Post 9lrH1GSGOg0yzSPfSy by phildobangnz@pl.smuglo.li
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(DIR) Post #9lrBHTHZs9OZgOl9km by saga@bsd.moe
2019-08-13T22:07:20.851231Z
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the name of god/gods isn't power word(s), but one's name plus a political position or sexual fetish or some other trait is a huge power word. how fucked is that?
(DIR) Post #9lrBRP6YGCalcaL35c by nerthos@shitposter.club
2019-08-13T22:09:09.527106Z
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@saga abdl eugen
(DIR) Post #9lrBYzGODnj9nCYXg0 by saga@bsd.moe
2019-08-13T22:10:31.457179Z
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@nerthos power word: bbc eugen
(DIR) Post #9lrBuvoRjR3dSewwZk by nerthos@shitposter.club
2019-08-13T22:14:29.692620Z
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@saga Does he have a tv loicense?
(DIR) Post #9lrDBXQXkXz0hxFg00 by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T22:28:40.975889Z
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@saga Divine homophobia is the restoration of that"God Hates Fags" is the ultimate power phraseHomophobia is the last stand of all that was ever beautiful before the world is swallowed up in corporate hedonism
(DIR) Post #9lrE3xQBJuSuxt21rc by saga@bsd.moe
2019-08-13T22:38:31.825575Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV power word: bisexual levi(just messing with you here lol)
(DIR) Post #9lrEJJdD1eY2ByRsLA by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T22:41:17.450143Z
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@saga I'M NOT FUCKING BISEXUALtenor.gif
(DIR) Post #9lrEXVSfq308w8Ht5s by saga@bsd.moe
2019-08-13T22:43:51.666651Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV just messing with you, but now you understand what my original post means in the first place lol: trait + name = reaction1565653222453.jpg
(DIR) Post #9lrEgJlKhkLnG7DUyu by nerthos@shitposter.club
2019-08-13T22:45:28.081172Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @saga True you're gay as hell
(DIR) Post #9lrEkmN8HCa59H1aDY by nik@letsalllovela.in
2019-08-13T22:46:16.498384Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @saga lol bifag
(DIR) Post #9lrEz0E5Z1PqAdZoZc by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T22:48:50.645704Z
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@nik @saga Wow I've never gotten more angry at something over the internet in my lifeI should go for a walk or something...
(DIR) Post #9lrF6CZo2nnEV9ASLQ by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T22:50:07.846115Z
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@nik @saga Besides, the people have spoken2019_08_01_22.42.16.jpg
(DIR) Post #9lrF7Uh0At5Eyd9KfQ by nik@letsalllovela.in
2019-08-13T22:50:22.842027Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @saga you did lewd shit with a guy that's pretty gay desu
(DIR) Post #9lrFPxvSE1z0r1iXey by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T22:53:41.977924Z
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@nik @saga If a girl said she was a lesbian and someone told her she just needed some dick and cited examples of past heterosexual relationships, that person would become a social pariah for the rest of his lifeBut trying to tell a straight person they're really gay is just fineThis is life in homonormative society
(DIR) Post #9lrFXF7mg8p2DrxFzc by nik@letsalllovela.in
2019-08-13T22:55:01.746388Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @saga you didn't just "have some relationships" you told me in great detail how you love to make out with your bf with each other's cum in your mouths
(DIR) Post #9lrFoavEtA7ykYMQpE by saga@bsd.moe
2019-08-13T22:58:09.260001Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @nik well levi, being bisexual doesn't necessarily mean that you're obligated to be gay, or even do homosexual stuff in any meaningful capacity. it literally means you have the capacity to find the same sex attractive. if you really want to try and eradicate such feelings, i'll try to be a support to you but there's no evidence that sexual attraction ever really goes away barring some ridiculously drastic measures, like becoming a eunuch or the side effects of some antidepressants
(DIR) Post #9lrG6qZ3TCzsTYghPM by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:01:27.904674Z
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@saga @nik I don't have to play by your rules I'm heterosexual because I choose to be, thats my identityAs much as homonormative society will try to invalidate it, Im not obliged to listen
(DIR) Post #9lrG7njjT9avzl8Yk4 by phildobangnz@pl.smuglo.li
2019-08-13T23:01:38.366474Z
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@saga idk sounds about right, those other things actually exist in the irl after all
(DIR) Post #9lrGKNnxC8QxKj6wc4 by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:03:53.988921Z
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@nik @saga We also did a lot more stuff during the "squint and pretend he's Nikki" phase of our relationship (the end)But it was just a phase, I was just confused, it's overTurns out I was really still straight the whole time
(DIR) Post #9lrGLduimqC3aIsRzU by nerthos@shitposter.club
2019-08-13T23:04:08.315982Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @nik @saga You're a massive fag levi, you described it in excruciating detail, just admit it.
(DIR) Post #9lrGZJGeLW0TbaeQGO by saga@bsd.moe
2019-08-13T23:06:35.789853Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @nik i respect that. also, tbh i really don't think we're anywhere near the point of a homonormative society, hetero is still the norm, and might be a perennial norm. tbh i just want to be homo (or bi) and left to exist in peace, but that just plain doesn't seem to be happening at this point in time. i wish it were depoliticized already so that i can enjoy being legally bound to my partner (and vice versa, that they are legally bound to me) and spend time in public, no kissing or hugging or pda, just being beyond mere friendship, like a pair of matched socks
(DIR) Post #9lrGaAqH9mznlQj7eS by saga@bsd.moe
2019-08-13T23:06:45.790746Z
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@phildobangnz cruel but fair
(DIR) Post #9lrGbWKyivs8igjJWy by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:06:59.586966Z
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@nerthos @nik @saga Never and no furtherThere is no possible motivation to admit anything, it accomplishes nothingI do not have such feelings anymoreC2y5rptXAAIHNuU.jpgC2y5rpuW8AASeoD.jpgD_EyqT9WkAADK-r.jpgbq-5c2bbe4c90ddd.jpgD_EyqNaXkAAQAVl.jpg604080055.jpg
(DIR) Post #9lrGerWqOJMLJQsDGS by roko@shitposter.club
2019-08-13T23:07:37.021939Z
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@saga @WBCLevi1611KJV @nik Welcome to the big brain club Levi
(DIR) Post #9lrGxY256MPSLeOViy by nik@letsalllovela.in
2019-08-13T23:10:59.539937Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @saga so was wanting to do those things with me straight too?
(DIR) Post #9lrGzEEPh04LW0xpNw by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:11:16.971879Z
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@saga @nik This I a spiritual war between the forces of light and darknessIsaiah 48:22 There is no peace, saith the LORD, unto the wicked.DWi26GKWkAER4qZ.jpgDWi26m3XkAAQ314.jpgDWi26aQWAAEenY0.jpg
(DIR) Post #9lrH1GSGOg0yzSPfSy by phildobangnz@pl.smuglo.li
2019-08-13T23:11:39.680944Z
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@saga im not sure but i feel like its hard to be cruel and fair at the same time;;;either way though, if shaggotron the ass-pummeler actually came out n fucked u up when u said their name, then they actually would be power-words, but we live in the world we live in, for better or worse...
(DIR) Post #9lrHCPqxnJLvKAHeOu by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:13:39.719243Z
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@nik @saga Look, ok it was just a long phaseI still like you but you're just a weird exception
(DIR) Post #9lrHdrEs5EBI4tYGK8 by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:18:07.586364Z
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@cantinto @nik @saga Doesn't dismissing the sexual identity of another feel incredibly hypocritical? Homonormativity is too ingrained
(DIR) Post #9lrI5Pgw65UgkXonCK by amy@pl.knotteye.cc
2019-08-13T23:23:36.271745Z
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@nik @WBCLevi1611KJV @saga Good taste, Levi.
(DIR) Post #9lrISNUQRvbQa6uuOm by nerthos@shitposter.club
2019-08-13T23:27:40.819828Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @nik @saga The first step to forgiveness is to admit your sinYou're going straight to hell, god hates you
(DIR) Post #9lrIe4S13rSR0aMinY by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:29:51.995599Z
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@amy @nik @saga Something i used to do with my gf that I always sought to recreate with other girls. Evolved into some weird gay fantasy when I wanted to do it with Nikki and started to involve a bizzare fascination with cum mixingBasically all her fault
(DIR) Post #9lrIsyXdJYyX1a6Fpw by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:32:33.599828Z
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@nerthos @nik @saga I admit to having had sinful desires and having engaged in sinful actsNo longer
(DIR) Post #9lrIy8zhsXZOtJhC1Q by amy@pl.knotteye.cc
2019-08-13T23:33:30.571662Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @nik @saga >I-it's Nikki's fault I'm gay!Yeah and definitely not anything to do with how sexy men are.
(DIR) Post #9lrJEX1yHN4S4YZLbk by nik@letsalllovela.in
2019-08-13T23:36:28.379092Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @amy @saga but you see, i never imposed those thoughts on you, they were all your own :^)
(DIR) Post #9lrJICTSeMwJTYB0TI by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:37:07.375501Z
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@amy @nik @saga Nikki was too cute to maintain heterosexuality around...
(DIR) Post #9lrJotj9N6tgtC6eqO by nerthos@shitposter.club
2019-08-13T23:43:02.312439Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @nik @saga Make pilgrimage, cross the gate on a jubilee, then marry a woman.
(DIR) Post #9lrJplKC671L7QqURU by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:43:11.254365Z
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@nik @amy @saga Yeah but it was a very gradual thingLike I loved you before I ever knew what you looked like and it was just a little weird amd then I knew and I remember struggling fantasizing about you trying to imagine you with a girl body but my mind reminding me "but you know she has a dick, she's not even trying to look like a girl yet" but for some strange reason it didn't matter, it was really frustrating for a long time felt like my mind would attack me thinking of new things I wanted to do with your...But I'd never thought about that kind of thing before at all
(DIR) Post #9lrK6dn5MVe6fwPKhE by lehi@cawfee.club
2019-08-13T23:46:15.087619Z
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@nerthos @WBCLevi1611KJV @nik @saga :blobsalute:
(DIR) Post #9lrKLNnj5rF1Qbjkae by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:48:23.210396Z
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@cantinto @amy @nik @saga What im trying to say is I didn't fall in love with a tranny, I fell in love with an internet profile who later turned out to be a tranny and my love was just so strong that it didn't matterAll homosexuality was really just an attempt to seek her
(DIR) Post #9lrKLWTUqRPIKTLDo8 by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:48:26.230475Z
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@cantinto @amy @nik @saga What im trying to say is I didn't fall in love with a tranny, I fell in love with an internet profile who later turned out to be a tranny and my love was just so strong that it didn't matterAll homosexuality was really just an attempt to seek her
(DIR) Post #9lrKQBlDHsIVX6qx2u by nik@letsalllovela.in
2019-08-13T23:49:47.067553Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @cantinto @amy @saga you neglect to mention that you fell in love with me more after you saw what i looked like, and even more when we met in person
(DIR) Post #9lrKmsDA8Y4hYwk7oO by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:53:52.794120Z
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@nik @amy @cantinto @saga Because you became progressively more realIt felt like pulling an anime girl out of my screenBut it's just obsession, it could have been anyone I would have found you perfect no matter what you looked like because I'm incapable of perceiving your flaws I block them all outFor all I know you could actually look like a fag in a dress but I can't see it because I can't see you rationally
(DIR) Post #9lrKwearcd6mDwUbtA by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-13T23:55:09.024070Z
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@cantinto @amy @nik @saga My love for one person was more powerful than my sexuality or my religion or anything or anyoneIt's not healthy
(DIR) Post #9lrLQqseVJeB1DDFVw by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-14T00:00:35.383305Z
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@cantinto @amy @nik @saga Likely because you remind me of Nikki but if Nikki were to ask for me i would forsake you (and anyone else) in a heartbeat and not feel any hesitation or as though I were losing anything at allI become obsessed with anyone with as little resemblance to her as her hair male or femaleAll my love is just substitute Nikki even if I can deny it to myself for a time
(DIR) Post #9lrLgHIwXgiRJarkDg by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-14T00:03:51.535020Z
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@cantinto @amy @nik @saga I was aware of this effect almost immediately after she sent me this one picture of herself where I felt she looked truly female. I would feel myself staring at guys who looked like her and just say "oh he just reminds me of Nikki, I don't actually like him"My unfortunate luck i eventually found one that was gay...
(DIR) Post #9lrM1adrqDMtN1objc by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-14T00:07:14.707899Z
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@cantinto @amy @nik @saga You're both trans, taller than I, use fedi, have past experience with religion (especially catholicism), have trouble living with your parents, are in a relationship with another trans girl, etcIt really doesn't take much similarity
(DIR) Post #9lrM5QfWra73b6QIMq by nik@letsalllovela.in
2019-08-14T00:08:25.292621Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @cantinto @amy @saga I have no experience with religion
(DIR) Post #9lrQwqOKMER4XU6R6G by saga@bsd.moe
2019-08-14T01:02:53.953380Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @cantinto @amy @nik bro go read the c s lewis classic the four loves, contemplate it, and realize that it's okay to not be in eros with nikki
(DIR) Post #9lrREfabG3pAFXLL8q by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-14T01:06:07.205841Z
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@saga @amy @cantinto @nik I love Nikki with the love a man loves God with
(DIR) Post #9lrS0RSt4jciLMW0Lg by saga@bsd.moe
2019-08-14T01:14:45.223138Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @amy @cantinto @nik tbh i can't like, emotionally conceptualize this feeling. like yeah the words are there and comprehended intellectually, but i can't seem to empathize properly with this feeling, it's a gap, and i can only make a best guess at to what you're feeling but i know from the context that it is intense. i'm guessing you're happy, for the most part, with your current state of affairs? it's okay if you think i'm wrong and dumb here1561749581177.png
(DIR) Post #9lrSYDTfaQT2oAzCHw by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-14T01:20:52.299922Z
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@saga @amy @cantinto @nik >i'm guessing you're happy, for the most part, with your current state of affairs?Lol no imagine knowing God personally, so that you see him face to face, love him with all your heart and he hates youIf you were able to empathize with me i would suggest seeking mental help
(DIR) Post #9lrTGOb9bKv62YYLiq by delta@letsalllovela.in
2019-08-14T01:28:27.907662Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV @nik @saga uh-huhgood luck
(DIR) Post #9lrTnzw5nkLpOhMz3I by delta@letsalllovela.in
2019-08-14T01:34:22.289469Z
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@WBCLevi1611KJV they do take time. give it the time. dont stop. she's not more powerful than you.
(DIR) Post #9lrTtj4tONKCqnDWYS by WBCLevi1611KJV@the.hedgehoghunter.club
2019-08-14T01:35:57.827366Z
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@delta I will DesvoxIll try to stop talking to Nikki too...I'm really sorry for everything I said to you