Post 9vHxgUMM8FODABT0oS by cantinto@outerheaven.club
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 (DIR) Post #9vHwlhzykXy2xRvREe by NTResponder@chitter.xyz
       2020-05-22T00:50:10Z
       
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       i think, as a kid my gender was <bits and pieces of text that i read off video equipment and game consoles>
       
 (DIR) Post #9vHwpQxU2yEBGbXCuu by cantinto@outerheaven.club
       2020-05-22T00:51:32.390815Z
       
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       @NTResponder there's a lewd blast processing joke in here somewhere but devil if I could make it
       
 (DIR) Post #9vHxgTe2mzwawkjckC by NTResponder@chitter.xyz
       2020-05-22T00:58:10Z
       
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       @cantinto is it a matter of finding a gpod phrasing?
       
 (DIR) Post #9vHxgTyFZs6hxQBlEu by NTResponder@chitter.xyz
       2020-05-22T00:58:19Z
       
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       @cantinto good*
       
 (DIR) Post #9vHxgUMM8FODABT0oS by cantinto@outerheaven.club
       2020-05-22T01:01:06.438917Z
       
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       @NTResponder just outta juice today
       
 (DIR) Post #9vI05uReU48HDJC3EW by NTResponder@chitter.xyz
       2020-05-22T01:14:49Z
       
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       @cantinto it's like that
       
 (DIR) Post #9vI05uknKtReAg9L4S by NTResponder@chitter.xyz
       2020-05-22T01:16:53Z
       
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       @cantinto aside: seeing "kid" and "lewd" in roughly the same context made me remember how lewd i was for a kid :blobfoxterrified:  (in my current opinion)i am not sure what to think about that
       
 (DIR) Post #9vI06NO6sJWwyil8Eq by cantinto@outerheaven.club
       2020-05-22T01:28:12.988119Z
       
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       @NTResponder mood
       
 (DIR) Post #9vI1vTtQY4zNsPL9Yu by NTResponder@chitter.xyz
       2020-05-22T01:32:01Z
       
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       @cantinto i had the good sense to keep it to myself and i had not been taken advantage of in general but i'm seeing a connection to the original thread. even back then i kept things to myself, instead of appearing legible to anyone else
       
 (DIR) Post #9vI1vU9NalkWfsntQW by cantinto@outerheaven.club
       2020-05-22T01:48:38.142830Z
       
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       @NTResponder I kept it to myself toonot out of fear for safety but fear of disgust
       
 (DIR) Post #9vI3mnPsn7lFjIVWBE by NTResponder@chitter.xyz
       2020-05-22T02:06:31Z
       
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       @cantinto oh, i think it played a partbut mostly, it seemed like something that was just wiser not to share. maybe i noticed how uncomfortable they got around all things pertaining to sex. in general, i think i had learned it's wiser when not to involve adults, because they are too different to understand my frame
       
 (DIR) Post #9vI3mnaW9aGgGHU0ky by cantinto@outerheaven.club
       2020-05-22T02:09:28.699587Z
       
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       @NTResponder ahhI had always felt more at home around adults because I didn't learn how to really integrate into my peer group until very late, I still struggle with it. perhaps as a result I took a certain amount of joy in making others shift in their seats by bringing up uncomfortable subjects.I was kind of a bitch, honestly.