Post APeqRpkeDscEBatGCm by wendy@lolison.top
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 (DIR) Post #APdqlslCYEIg9SkVv6 by tarperfume@refusal.biz
       2022-11-15T22:29:40.987483Z
       
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       what very specific feeling are you feeling right nowyou should really lay it out, unfold it, with the tip of your knife, flatenning the bent corners
       
 (DIR) Post #APdttnu6n4HVGkNtVw by tarperfume@refusal.biz
       2022-11-15T22:55:48.183162Z
       
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       ill startit's a stillness that has materialised as a gravity upon the outer edges of your bones, pulling you down with torque, such that you're conscious of a wavering pressure on the other layer of your skeleton only, film wrap touch. outside, the projection of your mind, rounding around and around in a perfect circle centered in your belly. it has a quietness that is not the quietness of shock, that only freezes thing momentarily, arranging for a new attack, nor the silence of silence, which is always broken by a traitor noise somewhere, but the silence of a sandstorm.the scattered thoughts refuse to take form, but await with anger their chance again to assert their presence. you are no king of any domain while they live. the anticipation of their return is a preparing for siege, where you parlay with them individually, or return them to subconscious thought by betraying the conflict with dreamless sleep. a presence of lead on your bed, the most mundane of feelings, an absolute certainty of a lack of supernatural elements, the imprint of normalcy upon your being. a place with 0 readings on any ghosthunter counter, reality level of 1. when your eyes close they make a noise as of bubbles popped between the lid and the retina.the castration of imagination, temporarily confined with you, holding its balls in your hand. shorning.
       
 (DIR) Post #APeqRpkeDscEBatGCm by wendy@lolison.top
       2022-11-16T06:56:34.241937Z
       
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       @tarperfume i feel an emptiness. this is my default state.my soul is frigid and frozen, and i feel the coldness any time i have to use my brain. my subconscious mind is dark, and cold, and empty.right now i feel several other things as well, but those exist outside of my domainim sitting in the dark and faintly i can hear children laughing, a man crying, a conversation not meant for my ears, and much morei have no choice but to listen, as currently there's nothing else i can doi feel their emotions and they feel mine
       
 (DIR) Post #APeqRqZLBPAIiobkDg by tarperfume@refusal.biz
       2022-11-16T10:01:18.499573Z
       
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       @wendy do they feel you listening? do they feel the cold, and the dark, and the empty?
       
 (DIR) Post #APfQt4BkFccd88qkJE by wendy@lolison.top
       2022-11-16T16:43:23.483194Z
       
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       @tarperfume they don't feel any of it. it's mine.they know im here though