Post 9jxWTPH9tadVLqle40 by prydt@niu.moe
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(DIR) Post #9jxWTPH9tadVLqle40 by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T03:48:50Z
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really just dont want to live right now
(DIR) Post #9jxXC2GSIXB10wieci by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T03:56:53Z
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I probably just shouldnt tbh
(DIR) Post #9jxXCPqkbksMAAsStE by smotheredbyblankets@niu.moe
2019-06-18T03:56:59Z
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@prydt You’ll feel better one day. ❤️(But low key MOOD)
(DIR) Post #9jxXFT4n4JPH2RtqVs by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T03:57:31Z
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@smotheredbyblankets dont rlly feel like waiting tbh
(DIR) Post #9jxXMJaKksZVd3v1Xs by smotheredbyblankets@niu.moe
2019-06-18T03:58:47Z
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@prydt Things take time sadly. And effort. And work. Maybe try seeing someone that can help you. Talking to a therapist is a good idea.
(DIR) Post #9jxXNcE8vhwxjh9whc by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T03:58:59Z
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really no point in living tbh
(DIR) Post #9jxXPA1ikV3Sqy5NfU by wizard@welovela.in
2019-06-18T03:59:19.719957Z
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@prydt no point in dying either!
(DIR) Post #9jxXQuwrmSwCfTeXjc by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T03:59:36Z
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@smotheredbyblankets nahtherapists dont seem helpful tbh
(DIR) Post #9jxXUXyP8yrKZP6Rs0 by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:00:13Z
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@wizard well I don't wanna put in the effort to live tbh
(DIR) Post #9jxXg32zx3Ba87jgWG by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:02:19Z
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must be fucking annoying seeing someone who has literally their needs catered to sadpost
(DIR) Post #9jxXnS5hEr4dpPWowy by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:03:39Z
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oh boo hoo
(DIR) Post #9jxY12EgAEYph6Csqm by sean@social.deadsuperhero.com
2019-06-18T04:06:09.339459Z
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@prydt the beautiful thing is that life does not require a point or sense of purpose. Life happens anyway in spite of it.I hope you feel better, and I hope you find beauty, joy, and happiness in your days on this rock.
(DIR) Post #9jxY1ZuexAkW8r6NMm by smotheredbyblankets@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:06:14Z
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@prydt Really? I’ve heard some good things from people who see them.
(DIR) Post #9jxY2tXnRzBTJh2H7A by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:06:27Z
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it's whatever
(DIR) Post #9jxY8viMIHrBmkqzVA by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:07:32Z
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@smotheredbyblankets who knows... regardless idrc and they cant help me
(DIR) Post #9jxYFUlcsjIqEkVqbI by greyhound@vulpine.club
2019-06-18T04:08:43Z
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@prydt @wizard living is good, even when feeling sad! It reminds you that there is another side on that coin... If people were happy all the time they wouldn't be able to appreciate it.
(DIR) Post #9jxYFm4gX7eJumYoAS by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:08:48Z
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@sean just seems both boring and tedious
(DIR) Post #9jxYLgpSwsXZNrGKtk by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:09:52Z
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@greyhound @wizard sure... if that other side is there
(DIR) Post #9jxYUkaKM0MTdeVBKK by greyhound@vulpine.club
2019-06-18T04:11:29Z
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@prydt @wizard It is, I swear :blobsnuggle:
(DIR) Post #9jxYbugND50yyykHOS by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:12:48Z
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@greyhound @wizard lol I just never have fun and am lonely and honestly dont do anything anyways...im not rlly consciously living life either way... I'm as good as dead, i may as well be a walking corpse
(DIR) Post #9jxZp4PqQsgStAqsbI by deltaidea@social.coop
2019-06-18T04:26:13Z
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@prydt @sean It is. However, this is normally balanced out by the pleasure we get from doing stuff.In medical terms, you either don't do enough stuff, which is how my brand of depression looks like, or you don't get enough pleasure even though you do lots of stuff, which is how I see other people describe issues with their brains.So maybe go see a doctor if you have the funds? It's alright, I understand, or at least I've had similar thoughts. 💚
(DIR) Post #9jxZrY6L2AaJXGuTZo by greyhound@vulpine.club
2019-06-18T04:26:49Z
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@prydt @wizard I bet people around you appreciate you more than you think...And some times just being around is the best we can do... life circumstances change, and you can never know what life holds for you.I'd say, let's explore that undiscovered country that is the future :blobcat:
(DIR) Post #9jxa1eYJu2vSRKof6O by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:28:37Z
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@deltaidea @sean I dont see what a doctor will do, but thx regardless
(DIR) Post #9jxac7VJjsyEelngpM by deltaidea@social.coop
2019-06-18T04:31:11Z
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@prydt Olly talks about his similar thought patterns here: https://youtu.be/eQNw2FBdpyENo particular advice, just talking about it. Helps to know you're not alone. Fly safe, cosmonaut.
(DIR) Post #9jxac7hizktZHFbbAO by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:35:13Z
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@deltaidea oh boy... this guy
(DIR) Post #9jxb5a9WIu6duEea0G by deltaidea@social.coop
2019-06-18T04:40:32Z
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@prydt @sean A therapist/psychologist teaches to recognize thought patterns as squishy brain malfunctions and not as logical conclusions that life is meaningless. It is, but normally that feels like a great thing, when you're not clinging to any possible reason to stay afloat.A physiatrist has the authority to give pills that mess with the brain to force you to have a stronger pleasure response, since something blocks it.Usually people start with therapy.
(DIR) Post #9jxbAioHXjf6CkAcgi by deltaidea@social.coop
2019-06-18T04:41:30Z
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@prydt is he bad? Sorry if I missed something about him 😅
(DIR) Post #9jxbF29RZgEhLh7nF2 by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T04:42:16Z
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@deltaidea nah lol...
(DIR) Post #9jyImUry7Nng0B9aro by orangesec_0@freespeech.firedragonstudios.com
2019-06-18T12:50:08Z
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@prydt sideways for attention longways for results.
(DIR) Post #9jyIp4phNV3O7TK2Xg by prydt@niu.moe
2019-06-18T12:50:37Z
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@orangesec_0 thanks for noticing