Post ARulN7J4ilXFnpocNM by AnungIkwe@spinster.xyz
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 (DIR) Post #ARulN6YHWk6ZShvFRI by MellowMarigold@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-22T21:46:52.170356Z
       
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       @MardiShakti @AnungIkwe @SulphuricMirror @GalacticTurtle @Tiggy @ninafromcanadaeh @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Kay, @Piss_Ant To all the Spinsters of colour/ethnic minorities, those with brown eyes or effected by controversial comments on brown eyes some of you I know others I do not know but my post is aimed at reaching out to ALL of you.I have now fallen in love deeply with my dark brown eyes. Brown eyes have this deep shine, allure and mystery now I can see it. Such a shame I couldn't see it throughout the years. For years I have struggled with severely body image mainly due to misogynistic and racial harassment throughout my life which distorts how I see myself. I just came to say I really am sorry for ALL my previous controversial comments about brown eyes. I feel pure shame over my comments. I am currently working and living in a different country and lot more happier nowadays but I still have moments of overwhelming pure guilt over ALL past mistakes( I do experience depressive episodes of it). I do genuinely feel bad for them especially realising the hurt it have caused people. I am now trying to learn how to be a 25 year old single and independent because I will never get this time again. I tried making this post yesterday one spinster. called me a "narcisst", "troll" and kept on  abusing me which was why I deleted my orginal post trying to reach out to Spinsters women of colour and other people effected by controversial comments. This is why I made this new post. I admit sometimes I feel like I am not welcome here on Spinster and people here dont want me here. Goodnight everyone and have a lovely year Spinsters. I will be travelling a lot this yearLove MellowMarigold:)
       
 (DIR) Post #ARulN7J4ilXFnpocNM by AnungIkwe@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-22T21:49:41.048358Z
       
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       @MellowMarigold @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @GalacticTurtle @Tiggy @ninafromcanadaeh @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant Oh what a relief. Spinster is a safe space for Brown Eyed Girls again. I shall continue to have brown eyes. https://youtu.be/-VSADSxBaME
       
 (DIR) Post #ARwzIks7ygjKjswerQ by ninafromcanadaeh@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T01:16:58.884260Z
       
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       @AnungIkwe @MellowMarigold @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @GalacticTurtle @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant i know brown eyed is code for ethnicity, but I was not aware that a new bashing campaign on on.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARwzIlvi2rBo1Hd25A by MellowMarigold@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T23:37:04.105805Z
       
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       @ninafromcanadaeh @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @GalacticTurtle @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant As time has gone on I do genuinely regret and I am ashamed of all the comments I made about brown eyes on Spinster last year. I went way too far it and it upset, hurt, offended a lot of Spinsters. I was expressing my OWN personal unhappiness towards my dark brown eyes and jealously towards people who have blue eyes or non brown eyes I went way too far in comments. I have a new life now and been given a chance to start again but I still hate myself for ALL my past decisions and mistakes. I came to tell everyone on Spinster that I am so sorry and do regret deeply my comments.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARwzImXdlpWxuvNKCm by GalacticTurtle@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T23:42:21.619253Z
       
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       @MellowMarigold @ninafromcanadaeh @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant Marigold, I was on that thread when you posted it. Nobody was upset, hurt, or offended. I personally found it equal parts amusing and ridiculous. I can assure you that the only person on this entire website who ever thinks about this post, much less cares about it, is you. And I'm sure everyone who even remembers this is confused why you're still talking about it several months after the fact.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARwzJWeeK6TAvz0ZW4 by stingray@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T23:45:36.774957Z
       
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       @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @ninafromcanadaeh @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant I was really considering asking if this was some kind of running joke.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARwzJX9UTR8iTdRCaW by FemaleIsNotAFeeling@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T23:46:30.517928Z
       
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       @stingray @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @ninafromcanadaeh @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant That's the level it's getting to, honestly.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARwzL1wFUoo4FUxRMO by FemaleIsNotAFeeling@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T23:44:57.207075Z
       
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       @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @ninafromcanadaeh @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant Yes. that's right. She already apologized for this months ago when it all went down...why keep beating this drum??
       
 (DIR) Post #ARwzYP0V2TmfYkK2a0 by Piss_Ant@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T23:52:28.953224Z
       
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       @MellowMarigold @ninafromcanadaeh @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @GalacticTurtle @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy Honey do not regret any of your past decisions. If I can move on from my pre-sobriety life, you can certainly move on from what you perceive as your immature, regrettable part of your life.Whatever you are worried about, I can guarantee you are the only one thinking about it. We always remember our own cringey or regrettable moments more clearly than everyone else.You haven't offended anybody or hurt anybody or done anything you should regret. We've all said cringey etc. Shit. It's totally fine. Okaiiaiaii???
       
 (DIR) Post #ARwzd5Ca6LlFaCCmfo by ninafromcanadaeh@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T23:52:01.215112Z
       
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       @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant I have no idea what that is about at all.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARwzd5jY7m8HERd73o by GalacticTurtle@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T23:53:09.561781Z
       
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       @ninafromcanadaeh @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant Waaaay back last year she went on a tangent about how much she hates having brown eyes and would rather look like the poster child for Hitler Youth.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARx05Fypcbnd7SCyHo by ninafromcanadaeh@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-23T23:53:50.726171Z
       
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       @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant oh. .self loathing and fetishizing blondeness. Most of the top Nazis were not at all blonde and many were transvestites eh
       
 (DIR) Post #ARxAyhQQHZRzhuBomG by AbolishPregnancy@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T02:00:29.045046Z
       
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       @MellowMarigold @ninafromcanadaeh @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @GalacticTurtle @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @Piss_Ant I believe you’ve been told several times that ruminating on minor past faults is pointless and destructive to your mental well-being. And frankly, it’s annoying too when you keep bringing it up.No one on Spinster or indeed anywhere is as obsessed with you and your mistakes as you are yourself.In short: get over yourself already.Didn’t you say you were doing better lately? Something about a new job, travel abroad and a boyfriend?Focus on that. Go live your life. Jesus.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARxBCmRKR1tdJWKMtM by AbolishPregnancy@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T02:03:01.925317Z
       
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       @GalacticTurtle @ninafromcanadaeh @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @Piss_Ant How tf did I end up here
       
 (DIR) Post #ARxCCMojnZD5nkdyS0 by GalacticTurtle@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T02:06:47.990256Z
       
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       @AbolishPregnancy @ninafromcanadaeh @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @Piss_Ant All sinners end up here. Congratulations. :P
       
 (DIR) Post #ARxCdnrNMZ1bUVxbDk by AbolishPregnancy@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T02:19:07.477744Z
       
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       @ninafromcanadaeh @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @Piss_Ant Hitler wasn’t even blond and loved Disney’s Snow White
       
 (DIR) Post #ARxuqRatqzKuBP5kLg by earlgrey@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T04:47:35.180791Z
       
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       @MellowMarigold @MardiShakti @AnungIkwe @SulphuricMirror @GalacticTurtle @Tiggy @ninafromcanadaeh @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant 
       
 (DIR) Post #ARxuuYcpebOl9ExOGO by Ladyfat@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T10:35:09.987791Z
       
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       @AbolishPregnancy @ninafromcanadaeh @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Kay @Piss_Ant This… This wasn’t what I expected when I logged into Spinster this morning… 🥲
       
 (DIR) Post #ARxxVygPvyqQaVbZJI by Tiggy@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T10:36:16.022278Z
       
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       @Ladyfat @AbolishPregnancy @ninafromcanadaeh @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Kay @Piss_Ant Good morning 🌞
       
 (DIR) Post #ARydIt5lbgDpYcu1gm by ninafromcanadaeh@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T17:57:12.812207Z
       
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       @Ladyfat @AbolishPregnancy @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Kay @Piss_Ant sometimes there needs to be other than cat memes eh
       
 (DIR) Post #ARypXeCkRGvxB8yMHA by AnungIkwe@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T21:09:18.355488Z
       
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       @ninafromcanadaeh @Ladyfat @AbolishPregnancy @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Kay @Piss_Ant We must balance the beauty of cat memes with the ugly reality of men's sexual depravity.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARyr3lpphkFk458SnY by Aflowernamedyou@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T21:20:36.182976Z
       
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       @GalacticTurtle @ninafromcanadaeh @MellowMarigold @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SthMCp539j0 Brown eyes are way prettier imo
       
 (DIR) Post #ARyr3mODdtl5mjDvOa by AnungIkwe@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T21:23:08.335834Z
       
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       @Aflowernamedyou @GalacticTurtle @ninafromcanadaeh @MellowMarigold @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant This will always be my favorite brown girl (besides Litefoot's Cinnamon Girl )Van Morrison - Brown Eyed Girl (Original Version)https://youtu.be/kqXSBe-qMGo  We need more songs to honour our melanin beauty.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARyr4DEZpr5Z2dv6cC by Aflowernamedyou@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T21:17:37.816420Z
       
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       @AnungIkwe @ninafromcanadaeh @Ladyfat @AbolishPregnancy @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Kay @Piss_Ant Cats are terfs. Let our memes validate this truth.
       
 (DIR) Post #ARyr4lTIXd4BE94LHU by Aflowernamedyou@spinster.xyz
       2023-01-24T21:16:48.173937Z
       
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       @GalacticTurtle @MellowMarigold @ninafromcanadaeh @AnungIkwe @MardiShakti @SulphuricMirror @Tiggy @ArtistBristol @FemaleIsNotAFeeling @starsstorm @Ladyfat @Kay @AbolishPregnancy @Piss_Ant What drama did I miss?  The Catler meme?