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(DIR) Post #A6QkC8mlkmNc5JJASO by thor@pl.thj.no
2021-04-20T07:17:19.249644Z
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one feeling that's been growing in me with age is the sensation of being alive, but in an aimless way. "i'm here. what now? none of my plans came through."
(DIR) Post #A6QkGrLG2JT7Qpgpkm by thor@pl.thj.no
2021-04-20T07:18:11.181920Z
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"what's next? there is nothing i truly care about or believe in anymore. i just am."
(DIR) Post #A6QkKFxowt5sfFLb16 by thor@pl.thj.no
2021-04-20T07:18:47.984583Z
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"the things i care about are things i won't get, but i will get plenty of things i don't care about."
(DIR) Post #A6QkL3GzcOXpath6Ce by thor@pl.thj.no
2021-04-20T07:18:55.712533Z
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that kind of thinking
(DIR) Post #A6QkR5Mal9FPoZBqr2 by thor@pl.thj.no
2021-04-20T07:20:02.067145Z
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(DIR) Post #A6QkjmXIyzTUvQ7Gxk by thor@pl.thj.no
2021-04-20T07:23:24.430284Z
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you can't run away from yourself
(DIR) Post #A6QnpzVDzDgQjvnNiK by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T07:58:09.005186Z
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@thor You just answered your own question in the most profound of ways.“No matter where you go, there you are.” - Mom (mine)You’ve realized the needed change isn’t without, it’s within. If you had gotten all of those things you wanted, you would then have wanted other things. Give you your dreams and you want the world Give you the world and you want the universe.“No water? You’ve got one problem. Got water? You’ve got a million problems.” - SadGuruFlip it. You’ve got everything. Always did. Gratitude is its own reward.
(DIR) Post #A6Qnwcs8WZDga0fyzI by thor@pl.thj.no
2021-04-20T07:59:20.411549Z
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@epic yes, of course, the problem has always been my own mind, not the external world. fully aware.
(DIR) Post #A6QnxNW76GWvFJjYga by thor@pl.thj.no
2021-04-20T07:59:27.621949Z
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@epic but a cursed mind it is
(DIR) Post #A6QnzGMEgn9FcZ0p28 by thor@pl.thj.no
2021-04-20T07:59:49.513843Z
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@epic and yes, CBT and all that, but easier said than done
(DIR) Post #A6QoB6mW7QIhOcxAu0 by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T08:01:58.132660Z
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@s8n My mother stole it from Satan? You’ve not the most believable there is, you know. All the stories of you say you always lie.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QoFlr7LchPwaKQhE by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T08:02:48.866622Z
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@thor It is what you wish. You must enjoy it or you wouldn’t revel in it.
(DIR) Post #A6QoPssC7174bUedvM by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T08:04:38.210307Z
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@s8n It’s just an old saying passed to me by my mother decades before the 90s. See, you always lie. The stories were right, as I knew they were.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QpWfilVel7nK2prE by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T08:17:04.124072Z
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@s8n You’re not nearly as intelligent, worldly, or convoluted as the stories said. You could be some slip of a kid imposter, for all I know. Wisdom of the ages, pffft. You have neither age nor wisdom.Did you ever learn anything? When you did, did you also learn the more you learn the less you know? Life is like that too.If you listened instead of always proudly announcing your profound knowledge, maybe you’d notice things, like if someone says a quote is from one of their parents or a pastor or countless other similar people it’s probably a saying that’s been around since time immemorial and that’s what they’re indicating.Hope you’re not armed. You’re way too quick on the draw.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QpkK8YYU4GuIcNVo by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T08:19:32.599130Z
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@epic @thor relevent https://shithole.neocities.org/way.html
(DIR) Post #A6QpkjGD9A2spHOLPk by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T08:19:36.856054Z
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@s8n Again, that’s already been stated, Quick Draw.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QqDXQaDfYIWdyqXY by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T08:24:49.065183Z
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@smooky Someone wrote what we knew was “The Book of Shite” before we even got to the title and you want me to read it? The author has all the wisdom of the ages s8n has.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QqOGJUBu0SdCm4Iq by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T08:26:45.161986Z
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@epic @thor its for true chads and big brains only. You must not b ready for the final Redpill. Go have some Bluepills. Thats more what u can handle.
(DIR) Post #A6QqkAVqREnB0n076W by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T08:30:42.580973Z
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@s8n I claim to be none of the three you’ve added either. First, no more. Second, not as often nowadays. Third, never or I’d have called myself s8n and gone online to battle with my wit.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QrqnNovncVG4yHq4 by mystik@midnightride.rs
2021-04-20T08:43:06.171712Z
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@epic @s8n @thor Guise, calm down, we all frens here.You're all appreciated and very especial frens.
(DIR) Post #A6Qs3KLYCSU4y2swfw by mystik@midnightride.rs
2021-04-20T08:45:21.879077Z
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@thor When I feel the same, I remind myself of the infinite value of Nature.Being more in contact with Nature is all we need.
(DIR) Post #A6QsD3u8BdRAruhZnE by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T08:47:08.410716Z
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@smooky You think everyone separate. You wouldn’t know the Red Pill if it bit you in the ass. You are walking wokie divisiveness, fear, and hatred, y’ain’t even reached blue pill stage yet, you’re regressing.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QsFe2qmtTtXI0nb6 by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T08:47:36.117138Z
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@epic @thor i am way beyond you. did u even read it?
(DIR) Post #A6Qszx8S8srQ43iJQO by hex@mathstodon.xyz
2021-04-20T08:36:48Z
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@thor @epic I don't know about that. Personally, I find that humanity has chosen a path that will lead to its destruction, which is ironically a valid solution to the problem it created. It is depressing, but it's not in the mind. Humans are depressing creatures, and being depressed by them is valid.
(DIR) Post #A6QszxYKafYpMJoylE by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T08:55:57.890402Z
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@hex It is depressing, but it’s not in the mind. Humans are depressing creatures, and being depressed by them is valid.If you’re talking about depression three times in two sentences and it’s one that’s not in the mind, do you mean there’s a dent in something external that you can neither go around, over, nor under? Or is there another type of depression that’s not an emotion?@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QwE8xzFbTwfuHDKS by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T09:32:09.376686Z
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@smooky I started, didn’t take a few seconds and I started skimming.The article or book or whatever you’d like to call it has had no thought put into it and is simply a collection of words gleaned from other cursorily-read articles combined together to convince others to hate the same people the author hates. The author obviously hasn’t read the sources for the terms bandied about like badly-juggled balls falling out of his hands. Hardly worth a deep read, is it? One knows where one is before even arriving at the Nazi version of the swastika.Right now, the western world seems to be losing the fight with that symbol you’re so proud of. Your folks are all over the streets burning and killing and occasionally popping in a store for a free stack of Levis or a few boxes of kicks. I’d be much happier if your socialism, its hatred aimed at conveniently disparate groups, and its oppressive government control was tamped back down a bit. This stripping of our freedoms is happening just a little too fast.I’m sure you’re ready for some blowback. I’m just not sure if your politicians truly know a couple of razor wire fences and a few tens of thousands of troops will not hold back tens of millions of freedom-lovers.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QwO00bPVcTmxCQjY by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T09:33:56.044202Z
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@epic @thor i repeat wat i said before, you are far too small brained to comprehend it, and that is fine.
(DIR) Post #A6QwnyRtpe5YTqLxo0 by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T09:38:37.845739Z
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@smooky Oh, yeah! Well at least I can type my name right side up! 😉 @thor
(DIR) Post #A6QwutFfYOD4O8vkno by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T09:39:53.294104Z
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@epic @thor wow good one, not ?????????? retard lol.
(DIR) Post #A6QxJbWIcJnedMUfQ0 by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T09:44:21.097213Z
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@smooky That was a friendly exit on the level you wanted the conversation, and even had a make-up wink, silly boy.That hatred’s neither making you happier nor stronger for the fight you think you’re in, you know, the one you don’t realize you’re on the wrong side of as I just explained to you.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6QxK4ojgqmLUwLIgK by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T09:43:47.616472Z
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@smooky @epic @thor what the fuck is that? 😆 you guys are full of shit.
(DIR) Post #A6QxK5AiN8MMb6cqwK by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T09:44:25.678973Z
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@beebop @epic @thor A philosophy / religion for the Modern age.
(DIR) Post #A6QxwmS1uQebpWB3Ue by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T09:51:25.941490Z
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@beebop I like that. It can hardly be argued with since it’s named the “Book of Shit”. It’s like programmers with their circular meta naming conventions.@smooky @thor
(DIR) Post #A6Qy39I5u8POP5ZCLY by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T09:52:34.606147Z
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@epic @beebop @thor yes i kno it is the perfect name for filtering nitwits
(DIR) Post #A6Qy9gzLWweMeVuxUW by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T09:53:45.597193Z
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@epic @beebop @thor by nitwits i mean you
(DIR) Post #A6QyESbqQ1jFVLCMxE by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T09:54:37.627575Z
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@smooky Exactly what I figured all this talk and the book was for. The troll isn’t to find those who disagree, but to filter out the nitwits who agree.@beebop @thor
(DIR) Post #A6Qzp21gJkRfj7Hn96 by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T10:12:26.152793Z
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@epic @beebop @thor actually its not really to flter anyone but jews. i am 100% serious about this. Not trolling.
(DIR) Post #A6R17wI5xtzhOZXj7o by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T10:27:03.445210Z
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@smooky Religions have been fighting since time immemorial, but it’s certainly unusual to have such as esoteric blend of religions since before the Abrahamic upset with one sect of one Abrahamic religion.You have reached far back into time with that philosophy to times when, although men were the ultimate in toughness and expendability, women held the upper hand in society. You can also hardly be expounding the virtues of those ancient teachings and be upset that Jews have different rules amongst themselves and from Christians, who also have different rules amongst themselves.How can you even be upset about people arguing whether you should eat an animal while it’s still alive and other such things when you’ve already decided none of those rules matter yet at all?@beebop @thor
(DIR) Post #A6RD4QAM9AiqLL0ny4 by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T12:40:01.563694Z
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@smookyIf you really think you this is a good philosophy/ religion you should be open to any kind of criticism towards it, and successfully prove all the critics are false. Humble and peaceful answers will work! @thor @epic
(DIR) Post #A6RD4QdQP5yTnUc1HE by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T12:40:53.149057Z
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@beebop @epic @thor i have done so 100% but you see im not a humble christ cuck. being humble is not one of my laws.
(DIR) Post #A6RDugckCaa6RdDE2a by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T12:42:13.960303Z
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@smooky @epic @thor Well fair enough, yes you don't have to be humble. But I don't see a fair answer to the above post by epic.
(DIR) Post #A6RDuh1Cje9BfUelAO by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T12:50:19.389202Z
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@beebop @epic @thor You see you are thinking about what i am doing all wrong. I am not creating a normal religion where im the leader and everyone does what i tell them at all., Its more of a philospophy. with some history and information and explaning som things its like easttern religion really. but u can completely ignore all the Religious parts and the Laws still apply without religion. I am doing this becase so long ago the jews somehow converted the strong badas pagans to be stupid weak christ cucks, and so I amn trying to do the revers. but u see ppl are trying to go to ancient paganism or watever other religions but the problem is those were made a lon long ime ago. and times change and we learn new things, so we need a philosophy/religion catered to these special predicament this planet has gotten itself into. I am using the jews programing but in a good way to program people to be free thinkers and not to trsut authority so easily.
(DIR) Post #A6RGi4SUZdqISr5pXE by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T12:59:08.975421Z
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@smooky @epic @thor I like the part "to program people to be free thinkers and not to trust authority so easily". I am not a Christian, I don't have a particular religion but I do follow Buddhism as a philosophy. And I do like the idea of paganism. I don't understand how jews are related and why they should be segregated.In the other hand I don't believe a religion will be able to make people free thinkers.
(DIR) Post #A6RGi4opEbhta7XfLU by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T13:21:40.121480Z
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@beebop @epic @thor if u like buddhism and paganism this is perfect they segregate themselves in a way because jews consider everyone else to be subhuman equal to dogs, its in their talmud . but its not even original their faults. they have been decieved by Enlil or Satan or Baphomet(same person) he convinced them that he realy is the source of all and the creator of the univers but it isnt true in the slightest. Enlil hasnt actualy done fuckign nothign but be a spoiled retard for 100,000 years or something. he didnt even make humans the way we are, that was his older brother Enki who taught humans basicaly everythign . and made it so we can reproduce sexually. before that we were slaves that could not repoduce used for mining and hard labor, but the truth is even before that there was the original humans not called humans that were non physical beings of pure energy, like only mental no form and uses telepathy. You see Tolkien is basicaly spot on with everything.
(DIR) Post #A6RGzRM0hbamOdLMSO by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T13:24:47.681251Z
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@beebop @epic @thor what people do not understand about the Jews is that they truly do not think they are doing anythign wrong. They think this truly is the best course for the planet because thats what they were told. They truly think that the best way is have them be the chosen people and everyone else be their slaves. Enlil deceives them about karma.
(DIR) Post #A6RHP59Dt4773PabGy by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T13:28:03.862123Z
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@smooky @epic @thor oohw just like the Jews I think your intentions are good, but I don't think this is going to work. I mean may be those gods created the humans. Who knows, the thing is I don't see a purpose of of knowing these things. Just like the Nazism this can end in blood. If somehow you succeed to go that far. In short I don't see peace and happiness here, those are the only things I expect from a philosophy.
(DIR) Post #A6RHP5YONUFMJTMhVI by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T13:29:26.400174Z
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@beebop @epic @thor I am planing for the future. It may not catch on right away, but I am the next true prophet
(DIR) Post #A6RHTBjVLU3edUWA5Y by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T13:28:33.435761Z
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@smooky @epic @thor Just like some parts of Islam. 🤔
(DIR) Post #A6RHTC8JrDuJsS7ylc by smooky@pleroma.soykaf.com
2021-04-20T13:30:10.902023Z
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@beebop @epic @thor Which is why you cannot judge really anyone, but we are at a special time and will be destroyed if we do nothing about the problem
(DIR) Post #A6RHYQu2N6an8Gwf7w by ChuckNeely@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz
2021-04-20T13:31:08.167562Z
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@smooky @beebop @epic @thor paganism is literally nothing more than archaic localized proto-buddhism, everyone's already moved beyond that.
(DIR) Post #A6RHdWQtEt2TjNjqZE by ChuckNeely@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz
2021-04-20T13:32:03.451809Z
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@smooky @beebop @epic @thor paganism is literally nothing more than archaic localized proto-hinduism, everyone's already moved beyond that.
(DIR) Post #A6RIj5RmaFmdjDND2O by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T12:33:21.990374Z
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@smooky @epic @thor A religion or anything promoting violence against any kind of a creature is pretty stupid and very dangerous.
(DIR) Post #A6RKTWYIEwgF4H7q4W by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T13:32:14.547533Z
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@smooky @epic @thor yes it's true I can not judge anyone.
(DIR) Post #A6RWai9qggaCXVsx3w by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-20T13:32:53.614645Z
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@smooky @epic @thor Okay, good luck try not to shed blood in the future. I will stay with my Buddhism 😃
(DIR) Post #A6STqgwir48Gi6dMrg by hex@mathstodon.xyz
2021-04-21T02:56:21Z
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@epic @thor Basically yes. I cannot change the choices that humanity makes, and those choices leave me with no future. Game over.It is depressing, but the cause is not internal.And yes, there are other kinds of "depression" (e.g. economic, physical) but I am referring to emotions.
(DIR) Post #A6STqhMxHX7G1SuJkm by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-21T03:23:35.040593Z
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@hex Your emotions are completely, totally, and absolutely up to you. If that one, depression, incapacitates you in any way, don’t indulge in it unless you wish to become incapacitated.Everything is relative. People who have suffered the most are often those who accomplish the most. They’ve been through the fire and it’s tempered them. If the emotion does not improve your condition and you don’t change the emotion you will not be as likely to improve your condition.Emotions are internal. The only person who can change them is you. Even a therapist can only lead you to change them yourself. Magic wands only work in Photoshop et al.@thor
(DIR) Post #A6SY6CTuI0pufwo3EW by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-21T03:26:29.049784Z
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@hex @epic @thor An easy way around is to mentally give up everything that troubles you. Stop worrying about the future and let the humanity to what ever the fuck it want to do, just chill out and live in present.
(DIR) Post #A6SfCunV8Tx7XI7WIS by hex@mathstodon.xyz
2021-04-21T04:39:56Z
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@beebop @epic @thor Yes, giving up wanting something solves the problem of caring about that something, but that's not really a solution. It's logically equivalent to saying, "If you can't breathe, just stop caring about staying alive and accept that you don't get to breathe anymore." Problem solved? If you think so, you are the problem.
(DIR) Post #A6SfCvBbgrEck3Ols0 by epic@gleasonator.com
2021-04-21T05:30:51.258902Z
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@hex I’m certainly not answering for beebop, he certainly doesn’t need me to. Just commenting.Your breathing example is quite extreme. When you can’t breathe, you’re in panic mode, there is no depression whatsoever. Once, on the TV show M.A.S.H., the surgeon Hawkeye Pierce had a patient who had given up on life. Burned over all of his body, the patient was extremely disfigured and in constant intense pain everywhere. There was also the pain that he’d never have a normal life, meet a nice girl, settle down. He kept saying he just wanted to die. Hawkeye started to smother him with a pillow. The man struggled valiantly and survived, teaching himself that he did not really want to die.Like I said, that’s a pretty extreme example.Eckhart Tolle uses an example of being stuck in the mud, and how you react if you’ve let go your emotions. If you are stuck in the mud somewhere, you don’t say, “Okay, I am in the mud, I have to accept it, and here I am – I’m not taking any action because I have to accept what is”. This moment is already always as it is, and there’s nothing you can do about that. That’s what you accept. Then, action that arises has a different energy to it. The will that flows into what you do is no longer egoic. You simply get out of the mud.No one is saying to give up. I think what Eckhart is saying is if you lose negative emotion, you can more easily “get out of the mud”.@beebop @thor
(DIR) Post #A6TBgX7IwPuhJRY9r6 by beebop@gleasonator.com
2021-04-21T06:45:23.915894Z
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@epic @hex @thor Yes this is a much more complete answer. I am not good with expressing my ideas. By giving I didn't mean to just not do anything and die. I mean to live in the present and stop worrying about things YOU can't change or make better.