by Heart-Under-Blade@shota.house
2023-05-11T16:36:26.959976Z
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@AbNormal @grenja may have other thoughts. @bless might, too.
(DIR) Post #AVYFjpmuKfsbl18gHA by Heart-Under-Blade@shota.house
2023-05-11T16:38:11.490773Z
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@AbNormal @bless @grenja Still, these lines… There is great truth to them:There is Chaos in the hearts of little childrenAs the machine grows, the Chaos dies
(DIR) Post #AVYFvMN5Wn4DzzYenY by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-11T16:56:29.180667Z
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@Heart-Under-Blade @grenja @AbNormal Hey fuck it go make an ngonga https://scarletimprint.com/publications/p/palo-mayombe
(DIR) Post #AVYG4kSBMOxLIKPwXY by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-11T16:58:11.732248Z
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@Heart-Under-Blade @AbNormal @grenja more seriously if you are asking this then i imagine you have a mental image of Something that appeals to youwhat is it or if you don't: what are your motivations
(DIR) Post #AVYtp6oOSfrqAdu6jI by grenja@rot.gives
2023-05-12T00:22:04.538202Z
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@Heart-Under-Blade @bless @AbNormal the primary text must of course be the neverending story, an alchemical journey for children of all ages by ascended master of anthroposophy Michael Ende. it opened my eyes twice over and contains countless secrets.then it might be advised to skim http://opsopaus.com/OM/BA/ETP/index.html as an introduction to the underpinnings of the cosmology and aims of most occidental occultism if you have some time to kill
(DIR) Post #AVYzfQ4iaN2ykBIpJw by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-12T01:29:02.072195Z
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@AbNormal @grenja @Heart-Under-Blade oh i misread at first and thought you were asking about magic (I guess HeartUnderBlade primed my brain I have an Insanity Moment) magic is a part of it but is that what you want to learn do you want to read good stories do you want to find out The Truth About Those That Rule Us All do you want to uncover how the world is a lot stranger than most people know do you want to be entertained by the insane shit people seem to believeare you Bless-Type and driven by an absolutely relentless absolutely compulsive personality-disorder-tier drive to uncover all hidden knowledge all the time
(DIR) Post #AVYzh73cGRYSLAavgG by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-12T01:29:22.530578Z
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@AbNormal @grenja @Heart-Under-Blade you're thinkin dark crystal
(DIR) Post #AVZ04Vc980jxA9tyoS by Heart-Under-Blade@shota.house
2023-05-12T01:25:36.336881Z
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@AbNormal @bless @grenja Apparently it was originally a fantasy novel. I have not read it, nor do I know much (if anything) about it: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Neverending_Story
(DIR) Post #AVZ0jfcOq1IS3xeDVw by grenja@rot.gives
2023-05-12T01:39:31.390887Z
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@AbNormal @bless @Heart-Under-Blade the Tim Benson adaptation covers only half of an intricately layered mirror narrative, Ende absolutely despised the movie and it strips nearly all of the magic inherent to the tale, residual only in error
(DIR) Post #AVZ6UXJI2qtPg0sNaS by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-12T02:45:29.895687Z
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@AbNormal @grenja @Heart-Under-Blade then be a damn bless type draw a circle around the field of knowledge you are interested in and start turning unknown unknowns into known unknowns so, this is By Definition gonna be the hardest field to do that for. this is v broad. the avenues you use to learn about nahanni valley deaths won't teach you about esoteric hitlerism, and the esoteric hitlerists are gonna feel differently about the Cosmic Coincidence Control Center than John C Lilly and Terrence McKenna pick your subclass:
(DIR) Post #AVZ6mt8fcoZsacey1o by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-12T02:48:50.043266Z
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@AbNormal @Heart-Under-Blade @grenja this is a fifth class that is so specialized that, let's be real, if you were gonna pick this you'd already be doing it
(DIR) Post #AVZ7qCn57HkQMThueu by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-12T03:00:37.938585Z
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@AbNormal @Heart-Under-Blade @grenja also the paths aren't mutually exclusive you can go in any or all of these directions at once
(DIR) Post #AVZ7xJWKUfNlGEGGH2 by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-12T03:01:55.044130Z
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@AbNormal @grenja @Heart-Under-Blade im being silly but I am trying to dump a bunch of directions you can go in at you so that you know directions you can go in
(DIR) Post #AVZ8aXymfZC9OkHKGu by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-12T03:08:59.999286Z
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@AbNormal @Heart-Under-Blade @grenja whats it gonna be, huh, huhwhich way western boy
(DIR) Post #AVZ9kG4WChW8i19gTA by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-12T03:21:57.871534Z
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@AbNormal @Heart-Under-Blade @grenja i feel like i should make a quizwhich of these manuscripts calls to you
(DIR) Post #AVZUSW0MKDNTwtafZI by Heart-Under-Blade@shota.house
2023-05-12T06:56:29.057270Z
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@bless @grenja @AbNormal Using whichever is most convenient to a given task and believing it fully, while never embracing dogma, is the chaote way, for example. Because chaos magicians are antimonian. They view belief as merely a tool to achieve results.
(DIR) Post #AVanCIZQbAipw8vzii by bless@mirr0r.city
2023-05-12T22:18:44.733243Z
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@AbNormal @grenja @Heart-Under-Blade i think this is important and helps me understand your motivation for wanting to learn more about arcane / occult/ esoteric stuff i think i know the feeling you're talking about, does it feel safe to put it like: You want to be more You?