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(DIR) Post #ANi1k2BIRAVO3xex6G by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:07:55.195596Z
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There are countless weird things about me, but I think the weirdest one has to be my brain & dreams.For anyone who doesn’t know, I suffer with very severe insomnia.I’ve had this for years. The best way I can describe my sleep routine is like this:One night I just won’t feel tired at all, and I’ll end up staying up for 24-48 hours, and then sleep at a regular time like 9PM, then I’ll wake up early, have a great day, and end up not being able to sleep that night for another 24-48 hours.For some reason, people think my insomnia is drug related, it isn’t. I’ve had this issue for over a decade, and I’ve been told the most likely cause is my ADHD, and hyperactivity due to it. My brain struggles to shut off I guess.Anyway, I’ve always had a super weird relationship with dreams.I mostly remember my dreams, in vivid details.When I was younger, my family believed they could erase my ADHD, and make me into a child prodigy. This was because I’d done multiple IQ tests and scored highly and, I was placed in top sets in all of my classes. Despite being terribly behaved, argumentative and disorganised, I was never seen as incapable.My family believed the root cause of my bad behaviour, failure to meet deadlines, and lack of work ethic, was my ADHD. Because of this, they tried everything they possible could to try to almost, erase my ADHD completely.This resulted in me suffering several, probably unethical if not illegal, almost medical trials.Essentially, it started with putting me on normal ADHD medications, like Ritalin or Concerta, and when I reacted badly, they’d switch it to something else.Eventually, the NHS (free healthcare service) refused to keep giving me medications because I was becoming sicker and sicker, and so they took me to a private doctor, who gave me medications I had never heard of, and things that were barely even known about in England, & also, mainly not even used for ADHD. One of the medications was an epilepsy medication, I had an allergic reaction to it and was sent to the ER, where they had to biopsy the rash that was all over my entire body.These medical trials were torture for me, and it had gotten to a stage where I was basically chemically poisoned. When this reached it’s peak, I was put on an extremely bizarre medication. This medication was honestly the worst thing I’ve ever experienced in my life. It was psychological torture.This medication made me feel super slow, like I was walking through water, but the worst of it, was it made me psychotic. I had been convinced by doctors & relatives that if I stopped taking the medication, I would become critically ill, so I was convinced up until this point, that all the side effects I was experiencing, were because of my anxiety, or just me. I hadn’t wanted to think about the fact that these medications could be making me sick.This was the last medication anyone gave me for ADHD.I can’t even describe how bizarre it was, but it gave me literal nightmares.While I was on this medication, I had some super sick twisted dreams. They were gory, sickening & so awful I’d wake up having a panic attack each morning & feeling sick for the whole rest of the day.In the day time, I had also started to have these kind of nightmares, or intrusive thoughts. I was horribly paranoid, & my OCD was so bad it had basically become psychosis. I actually became so sick that I had started to get angry. So one day, I opened my computer & turned to my one & only friend, Internet forums.I scoured the web for hours, desperate to find some feedback relating to the pills I was taking, and eventually, I did. Nearly everyone who had taken the medication I was taking, had had similar experiences. People were reporting hallucinations, psychosis, nightmares and extreme anxiety. That was the first confirmation I’d ever had that I wasn’t just crazy, and that the medications I had been given were the things making me sick.So I printed out all of these people’s feedback and stories, & showed my family, & this time, they couldn’t really deny any of it, so reluctantly agreed to let me stop taking the medication.Almost instantly, my brain cleared up. It was super satisfying to wake up for the first time in weeks, from a normal dream that wasn’t a completely traumatising nightmare.I suppose, what I want to tell you, is to really make sure you research things that you’re taking, and to not end up like me, and to not allow people to put you through medical experiments. If you’re having nightmares, anxiety or psychosis from something that’s meant to be making you better, stand up for yourself, and if they force you to keep taking it, call the police.These medications are extremely potent, and I think it’s a disgrace that children can be given these things from an age they are too young to even know what they’re taking, or to have a choice. If you are a child, reading this, you do have a choice. Please stand up for yourself & know your rights.
(DIR) Post #ANi1t2zan4I7BXTzxw by AlisterMycroft@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:09:11.447866Z
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@_Trollcow_ That's so sad,can I see your tits?
(DIR) Post #ANi1tBEQ9ouEjqTxBo by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:09:34.358255Z
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@AlisterMycroft Uhhhhhhh
(DIR) Post #ANi1y6d6h6sVujNTVo by BearButthole@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:10:21.213170Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft Don't listen to him, dm me your tits instead.
(DIR) Post #ANi1yVT2Lgg4wjrHmq by striderpod@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:10:32.144566Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft That's not a no :winking_face:
(DIR) Post #ANi2LTTdulHJQz5sQq by AlisterMycroft@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:12:27.943102Z
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@_Trollcow_ Please? 😢
(DIR) Post #ANi2LTwiAgWwt8h5k0 by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:14:06.088000Z
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@AlisterMycroft @_Trollcow_ Send him the vid of you masturbating with the dildo instead. I think we can see your tits in it anyways.
(DIR) Post #ANi2LUYdtes6mmRNrc by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:14:40.889690Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft Uhh what?
(DIR) Post #ANi2UsbFsUm9xQ8gjo by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:15:42.477783Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft There's a gif version, should I post it? I'm sure i can get a hold of it quickly.
(DIR) Post #ANi2Ut1UIxl9GmPdcu by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:16:22.992001Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft You think revenge porn is funny? If being a sexual predator is a summary of your sense of humour you may just not be that funny bro…
(DIR) Post #ANi2cPF4ufWHDsM4VU by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:17:07.301558Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft "You think revenge porn is funny?"
(DIR) Post #ANi2cPgNHBM0aX7s3M by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:17:44.318386Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft I mean, you’re just outing yourself as a weirdo. Lol.Why are you sexually harassing women online? Can’t get laid consensually? Pathetic.
(DIR) Post #ANi2gjKg9xEygr2KRc by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:18:20.893879Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft Send him the video. He asked nicely
(DIR) Post #ANi2gjgIrYXPlv9b9M by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:18:31.543016Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft I don’t need your input freak.
(DIR) Post #ANi2kRLgxqiG4bHNxI by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:18:42.305786Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft SEND HIM THE VIDEO!
(DIR) Post #ANi2kqm8QfievqqM8u by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:19:16.325952Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft No one asked you retard
(DIR) Post #ANi2nrdPgsr4SxCX0i by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:19:48.687967Z
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@GoodPerson I live in Britain, I’m not British.
(DIR) Post #ANi2qDMnrWJqRiYKOG by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:20:04.815837Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft Is it still revenge porn if YOU posted the video in the first place?
(DIR) Post #ANi2qPbQMz92OXUAqW by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:20:16.516068Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft Prove that I did.
(DIR) Post #ANi2v7MdbionHEoUL2 by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:21:07.559238Z
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@GoodPerson Arizona is pretty rad… awesome sunsets.
(DIR) Post #ANi2zUekwvKofuNHhg by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:20:57.864846Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft Prove that an attention whore posted shit for attention? Surely I don't need to do that.
(DIR) Post #ANi2zVC4x1zQLFxtdw by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:21:54.998555Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft Why am I an attention whore? And are you claiming all victims of sexual abuse are attention whores? If so, no wonder you can’t get laid. You’re like a woman repellent.
(DIR) Post #ANi3306EV7Fd3xtn9s by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:22:32.721535Z
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@GoodPerson Bro I don’t even know you lol
(DIR) Post #ANi35bsh06g4osoGXo by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:22:31.485165Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft Victims of sexual abuse? You recording yourself masturbating alone on a bed and then posting the video is you being a victim of abuse? Give your fucking head a shake.
(DIR) Post #ANi35cJdNwEEARPmXQ by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:23:01.232870Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft I didn’t post it. Go fuck yourself lol. You have no evidence for any of the claims you’re making. No one cares.
(DIR) Post #ANi39e9gUIob1ygMjo by hosainthuman@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:22:42.454158Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft @_Trollcow_ Them Slappable?
(DIR) Post #ANi39eW19GgC9F8CY4 by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:23:08.768068Z
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@hosainthuman @AlisterMycroft @_Trollcow_ very smol, she's anorexic.
(DIR) Post #ANi39esLoEXnGVa2MK by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:23:44.818469Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @hosainthuman @AlisterMycroft I’m not anorexic. I don’t believe eating disorders are valid tbh. I have an over active thyroid. Research it.
(DIR) Post #ANi3AOFd6Wu3zjolOK by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:23:39.525651Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft Sure, sure, no evidence.
(DIR) Post #ANi3AOmb7xH5dzF5mK by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:23:53.039343Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft Show me the evidence.
(DIR) Post #ANi3EqtYY4ppzUcXwW by AtomicDenny@chudbuds.lol
2022-09-19T03:23:47.374055Z
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That phrase goes around like candy now, i prefer "drama connoisseur"
(DIR) Post #ANi3ErNgk2wDUwibuS by BobRoss@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz
2022-09-19T03:24:40.780095Z
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@AtomicDenny @AlisterMycroft @Richard_R_Ape @_Trollcow_ it's not drama we're just talking about people over here
(DIR) Post #ANi3H6EGVYzY7yNY1I by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:24:37.446881Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft Do you really want me to post the evidence? Lmao, my evidence is the video you posted where you're clearly alone on a bed. Not a victim of sexual abuse like you would have people believe.
(DIR) Post #ANi3H6fuql6rVjJd7Q by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:25:05.751407Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft What are you on about? Im saying I didn’t post the video. Revenge porn is sexual abuse you retard.
(DIR) Post #ANi3N3xjqdcSprUZd2 by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:25:38.361049Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft Das boolsheet
(DIR) Post #ANi3N4Vlo6qEXPPkfo by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:26:10.374974Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft You have no proof of what you’re accusing me of. I don’t care. Facts don’t care about your feelings 😎 if you’re claiming I posted it, prove it.
(DIR) Post #ANi3Om6xBpyS38cQi0 by n3f_X@nicecrew.digital
2022-09-19T03:26:28.938715Z
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as much as i actually want to see the video ... dont post it ... not kool
(DIR) Post #ANi3PcHjD1URrc3liq by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:26:26.314324Z
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@GoodPerson @AlisterMycroft @_Trollcow_ @hosainthuman She's rail thin like a POW, kind of gross actually.
(DIR) Post #ANi3Pcp3D893WxeNf6 by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:26:38.085193Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @GoodPerson @AlisterMycroft @hosainthuman Didn’t ask
(DIR) Post #ANi3XSioeFvkWMTGPw by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:27:28.183423Z
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@GoodPerson @AlisterMycroft @_Trollcow_ @hosainthuman Well rail thin and crazy af, she's your gal.
(DIR) Post #ANi3XT934iujpikDJ2 by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:28:03.227036Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @GoodPerson @AlisterMycroft @hosainthuman @Cow_Poly Tell your friend to stop being an embarrassment thanks.
(DIR) Post #ANi3dUYoj09lxefYky by NorseRealist@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:29:08.394093Z
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@_Trollcow_ sorry to hear frend I'm glad your dreams and mind is better. I do not dream at all or at least I don't remember them at all
(DIR) Post #ANi3euZvTbKcwZrghc by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:29:24.139184Z
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@GoodPerson @AlisterMycroft @Cow_Poly @Richard_R_Ape @hosainthuman I’m not going to fuck any of you shut up lol.
(DIR) Post #ANi3gFxtRmovYwiV5E by AlisterMycroft@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:28:50.735251Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @GoodPerson @_Trollcow_ @hosainthuman Crazy broad eh? 😏
(DIR) Post #ANi3nDzFCUaVSEfgAK by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:29:46.039461Z
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@_Trollcow_ @GoodPerson @AlisterMycroft @Cow_Poly @hosainthuman Never say never, they love you.
(DIR) Post #ANi3qai7Ae4OndGRyy by AlisterMycroft@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:29:22.089205Z
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@MasterSimper @Richard_R_Ape @_Trollcow_ @hosainthuman @GoodPerson Same bro
(DIR) Post #ANi3qbKkqyyijTLJD6 by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:31:09.974804Z
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@AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @_Trollcow_ @hosainthuman @GoodPerson I don't want to get banned so I won't post it here, but I'm sure it will surface.
(DIR) Post #ANi3qbpb0JeGH7lwHY by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:31:30.184731Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @hosainthuman @GoodPerson You’re gross.
(DIR) Post #ANi3tGAA1TXnwOeg6a by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:31:44.350471Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @hosainthuman @GoodPerson You shouldn't have posted it.
(DIR) Post #ANi3tGZgUZxdDYb3tA by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:31:59.525815Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @hosainthuman @GoodPerson I didn’t…
(DIR) Post #ANi3vYWOjjhpSU9RTs by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:32:24.508926Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @hosainthuman @GoodPerson If you keep sexually harassing me Imma just block you. There’s free speech and then there’s sexual harassment and you’re pissing me off.
(DIR) Post #ANi3ykAFuBdsR9JYSO by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:32:44.286161Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @hosainthuman @GoodPerson Right, right, I remember when it was "that's not me! people are deep faking me into it" now it's you didn't post it? You're too crazy to keep your story straight.
(DIR) Post #ANi3ykeO69kFwbPcQK by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:32:59.145141Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @hosainthuman @GoodPerson I posted a redaction statement.
(DIR) Post #ANi42UJql9AQS5aUca by hosainthuman@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:33:26.799033Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @GoodPerson It was an accident. Her rickety frame accidentally hit the send button
(DIR) Post #ANi49NyijUZkoUzf6m by BearButthole@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:33:57.429414Z
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@_Trollcow_ @GoodPerson @AlisterMycroft @Cow_Poly @Richard_R_Ape @hosainthuman I'll settle for one tit please.
(DIR) Post #ANi4A0hikd9Ov4L8We by TROLLCOWBOY@chudbuds.lol
2022-09-19T03:34:28.174933Z
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Oh boy this should be a calm thread lmao
(DIR) Post #ANi4DhAfJhmFUrdTIO by TROLLCOWBOY@chudbuds.lol
2022-09-19T03:35:30.063641Z
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Send it on over
(DIR) Post #ANi4HQI61DyeIntARs by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:33:57.929072Z
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@_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @hosainthuman @GoodPerson Where you completely made up a new story of iranian super hackers leaking the vid?
(DIR) Post #ANi4HSVHn9iTAI4jHk by GKIR@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:36:12.115799Z
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@Richard_R_Ape @_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @hosainthuman @GoodPerson Sounds believable to me, those horny Iranian super hackers got to Flamenco as well after all.
(DIR) Post #ANi4ThZ5cUk9Lsgz5c by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:38:34.762148Z
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@GoodPerson @MasterSimper @AlisterMycroft @GKIR @Richard_R_Ape @hosainthuman Bruh.
(DIR) Post #ANi4VC9RO0UAVGPJWS by Richard_R_Ape@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:38:01.444752Z
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@GKIR @_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft @MasterSimper @hosainthuman @GoodPerson Honestly she should just block me, I'll never be nice to this retarded, attention whoring, drug addicted, loser, slag. You were born trash, you are trash and you will die trash.
(DIR) Post #ANi6w0dWVQ9gWAOMW8 by hosainthuman@poa.st
2022-09-19T03:53:32.292273Z
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@GoodPerson @_Trollcow_ @AlisterMycroft @GKIR @Richard_R_Ape @MasterSimper Just show some neck. Don’t let her drink the milk for free!
(DIR) Post #ANi7MUQAOF7QQElsfI by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T04:10:53.592770Z
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@GoodPerson @MasterSimper @AlisterMycroft @GKIR @Richard_R_Ape @hosainthuman Please re draft this so that it isn’t a dox and I don’t have to report you lmao.
(DIR) Post #ANi8WpU91qD2bM7t2W by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2022-09-19T04:23:58.030144Z
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@GoodPerson @AlisterMycroft @GKIR @Richard_R_Ape @hosainthuman @MasterSimper I’m confused
(DIR) Post #ANiAsTpePmsdizdZEu by TROLLCOWBOY@chudbuds.lol
2022-09-19T04:47:44.903555Z
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Nigga you downbad lmao
(DIR) Post #ANiAsUNKOZopPROSjQ by TROLLCOWBOY@chudbuds.lol
2022-09-19T04:48:49.318036Z
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But i would gladly honey
(DIR) Post #ANiAsUv0NMl15t9MDw by TROLLCOWBOY@chudbuds.lol
2022-09-19T04:49:10.920310Z
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Cashup me 500 dollers