Post AMw8LWNK1L0txthbnM by mayech@mastodon.social
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(DIR) Post #AMw3UPX4Kd17ZtgHa4 by SyrupSlushie@kawen.space
2022-08-26T23:41:21.556615Z
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i cant remember a time when i didnt just cry over being an idiotwhen people wouldn't just tell me to shut the fuck upevery day its just tears, and drugsand it feels like theres nothing elseso im sorry if im in a negativity loop. just been down in the dumps for a looong time :/
(DIR) Post #AMw8LVuFlPlGVk6OUC by mayech@mastodon.social
2022-08-26T23:52:48Z
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@SyrupSlushie I don't know you, but you seem like a good person. I think the people telling you to stfu should eat shit and choke on it. 👍 Trust in yourselfI think as long as we're breathing there's a chance to feel happiness and so much more good shit. ~The earth itself, she's laughing in flowers~Maybe this song helps. I wish you well :toucan: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iP4UCzTK2Uk
(DIR) Post #AMw8LWNK1L0txthbnM by mayech@mastodon.social
2022-08-27T00:03:50Z
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@SyrupSlushie Also, I could really use some of those drugs, don't even care what's on the menu
(DIR) Post #AMw8LWnYRnztHFyYgS by SyrupSlushie@kawen.space
2022-08-27T00:35:44.463061Z
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@mayech right now, poppers (the tobacco kind, not the butt kind)i dont do a lot of harder stuff. I have 2 people in my life, both of who have suffered a lot, and I know they still love the me they remember: hopeful and determinedand in some ways, I want to find that me again, if only for their sakecause as meaningless and fucked up this world is, for some reason I cant help but lovethat's the drugs talking, yay
(DIR) Post #AMw8OnphZNKkyhXdiK by SyrupSlushie@kawen.space
2022-08-27T00:36:21.768450Z
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@mayech (I wi listen to that song when I have my headphones around; ty ty ty tho)
(DIR) Post #AMwG6WTUATedYxwcjY by Paradox@raru.re
2022-08-27T02:02:42Z
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@SyrupSlushie I'm sorry Syrup. :blobcatHuggies: I'm glad you keep going. ❤️
(DIR) Post #AN2a7MafZB0lEGk65Y by mayech@mastodon.social
2022-08-28T04:39:33Z
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@SyrupSlushie I'm really sorry for the late reply, I totally missed this post in my notifications. 🙈 It's actually good you're not too deep into drugs. But I'm sure you already know that.It sounds like they love you anyway, and they want to see you in a better spot. Probably the same you wish for them.I hope you find that you again and for all the right reasons! :) Yeah the world can be ice cold cruelty and we're just tiny tiny humans. But there are always small things we can do in our
(DIR) Post #AN2a7N45nmXyhWVawy by mayech@mastodon.social
2022-08-28T04:40:09Z
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@SyrupSlushie in our own microverse. Spaceship you. Helping a friend, giving and receiving well wishes, looking after our health,loving a cat or person, and trying to make dreams real.We'll always get lost, become overwhelmed, get beaten down, etc. but that doesn't mean we have to stay there forever."cause as meaningless and fucked up this world is, for some reason I cant help but love" This is incredibly heartwarming :blobaww:
(DIR) Post #AN2a7Nh5SnjseSkjjM by mayech@mastodon.social
2022-08-28T04:42:14Z
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@SyrupSlushie I've spent quite some time in a close psychiatric ward, and met all kinds of people. So I really don't mind the negativity if someone is down. Should you feel like it you can always hit me up for a chat :)
(DIR) Post #AN3hE0P3Ln71HSNpAW by SyrupSlushie@kawen.space
2022-08-30T16:09:33.429666Z
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@mayech ty ty, mayech ;u; you're really sweet. I want to be like that :Cat_girls_Emoji_003:I like having conversations a lot, as well! though I'm anxious and shy, so I uuuuusuallyyyy just tend to make post storms into the void randomlyalso :blobcatcatnom: :blobcatfluffpats:
(DIR) Post #AN4i4ZXC9kFFkvzFlw by mayech@mastodon.social
2022-08-30T21:54:56Z
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@SyrupSlushie Thank you :blobaww: You're plenty sweet, don't worry about that 👍 Void posting is also awesome. Unfortunately it quickly turns into shitposts when I do that :sadness: