Post AMWaxPF5OrcirxpR4a by Nonbinussy@mastodon.lol
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 (DIR) Post #AMWaxPF5OrcirxpR4a by Nonbinussy@mastodon.lol
       2022-08-14T16:29:11Z
       
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       I used to drive people away by being too attached, too clingy, too sexually demanding. Now I feel at risk of losing people who care about me because I'm detached and disinterested in sex. It's easy to feel like it's just a transaction after doing sex work. You get to fuck the cute twink, I get footage to sell to people who want to watch the cute twink get fucked. Performing became easier than intimately connecting because there's less risk and no heartbreak.
       
 (DIR) Post #AMWaxR0GquxeKaudG4 by Nonbinussy@mastodon.lol
       2022-08-14T16:36:11Z
       
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       And please don't take this as some cautionary tale against doing sex work, it's not. I've always been an exhibitionist so this type of burnout was inevitable.