Post APBAQEk457eSTWiYpU by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
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(DIR) Post #APAfN80pY4Do9jb6Ya by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-01T20:36:00.052214Z
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How is everyone doing?
(DIR) Post #APAfgR1x41M4dqKOzQ by Maximus@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-01T20:37:18.949552Z
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Bad
(DIR) Post #APAfgRpa5V3P7lY2LY by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-01T20:39:29.274333Z
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@Maximus I'm sorry 😞
(DIR) Post #APB1FdIrWYAzsTrYaO by HomebrewCorp@poa.st
2022-11-01T20:41:21.369413Z
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@stormyxdreamers @Maximus got a lot of school work to do and go through. I'm discouraged to shit.Also waiting on money to drop in. Had to return cans just to buy some notebook to work with cause I'm out of sheets of papers. Also saw some fucking bum next to the store loitering and begging for change while chocking on cigarette hits. Find a job you fucking parasite.
(DIR) Post #APB1FdlvmTQdKdSltY by Maximus@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-01T20:48:28.030036Z
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That’s so sad you earned a 🦃
(DIR) Post #APB1FeHprqwuvaOFcm by HomebrewCorp@poa.st
2022-11-01T21:03:44.900316Z
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@Maximus @stormyxdreamers I dont see it was "sad", just really really fucking annoying.
(DIR) Post #APB1Ku0kpczP90uDGC by DIEPEEDODIE@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-01T20:43:39.158348Z
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non stop pain and my christian ex cheated on me how you doing?
(DIR) Post #APB1KuSl9VOIXs0Zua by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-02T00:42:06.439427Z
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@DIEPEEDODIE I am usually wonderful but got some bad news today so a bit low
(DIR) Post #APB1VgaJ5kLGgig2Pw by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-02T00:44:03.447760Z
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@HomebrewCorp @Maximus I have a very different view of homeless but many ppl don't see what I seeI work with the seriously mentally ill and this population has a high rate of homelessness You never know a person's story
(DIR) Post #APB4aBt8wkIanPKM3U by HomebrewCorp@poa.st
2022-11-02T01:17:02.710450Z
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@stormyxdreamers @Maximus Ive been through homelessness and I still deal with mental health issues. I just don't brag about it in a Twitter bio. I worked to get back on my feet and become a functional member of society again and I never panhandled though and never loitered hoping to be taken in pity. Thats why I have no mercy for them when I recognized them being at the same spot and doing the same thing for years. Not working to even get out of the cycle.
(DIR) Post #APB849gM0uAkVGKD7Q by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-02T01:57:30.968356Z
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@HomebrewCorp @Maximus you have schizophrenia?
(DIR) Post #APB84yUP75uu4y7t4a by NPCtheClown@poa.st
2022-11-02T01:18:36.407318Z
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@HomebrewCorp @stormyxdreamers @Maximus K
(DIR) Post #APB8Bv0sR7OHKCctO4 by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-02T01:58:55.058508Z
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@NPCtheClown @Maximus @HomebrewCorp yep he doesn't get it and he isn't gonna even try
(DIR) Post #APB8SBe4Mlg1XeiQQC by HomebrewCorp@poa.st
2022-11-02T02:00:51.342007Z
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@stormyxdreamers @Maximus More like a generalised anxiety disorder I'm medicated for. It can get pretty invasive can last a while depending on the situation. The time I got it the worst, I didnt sleep for 3 days straight. Depression is not much of a problem anymore.
(DIR) Post #APB8SCG05k1BRISiXo by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-02T02:01:51.282005Z
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@HomebrewCorp @Maximus I am talking about ppl with serious mental illness ...schizophrenia
(DIR) Post #APB9uHTEOy6vfebe3k by HomebrewCorp@poa.st
2022-11-02T02:02:24.738030Z
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@stormyxdreamers @Maximus Not these no.
(DIR) Post #APB9uI2KIUBRQV1flI by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-02T02:18:08.223998Z
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@HomebrewCorp @Maximus you never know a person's story...Trauma is the influence for almost all pathology. Science understands that everyone's brains experience trauma differently. This can effect how a person manages those experiences; trauma response. Most ppl do not understand that symptoms of trauma include homelessness, substance use, suicide, unhealthy habits, poor hygiene, difficulty focusing, hallucinations, delusions, paranoia, difficulty sleeping, mood instability....and so many more, some subtle and some very obvious.Tell me. If a person has paranoia and delusions and hallucinations while at work, how likely is it they will be able to keep that job? Not everyone is you. Not everyone is me.I have bipolar, i take meds....and I have a masters degree and I am a licensed counselor... I did it but I do not judge others who haven't....I only give them hope.I work with a population that struggle immensely to manage even with supports from counseling, medication, peer support, housing, groups.....they are disabled. And, funding is limited right now, especially for housing. There are more ppl in need of housing than what is available, terribly long waiting lists. You don't see what I see but I don't see me being able to change your mind either.
(DIR) Post #APBA9k60FuLqnK78Uq by Merlin_Wyllt@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-02T02:06:11.977464Z
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Anxiety is a bitch, I have a generalized anxiety disorder as well. When it hit's I either set my mind to something productive or I eat and watch a movie. The key is being self aware enough to catch yourself when it's happening and gaming it for whatever works for you. Sleep is an important factor as well, a solid 8 hours can help with managing the anxiety. That and a solid breakfast helps me with the day to day stuff.It essentially comes down to proper sleep wake cycle and a decent diet.
(DIR) Post #APBAQEk457eSTWiYpU by stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol
2022-11-02T02:23:54.978849Z
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@Merlin_Wyllt @HomebrewCorp @Maximus exercise...water....sunlight tooEmotional support animals (kitties!!)Natural supports, such as friends, family, clergy, supervisors....Other activities you find meaningfulSome ppl like art or playing and instrument...listening to music, camping Journaling is one many ppl use especially if they have racing thoughts when they try to sleepWhat helps me a lot is practicing gratitude.
(DIR) Post #APCFjVwT3B8SFdUTC4 by HomebrewCorp@poa.st
2022-11-02T11:19:09.401234Z
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@stormyxdreamers @Maximus I get what you mean. I understand trauma to some extent. I don't have a PTSD diagnosis officially but I had some friends asking if I had it when I told them my background in more details. I grew up in a broken home and I was bullied as a kid so I tend to me more reserved and untrusting. My parents used to use me as a messenger for their conflict for child support and my mom would lie and talk shit about my dad while my dad had proof he paid for it. Dad was a drunk. My mom used to cheat on him and be emotionally dependant. Shit like that. You're right, I don't know their stories. I just feel disdain for them considering I was without a house when I was 19 cause my mom kicked me out a couple of days before christmas and I had to live with an ex that I still loved for a couple of days cause I had nowhere else to go then. I couldn't bare it anymore so I went to a homeless shelter and climbed my way back from there.I've been stable for a couple of years in my relationship with my gf for almost 3 years now and my life has been on the up and up since. I just get pissed when I see some drunk with his beer bottles in plain vue of passerbys and still asking for money. Seen plenty of those since forever.