Post 9uAgrkpnypdKXsFSDY by coleoptera@cybre.space
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 (DIR) Post #9uAgrkpnypdKXsFSDY by coleoptera@cybre.space
       2020-04-18T07:32:39Z
       
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       Part of it was probably being raised in an evangelical American environment and part of it is probably just being temperamentally predisposed to anxiety but I have always thought of my life in terms of waiting for some disaster/catastrophe/Armageddon that it would just pathetically expire in. Now, being separated from my partner in the midst of a pandemic is making me sit with these thoughts for weeks at a time and honestly attempt to work through them
       
 (DIR) Post #9uAgrqHHk5aNQY8yFE by coleoptera@cybre.space
       2020-04-18T07:36:29Z
       
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       Despite everything, I have to start thinking of my life as long and resilient, because once I finalize this move back (and it will happen!!) it's fairly open ended what I decide to do for the first time in years. I have to start committing to living my life like, well, a life, rather than chunks of a few years at a time that are cut off from each other