Post AK62FvVoPM5LJccr2W by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
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(DIR) Post #AK60xwpAgs1IDcXnEW by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:23:53.869876Z
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I want to get to the root of bipolarity. I know it's the cause of possibly all of my anger. I'm normally a nice guy but my poles can't cross at certain times I guess
(DIR) Post #AK6109vcwNaRRJcNoe by princess@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:24:17.818571Z
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im so fuckin bipolar dude. thanks for sharing that you are too, cause damn.
(DIR) Post #AK61IDw2mZP94wQWxc by Mister_Fog@poa.st
2022-06-03T01:25:48.764676Z
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@Highroehler I have been battling these issues myself. It’s a constant.
(DIR) Post #AK61IF8qITEiovQGY4 by Mister_Fog@poa.st
2022-06-03T01:26:24.228533Z
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@Highroehler On top of some other things as well. 🤷🏼♂️
(DIR) Post #AK61IQpQqSq94CQvxY by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:27:35.960220Z
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Honestly pixie, maybe that's why we click sometimes but right now, is one of those fucking rare times, where both poles are active. I didn't take any hallucinagens but I'm seeing it clearly and I want the shit to stop lol
(DIR) Post #AK61TTwtaGpDviC4C8 by princess@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:29:35.805574Z
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did the weed not help?
(DIR) Post #AK61XpgEjHveUETZiK by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:30:22.843444Z
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The weed is the only thing that really helps. You know how it goes though. Then you start having a few beers. A switch gets pulled.
(DIR) Post #AK61ZKfP0XWKsZnipE by matty@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:30:39.182309Z
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I used to have really bad anger issues. I still do, but it's far more measured and normally applied the right way. Giving myself to Christ helped dramatically.
(DIR) Post #AK61g43bA1eJONKQvw by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:31:52.092858Z
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It certainly does. I have no support in Christ irl and it's half why I'm here but the other half is obvious shit posting/venting
(DIR) Post #AK61rimw3yuku45pq4 by Eiregoat@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:33:58.580242Z
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I find that it helps to remember that anger has a physical and spiritual cost. So if you're getting angry without achieving anything then you're effectively giving your enemy free hits.Doesn't always work, but if I keep reminding myself of that I usually calm down and start focusing on more productive thoughts.
(DIR) Post #AK61uFtPx6O09dKjEu by matty@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:34:26.056283Z
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I don't go to church, rarely discuss things like this in public and make my supplications in private. God has put some incredible people in my life and has opened my eyes to how blessed I really am - none of which I deserve. I have my doubts, concerns, worries, fears and insecurities but when I set my sights on Him, they are quieted. One step at a time.
(DIR) Post #AK6202FnZh0RaiYepM by Xenophon@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:35:28.759446Z
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Matty mass hour?
(DIR) Post #AK6223rMZiKL9Q5vEW by matty@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:35:50.634713Z
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That's why I'm doing what I'm doing now. I'm good with computers on account of my autism, so why not utilize my passion and skillset to give our people to have a sanctuary away from the bullshit? The time will come to take things head on, for lack of a better word, but right now reaching out to those like us and letting them know the grass is greener on our side is priority number one.
(DIR) Post #AK622LmhvlIYkC3STY by princess@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:35:53.854627Z
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happens to me all the time. once the switch is pulled, its downhill from there while the high and the low are in a destructive battle.
(DIR) Post #AK624hlLBixJUEXQcC by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:36:19.339876Z
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Man I want to pin this. Getting older gives me maturity by default and I know when I'm good and I know when I'm crossing the line but still let myself do it time to time.
(DIR) Post #AK626x1RQLQTOQ8kVc by matty@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:36:43.658646Z
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I've thought about uploading some audio of my prayers. It's not a side of myself I show to anyone but if I'm going to wear my heart on my sleeve, I might as well just go full bore.
(DIR) Post #AK629iWXmiuVIP0VEG by AlabasterBrick@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:36:25.778073Z
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Amen bro.
(DIR) Post #AK629uzhQ9MVyIjxL6 by Omega_Variant@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:37:15.924694Z
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Aye, lets gather our people for when that time comes.
(DIR) Post #AK62Dj6FaMpUExcWJc by Eiregoat@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:37:57.172082Z
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You're doing great work!
(DIR) Post #AK62FvVoPM5LJccr2W by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:38:20.964575Z
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Amen. It's like why the hell not? That's just a institutional as anything else. Don't have to be everything but I thing religious stuff is always better when the is a personal story attached to it
(DIR) Post #AK62IT78RoE86qINVo by Berglander@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:38:48.641812Z
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Based and Blood-of-the-Lamb-pilled.
(DIR) Post #AK62JYzM5kPMcPB7pI by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:39:00.239826Z
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Amen. It's like why the hell not? That's just a inspiational as anything else. Don't have to be everything but I think religious stuff is always better when the is a personal story attached to it
(DIR) Post #AK62M0bWO9euqVCEmO by Xenophon@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:39:26.997256Z
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Started reading psalms last night. Helped me check out. Literally just Davids prayers. Good enough for me
(DIR) Post #AK62QwypI47X3OSAaW by matty@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:40:20.502706Z
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I think it's important one does not conflate religion with faith. I am not a religious man. I am a man of faith. Religion comes with bureaucracy, politics and other nonsense. It is a distraction from the King. I'm not saying it doesn't have its place when applied correctly, but I deny labeling myself with a denomination.
(DIR) Post #AK62RJ27IVpBRyA6ls by Omega_Variant@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:40:24.440407Z
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He verbalizes alot of what we feel and says it so well.
(DIR) Post #AK62RxeSHOG7QSPI5A by Xenophon@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:40:31.529585Z
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Im not uploadimg anything thats fpr sure. I make Westborough baptists look like evangelical zionists.Im in a gym with 70% nonHaWytes right now and all I can think is “One day youll all burn”🤣🤣😭😭😭
(DIR) Post #AK62d87ngEuH5rSUtc by VIcFury@poa.st
2022-06-03T01:42:32.734222Z
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@Xenophon @Highroehler @matty Get right with the Lord. Read and obey Leviticus.
(DIR) Post #AK62lPxzEGSykGouxc by AlabasterBrick@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:43:02.769843Z
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Yes sir, I woulda ate a bullet years ago if it wasn't for the personal testimony of another. The transformation of faith comes at your less than zero moment.
(DIR) Post #AK62mWSUZrGxAZcEwy by AlabasterBrick@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:44:06.702519Z
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Spittin' straight facts yo.
(DIR) Post #AK62syp02MwusDDrZA by Xenophon@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:45:24.495285Z
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Ive aeen something I cant unsee.Part of me wants you all to know it because I cant see it not beimg true.And part of me prays Im wrong and you dont have to see the world the way I do.
(DIR) Post #AK62yX7JxG0GgeRLsm by VIcFury@poa.st
2022-06-03T01:46:24.786768Z
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@Xenophon @Highroehler @matty is always so…
(DIR) Post #AK63jun1l3TjiVXd9E by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:54:58.438848Z
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I use poor language at times but I just mean Christian based, nothing judeo attached, but yes faith. Faith means it's not in your hands. Relief of responsibility. Seriously though most times and pixie is right, I will sit and smoke weed. I relax and the other side of my brain makes excuses to pacify me temporarily. My problem is when I don't have any time to reflect Jack shit, go off and sneed because I didn't give myself enough time to process. Have you ever watched yourself do subverting dumb?Even the smart side says "well this is dumb but ughhh he needs to learn" and you let yourself follow through with some retarded douche baggery?
(DIR) Post #AK642J95wSUyT4dLoe by AlabasterBrick@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-03T01:57:44.261356Z
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I know exactly what you mean. Some mistakes are learned the hard way because we need them that way. We are dense mofos sometimes.
(DIR) Post #AKBLv4IG5HvKp2a4Fk by Highroehler@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-05T15:12:13.908059Z
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We know pixie will be there, the question is what user name will it be?
(DIR) Post #AKBM9BgdOSKdo1iOEC by Berglander@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-05T15:14:47.089384Z
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Pixiethejewslayer1488
(DIR) Post #AKBMYPrhoaUP1GvJce by Omega_Variant@nicecrew.digital
2022-06-05T15:19:20.347858Z
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Idk. I'll honor her request of never speaking to her again. I guess if she ever needs to talk she knows where to find me 🤷.