Post A5q0hCpXGputH7uLDs by wikifarms@kiwifarms.cc
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(DIR) Post #A5p00QWaHkes8ZgWH2 by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T02:15:09.008516Z
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I'm not suicide baiting I just cant do it I am too much of a coward
(DIR) Post #A5p0BkLWvevqnZubVQ by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T02:17:11.720196Z
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If you want me to kill myself just say so
(DIR) Post #A5p0J6mDvnEQOPuMQC by Voice@magicalmirro.red
2021-04-02T02:18:29.452073Z
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@Mevie instead of suicide, you could do something useful. Theoretically.
(DIR) Post #A5p2AgAPBMtNSHKLMe by xue@shitposter.club
2021-04-02T02:37:10.401706Z
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@Mevie the only thing that can kill you is my love boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
(DIR) Post #A5p2AgXnmNbicqH1pg by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T02:39:23.692540Z
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@xue Classy
(DIR) Post #A5p4QIo40FrJXuSEvw by xue@shitposter.club
2021-04-02T02:41:14.880847Z
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@Mevie mevie mevie ill write song about you
(DIR) Post #A5p4QJIYAuFH4SiaS8 by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T03:04:37.830170Z
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@xue See: https://stereophonic.space/notice/A5p0K89W6HmMQ78ym0Just say so
(DIR) Post #A5p4gMsQdZ9kns9n16 by xue@shitposter.club
2021-04-02T03:06:47.566993Z
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@Mevie i dont want you to die, you stupid fuck. Go to sleep and tomorrow call someone who you can meet irl
(DIR) Post #A5pIQpp0eTkVIc2r1U by denza252@shitposter.club
2021-04-02T05:41:36.983931Z
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@xue @Mevie yeah don't do anything dumb plsget some help :c
(DIR) Post #A5pIme7sogBHOfH196 by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T05:45:33.418555Z
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@denza252 @xue I ate soap.
(DIR) Post #A5pIvIk1h5ApgBF30y by denza252@shitposter.club
2021-04-02T05:47:07.392539Z
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@Mevie @xue i hope you didn't do that and if you did you should seek help in case it's toxic or some shit
(DIR) Post #A5pJ13URJLpS7Dh8me by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T05:48:08.950460Z
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@denza252 @xue Thats the point but it isnt toxic enough unfortunately I will be okay after a brief day of puking
(DIR) Post #A5pJ6MjNCYGDEoDDEm by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T05:49:07.157993Z
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@denza252 @xue I just wanted to hurt myself but not too much because apparently people care
(DIR) Post #A5pJ9gDxBNWsZ161rc by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T05:49:43.120696Z
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@denza252 @xue Its not the type of pain I wanted
(DIR) Post #A5puFVZlNjrba2wKfo by theblessing@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T12:45:20.142106Z
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@Mevie by “suicide baiting” i was referring to the fact that in that thread, you repeatedly encouraged like twenty different people to kill themselves, including detailing ways they could do it. i see you’ve also been in my dm’s overnight telling *me* to kill myself. i think that’s highly inappropriate. i also think you’re extremely hypocritical to spend weeks on end threatening suicide in order to fish for reactions and replies from good samaritans, but you have no problem wishing the same thing on other people. pick a lane. also, eating soap is retard-tier.
(DIR) Post #A5pueKh4yhA94PCPFA by newt@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T12:49:50.183084Z
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@theblessing @Mevie holy shit Mevie what the bell :comfysweat:
(DIR) Post #A5puh3SjV56UUqmpqS by newt@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T12:50:20.430035Z
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@theblessing @Mevie holy shit Mevie what the hell :comfysweat:
(DIR) Post #A5pybh9lPCoNgVc6uO by EcklestonPinola@poa.st
2021-04-02T13:34:11.720601Z
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@Mevie Solution:Stay off internetLiftStop being such a pussy faggotHappiness is yours.
(DIR) Post #A5pyhhqVks2dYoTVBY by wikifarms@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T13:35:16.386400Z
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@theblessing @Mevie what you describe sounds a lot like someone with a personality disorder, I would say a borderline one F60.3 in the ICD-10https://www.icd10data.com/ICD10CM/Codes/F01-F99/F60-F69/F60-/F60.3bordies are extremely irritating and Otto Kernberg wrote books about them. Also by Otto Kernberg "Love Relations" is a very interesting book but one has to read it many times to understand everything.But like many psychanalysis books it is very dangerous because you then find out things about yourself that maybe you were happier not knowing or if you don't have a supervisor they could be dangerous :-/
(DIR) Post #A5pyhjX5U3h0n9P1Bg by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:35:15.643214Z
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@theblessing 1. The post that sparked that thread was telling me to die. 2. You want me to kill myself.
(DIR) Post #A5pyq5cfEnwLcRzmnQ by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:36:47.318528Z
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@EcklestonPinola Oh, leaving the internet will solve everything in my life? If I wasnt on here I would already be dead.
(DIR) Post #A5pyy0xuRBg5UWiBZw by theblessing@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T13:38:12.265014Z
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@Mevie 1. the post that sparked that thread was you saying you are israeli. 2. i have never expressed this sentiment and generally don’t tell people to kill themselves because i know that personally that’s the last thing i want to hear when i’m feeling low. 3. i’m not interested in arguing with you because you seem to be underage and also stupid.
(DIR) Post #A5pzADDIizBwxBj9Wq by EcklestonPinola@poa.st
2021-04-02T13:40:26.006143Z
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@Mevie Internet echo chambers cause and reinforce dysfunction. The internet is not your friend. Abandon it and take up street fighting. Less whining on the internet, more getting your ass whooped by peeved strangers. It is the one true path. For you.
(DIR) Post #A5pzBJpxaGWHmmKzE8 by theblessing@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T13:40:36.765682Z
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@wikifarms @Mevie seems pretty histrionic personality disorder to me, but i’m no clinician. i also dislike all the millions of personality disorders because edgelords latch onto them as some justification for being completely insufferable when in reality they’re pretty aware of how manipulative they are being. sounds like an interesting book, though. :3
(DIR) Post #A5pzTSpqrpt8uDwHkO by Lumeinshin@pleroma.skyshanty.xyz
2021-04-02T13:43:54.657229Z
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@theblessing @Mevie Wtf you got a kill yourself?I only got an Anakin style "I hate you" :cirno_cry: I need to step up my game
(DIR) Post #A5pzZIuefipBrwyEUa by theblessing@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T13:44:57.671869Z
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@Lumeinshin @Mevie i got that too, but i guess he decided that wasn’t badass enough so he followed up with more. 😆
(DIR) Post #A5pzZm5eBvqgMRKv9U by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:45:02.409159Z
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@theblessing 1. You know what I mean. I was not the one coming someone and telling / implying they should die to begin with. I hate how I responded. But these people undoubtedly deserved to be told that. 2. You didnt say so directly. But we both know what you meant by that post. 3. If you didnt want to argue you should have never spoken to me.
(DIR) Post #A5pzbqZAWJWCp48IwC by fluffy@social.handholding.io
2021-04-02T13:45:25.514379Z
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@Mevie @theblessing welcome back uwu
(DIR) Post #A5pzfwYED7gkXhe8jg by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:46:09.611464Z
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@EcklestonPinola No its not.
(DIR) Post #A5pzhxDIicDnAzogyG by Lumeinshin@pleroma.skyshanty.xyz
2021-04-02T13:46:31.916845Z
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@theblessing @Mevie Wow, I wish I was righteous enough to dm people in the middle of the night to tell them how much I hate them
(DIR) Post #A5pzlMVL8z1WU2sZsm by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:47:08.753596Z
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@theblessing @Lumeinshin Leave me alone "I dont want to argue" in what world exactly?
(DIR) Post #A5pzpaLpbX5qaQRgR6 by gingermilk@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T13:47:53.903847Z
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@Lumeinshin @theblessing @Mevie wtf y'all get that from meshy? I thought I was special :cry:
(DIR) Post #A5pzpvoxmPsFArEkG8 by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:47:58.304158Z
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@fluffy @theblessing I'm not back I logged back in to tell Newt to delete all my posts and replies automatically and I will do it soon
(DIR) Post #A5pzvU2fyRF2l0IYOO by fluffy@social.handholding.io
2021-04-02T13:48:58.438786Z
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@Mevie @theblessing what will you do next? Is there some cool place to explore I should know about?
(DIR) Post #A5q01jdau3imrZY0AK by RoyalJohnny242@poa.st
2021-04-02T13:50:06.437689Z
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@theblessing @Mevie Wow a histrionic Jew crying as he strikes you, color me shocked!
(DIR) Post #A5q04vCqLdyHbwYQxU by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:50:40.144432Z
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@fluffy @theblessing I want to make this an abandoned account move some of you to XMPP and Matrix so we can talk and quit Fedi
(DIR) Post #A5q06rzZGkFSDoH2Z6 by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:51:02.070110Z
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@RoyalJohnny242 @theblessing Oh you again? great
(DIR) Post #A5q0A97O3E7cCqUeR6 by wetsocks@cdrom.tokyo
2021-04-02T13:51:22.281151Z
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@Mevie @fluffy @theblessing Farewell. Take care of yourself. Good luck.(everyone else, kindly fuck off from this thread. thank you.)
(DIR) Post #A5q0CUloWJcFwDWU52 by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:52:03.043337Z
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@wetsocks @fluffy Its okay I can talk to you on XMPP
(DIR) Post #A5q0CtG7TI7Nt9t1eK by RoyalJohnny242@poa.st
2021-04-02T13:52:07.372808Z
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@Mevie @theblessing It’s the nigga you love to hateBut for real who put the paprika in your vagisil?
(DIR) Post #A5q0EbVMS5IFP7ph7g by theblessing@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T13:52:25.594233Z
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@Lumeinshin @Mevie just gotta start drinking, lovely. you’ll be sending all sorts of unsolicited opinions to people in the middle of the night. :ablobtipping:
(DIR) Post #A5q0Eql9jdqAiSL1KC by wikifarms@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T13:52:28.053719Z
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@theblessing @Mevie ah just don't answer back, you see, people with personality disorders do it for the attention. If you bother answering or noticing them, they learn that "my attention-seeking behaviour is working" and in a forum say something or irl cut their arms and it reinforces the behaviourif when they write kys or I am killing myself it doesn't get any reaction, then they "learn" that "saying kys" doesn't "work".It takes years for them to unlearn their behaviour. They often find someone who notices them. So imagine someone who is bland and unattractive like this one. Nobody pays attention to him because he's boring. But he "learnt" that "when I say I am killing myself people notice me". He is just very uninteresting and found this way to be noticed.Best imho is zero reaction or ask him "what else are you doing to be noticed?"Then he sort of gets short-circuited. Imho.
(DIR) Post #A5q0SuxMvZjjmql5QO by RoyalJohnny242@poa.st
2021-04-02T13:55:01.135106Z
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@wetsocks @Mevie @fluffy @theblessing Who the fuck are you? Mevie or whatever wants to talk mad shit without getting any blowback like a typical Israeli. Quit feeding into a BPDpig’s delusions
(DIR) Post #A5q0YL5pBG96INIaFk by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T13:55:59.103891Z
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@wikifarms I dont have borderline personality disorder and I dont do this leave me alone also @theblessing started this and commented in this thread
(DIR) Post #A5q0aYSaS8kyKe0CFk by Lumeinshin@pleroma.skyshanty.xyz
2021-04-02T13:56:23.945123Z
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@Mevie @theblessing >you know what I mean>we both know what you meantStandards for thee but not for me it seemsIf you hate how you responded don't try to justify it with "they deserve to do it" or whatever kind of BS (am phoneposting so can't see quote exactly)Literally jumping at people accusing them of doing what you were doing. Get the fuck off your computer and do some growing up, stop wasting everyone's time.
(DIR) Post #A5q0bzpMBgqvV2L8bI by AirTightWoodDoor@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz
2021-04-02T13:56:39.506637Z
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@theblessing @Mevie Eating soap is healthy. It’s full of fatty acids and makes your shit smell like pine needles.
(DIR) Post #A5q0gzFFmQAb8ppgMi by fluffy@social.handholding.io
2021-04-02T13:57:33.177298Z
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@RoyalJohnny242 @wetsocks @Mevie @theblessing i have no idea who that guy is, but it's out of line to be rude to me when i'm just being friendly. what a loser, lashing out at people he doesn't even know
(DIR) Post #A5q0hCpXGputH7uLDs by wikifarms@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T13:57:35.645278Z
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@theblessing @Mevie yes, the book is interesting, I show proof :-)
(DIR) Post #A5q0nB0IyQNXLfnANU by Lumeinshin@pleroma.skyshanty.xyz
2021-04-02T13:58:40.914756Z
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@theblessing @Mevie Don't tempt me, I still owe you a long (you) :asuka_love: I only drink as a celebration, even then it's only ever 1Last time I got drunk I walked a few miles for mcnuggies at 3am
(DIR) Post #A5q0tM0CzisDCHgztw by wetsocks@cdrom.tokyo
2021-04-02T13:58:58.647894Z
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@fluffy @RoyalJohnny242 @Mevie @theblessing I will not repeat myself. Blocked.
(DIR) Post #A5q0tMMtdN1OKeJ7GS by RoyalJohnny242@poa.st
2021-04-02T13:59:47.048982Z
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@wetsocks @fluffy @Mevie @theblessing No one asked you to you narcissistic pigEat a bowl of fuck
(DIR) Post #A5q0zM3bhgcz6Y8xqS by lumenetsal@poa.st
2021-04-02T13:58:34.262097Z
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@AirTightWoodDoor @theblessing @Mevie Cleanliness is next to Hitlerness.
(DIR) Post #A5q1l7CAGNqauXv6m0 by wikifarms@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T14:09:28.592973Z
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@Lumeinshin @Mevie @theblessing the problem with people like him, with a personality disorder, is that often it's their only way of getting attention. If you tell him "get off your computer" it's a reaction.Interesting suggestion, histrionic and not borderline.Maybe someone could read the ICD-10 or Americans the DSM-5 and see the difference. I would say more borderline because imho "I am killing myself" is much more borderline, but then borderline has a bit of everything, also histrionic.Saying "I don't have a personality disorder" is also typical. Either he has one and therefore must deny it, or he wants to pretend he has one, and only someone who has a personality disorder would want to make people think he is pretending to have one.It will take years for him to rectify his behaviour and I used rectify on purpose as it underscores the likelihood of male homosexual passive activity.
(DIR) Post #A5q2326ZvWW2KwqpoO by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T14:12:45.038067Z
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@wikifarms @Lumeinshin @theblessing I dont want to pretend I have it I dont have it
(DIR) Post #A5q4UdyRRJK3VnL4Ay by wikifarms@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T14:40:07.576518Z
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@Mevie @Lumeinshin @theblessing maybe you don't understand. People don't even get angry at you. Or happy. Or annoyed. It's just like background noise. Maybe try to be interesting. Contribute something. The KYS / I kill myself gimmick works up to a point. People will plain block you because why bother?I understand that it's hard to see one's own personality disorder but nobody wants to be your babysitter.Behaving like this makes you as valuable as a broken USB cable to a cat.Anything you will now pretend to feel will not be believed and your exhortations to people to kill themselves will be ignored, as they come from someone with a personality disorder.
(DIR) Post #A5q4g6Snr7Tj3Z0L4a by Mevie@stereophonic.space
2021-04-02T14:42:12.509553Z
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@wikifarms Dont give me a diagnosis you pseudointellectual bastard
(DIR) Post #A5q54KgubrE68H9oau by EcklestonPinola@poa.st
2021-04-02T14:46:36.021126Z
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@wikifarms @Mevie @Lumeinshin @theblessing You can die from someone else’s misery—emotional states are as infectious as diseases. You may feel you are helping the drowning man but you are only precipitating your own disaster. The unfortunate sometimes draw misfortune on themselves; they will also draw it on you. Associate with the happy and fortunate instead.>[…]>The other side of infection is equally valid, and perhaps more readily understood: There are people who attract happiness to themselves by their good cheer, natural buoyancy, and intelligence. They are a source of pleasure, and you must associate with them to share in the prosperity they draw upon themselves.This applies to more than good cheer and success: All positive qualities can infect us. >[…]>Use the positive side of this emotional osmosis to advantage. If, for example, you are miserly by nature, you will never go beyond a certain limit; only generous souls attain greatness. Associate with the generous, then, and they will infect you, opening up everything that is tight and restricted in you. If you are gloomy, gravitate to the cheerful. If you are prone to isolation, force yourself to befriend the gregarious. Never associate with those who share your defects—they will reinforce everything that holds you back. Only create associations with positive affinities. Make this a rule of life and you will benefit more than from all the therapy in the world.- from ‘The 45 Laws of Power’ by Robert Greene
(DIR) Post #A5qHRmw0xvhNq4AkAi by Nukie@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-02T17:05:17.502307Z
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@Mevie Don't let your dreams be dreams meshy! You can do it if you put your heart into it, because your heart can do anything!! Go go meshy!!! We will cheer you on from the sidelines <3seriously though, I hope you get better
(DIR) Post #A5r7HZUVI0WireknJo by Philoxenus@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-03T02:46:06.872736Z
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@wikifarms @theblessing @Mevie >But like many psychanalysis books it is very dangerous because you then find out things about yourself that maybe you were happier not knowing This sounds retarded.
(DIR) Post #A5rNhR3arsfdVDWOxc by wikifarms@kiwifarms.cc
2021-04-03T05:50:03.173533Z
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@Philoxenus @Mevie @theblessing try :-) read Otto Kernberg and see when a "realisation" hits you, how you have to pause the book for a while.Maybe you will see how what you thought were good decisions in life were described in the book as resulting from interactions in childhood and you see that you were not acting because you had really thought about, but because of some weird primal reason.But it's normal, try. That's why you should read these books only when prepared and possibly with a supervisor you call should what you found out about yourself is too overwhelming :-/
(DIR) Post #A5u0pHRamGl2X9Okq0 by newt@stereophonic.space
2021-04-04T12:17:55.542107Z
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@wikifarms @theblessing @Mevie I dated a girl like that and it was hell :comfysweat: Never again doing the same mistake