Post AGDW5uoUuumZoblf04 by Talloran@outerheaven.club
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 (DIR) Post #AGDW5uoUuumZoblf04 by Talloran@outerheaven.club
       2022-02-07T00:47:14.783023Z
       
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       It's not that i'm sitting on any train tracks. It's just that i still can't fall asleep because my mind is too busy thinking about a painless way to go. And then i might be late for work tomorrow again. And then i might get fired. And then i might be okay with some pain.
       
 (DIR) Post #AGDXGVqaBJrjWUMNe4 by Johann150@genau.qwertqwefsday.eu
       2022-02-07T00:52:17.631Z
       
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       @Talloran@outerheaven.club ​:blobfoxpatneutral:​ i wish i knew of a way to help you
       
 (DIR) Post #AGDXGWKiNHy71wSRc0 by Talloran@outerheaven.club
       2022-02-07T01:00:21.690979Z
       
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       @Johann150 Talking helps, but i hate myself so much for burdening friends with these utterly nonsensical thoughts. I don't want to burden anyone anymore. Because that is all i am. A burden. Everyone here here has their qualities. They are pretty, they are brave, or they are incredibly smart. And then there is me. I'm the best at my profession. Problem is that you could teach that profession to a chimpanzee. I type numbers all day and maybe check if they're plausible. I'm just too scared to do something else. So many unpredictable variables.