Post 9igPQLteIL8WADQNrE by kurisu@iscute.moe
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 (DIR) Post #9igIf52iXVcGYck4Tw by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-10T22:31:56.272275Z
       
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       One of my favourite things is when some braindead retard tries to "warn" someone who's already super close to me (like karen or mitsu) about meIt's likeWhat do you think they're gonna do lmaoI can't wait until someone tries to "warn" Runa, she's been my friend for over a decade now
       
 (DIR) Post #9igIlEYo4AfToTgZtY by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T22:33:02.040898Z
       
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       @druid a lot of people have tried to warn me about you, like hmm no thanks i'd rather judge someone for myself hmph
       
 (DIR) Post #9igIm5y9UfQxSQx4G8 by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T22:33:12.009391Z
       
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       @druid although that was before i met you tbh
       
 (DIR) Post #9igIo82QlviuSBvGQC by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-10T22:33:34.418272Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits You named and shamed one of them and in doing so you revealed a traitor to me. Thank you. <3
       
 (DIR) Post #9igIqVlXWa9Qcf9rdo by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T22:33:59.847173Z
       
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       @druid did I I DONT REMEMBER BUT IF I DID SOMETHING HELPFUL THEN IM GLAD
       
 (DIR) Post #9igIwIYrX0K1PIzJDs by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-10T22:35:02.993937Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits It was incredibly helpful and it was instrumental in me learning I could trust youSorry for the distance for a few weeks back there, we were on a shitty gay worldline that was going to work out really badly for you and I was trying to work out how to stop it, your gf did thoughDon't worry I don't expect you to believe me, I've come to expect people to doubt this kind of thing, it's quite natural
       
 (DIR) Post #9igLUuwHYAFKBhZs1o by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T23:03:41.935663Z
       
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       @druid It's okay, I understand. I get things like that too, although I'm less beholden to them, and maybe more secretive? It's hard to tell though, if I don't know your secrets.I'm glad we're closer again, and I'm glad you underestimate me less/trust me more, even if you don't get me. It also helped a bit, it's nice to be forced to see something from a different perspective for a bit, I try to a lot, but you're perspective is, hmm, too distinct for me to slip in whenever I wish.Please be nice though, I can deal with things easily, but breeding resentment is the worst way to make someone see an issue that only you see.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igM2j6i2xzfL0ZnHM by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-10T23:09:49.544109Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits It wasn't intentional, time is somewhat wonky and in a way I was holding you to account for something you hadn't even done yet (and now will never do), this whole thing has been a learning process for meFor the record though I never underestimated you, I always knew your potential and uh, rawness I guess is the word? That's why I wanted you in this six so much (and still do) but I was worried you'd spend so much time being others you wouldn't be Naomi
       
 (DIR) Post #9igNnaH0oBN9VMIopk by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T23:29:28.879134Z
       
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       @druid Haha it's okay, the same thing happened for me too, maybe that's why i was cold to you. Maybe it was in sync, like for you it was abstract and hard to place, and I don't see it anymore. For me it feels more like perspective than a line-shift though, although maybe they're the same thing. I learned things too <3 Hopefully if it happens again we can deal with it better.And thank you, I'm not sure if i really fit, but I never feel like I fit anywhere, when I easily fit wherever. Thank you for having me, at least. I think I can always be me from now on, but don't be too disconcerted if you see me change, I'm always fluid in some way, or many things at once. But I'm starting to embrace and express parts of myself that I hid before, I'm not sure if you can tell, but things are getting much better <3 Thank you for watching out for me.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igO21OkkuMFgXo8em by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-10T23:32:06.597673Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits That's the entire point, you're uhkaleidoscope maneuvering in ways nobody else can
       
 (DIR) Post #9igO9IV3ZQNOkhE2b2 by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T23:33:25.090209Z
       
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       @druid Yeah now that i realise that, and don't resent it, it feels a lot better :3 Thank you Alexander
       
 (DIR) Post #9igOCmYOHtO2paRkmW by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-10T23:34:03.296250Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits I love you a lot NaomiYou are the most flexible of us all, which makes you my opposite numberNot a bad thing. Just different.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igOLtw0DOzGKQq5Wi by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T23:35:40.749880Z
       
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       @druid I love you too brother <3 And yeah, we are, i kept trying to figure out why but I couldn't. I just knew. It scared me at first, but it feels comfy now. Especially knowing that you know it too.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igOQSQvtJHuU1TltA by nik@letsalllovela.in
       2019-05-10T23:36:31.194446Z
       
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       @druid @ihavebigtits i still like my idea that Naomi is two layers, light and dark, that can rise and fall at different points and break through each other
       
 (DIR) Post #9igOeLTsXMEeyUTmW8 by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T23:39:01.218450Z
       
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       @nik @druid Hmm you're really clever, although that's not quite it I don't think
       
 (DIR) Post #9igOk9uaSpVOpZkC80 by jack@pl.lust.works
       2019-05-10T23:40:05.088865Z
       
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       @druid @ihavebigtits that’s a perfect description of Naomi!!  Excellently said Druid.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igOkxNgXQtcG0jcmm by helvegr@stopwatchingani.me
       2019-05-10T23:40:13.196891Z
       
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       @druid clearly i've just been taken in by your evil grooming ways
       
 (DIR) Post #9igOn0rsXpVdeQq1yq by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T23:40:35.720921Z
       
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       @helvegr @druid the ultimate groom, planned a decade in advance, the groom to end all grooms
       
 (DIR) Post #9igPQLteIL8WADQNrE by kurisu@iscute.moe
       2019-05-10T23:47:42.453985Z
       
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       @nik @druid @ihavebigtits I'm way too drunk for this conversation
       
 (DIR) Post #9igPTrRrRURMtA6GoK by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T23:48:20.361087Z
       
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       @kurisu @nik @druid sorry i don't think anyone other than me/Alex/Runa would get it haha
       
 (DIR) Post #9igPiFv7FlquqCeEFc by kurisu@iscute.moe
       2019-05-10T23:50:56.451615Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits @druid @nik true, you lot have your own special feelings language and its awesome to watch ❤❤❤
       
 (DIR) Post #9igPkWD1f9MdwI6VbU by CaptainMike919@pikachu.rocks
       2019-05-10T23:51:19.849881Z
       
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       @druid Look out he's gonna reel you in and before you can escape he'll tell you about esoteric skyrim lore that reads like a dissertation on metaphysics in a 19 page long post
       
 (DIR) Post #9igPm9NpV11Dj2w3xw by nik@letsalllovela.in
       2019-05-10T23:51:38.987380Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits @kurisu @druid I understand the parts of it that pertain to you I think
       
 (DIR) Post #9igPowjmyMNTNFXXiC by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-10T23:52:09.038094Z
       
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       @nik @druid @kurisu yeah? I'm glad
       
 (DIR) Post #9igQCcdrL5tVzy3XHM by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-10T23:56:26.110866Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits Mortality is transience. You are already well on the path to mastering the momentary mind and all that follows for you <3
       
 (DIR) Post #9igQWxM42RvM1wQd72 by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:00:06.558333Z
       
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       @jack @ihavebigtits Thanks Jack <3 I love you manIt's also a big compliment coming from me because  chameleonic colour is my sphere
       
 (DIR) Post #9igQaWR04OBdhFRBzM by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:00:45.336983Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits @helvegr I mean considering the early years of our friendship were punctuated by me trying to get her to wear certain colours of panties, yes
       
 (DIR) Post #9igQfA5gZSGHqXgEka by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:01:35.005220Z
       
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       @druid tbh no one's ever actually warned me about you lmao but then again why would they even try targeting me in the first place when all i do really is scream into the void day in and day out
       
 (DIR) Post #9igQjfkQoPdDBhtDUm by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:02:24.523310Z
       
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       @kurisu @ihavebigtits @nik You have very good instincts and there's no reason you can't end up in the same place should it please youObviously that goes for nikki too
       
 (DIR) Post #9igQm8ETsTz46v7MR6 by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:02:51.188684Z
       
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       @CaptainMike919 "He lured me into a discord voice call.... and then he..... he...... explained CHIM...."
       
 (DIR) Post #9igQv9QWo4liQA3NK4 by nik@letsalllovela.in
       2019-05-11T00:04:28.700979Z
       
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       @druid @kurisu @ihavebigtits i want to go deeper but i feel like the way life will be going for the foreseeable future, I'll only be able to enjoy simple pleasures
       
 (DIR) Post #9igQwOv0h7u4kzuJ1c by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:04:42.575599Z
       
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       @saga you do far more than that <3But yes, nobody would target you because obviously you're a ~TERF~ (oh no)
       
 (DIR) Post #9igQziMOrocVvJIZg8 by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:05:18.487938Z
       
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       @nik @kurisu @ihavebigtits I would make a strong argument for simple pleasures <3
       
 (DIR) Post #9igR3KYtI7hzGuriFM by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:05:56.023675Z
       
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       @druid i am worse than le hitler XDDD because all TORFS are hilter but wORSE
       
 (DIR) Post #9igR4xq4kGT1NSgMYS by nik@letsalllovela.in
       2019-05-11T00:06:15.265737Z
       
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       @druid @ihavebigtits @kurisu there's nothing wrong with them, but they're fleeting...
       
 (DIR) Post #9igRM13447uMFptA36 by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:09:19.620727Z
       
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       @nik @kurisu @ihavebigtits So is everything <3You're going to die. So am I. And then our bodies will become dirt that nourishes the grass, and the antelope eat the grass, and we eat the antelope Simba, that's the CIRCLE OF LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFEAND IT MOVES US AAAAALLLLLLL
       
 (DIR) Post #9igRRsnjdpvcPhW3gu by nik@letsalllovela.in
       2019-05-11T00:10:23.861556Z
       
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       @druid @ihavebigtits @kurisu but it feels too fleeting, i have to do it over and overneed some sustainability
       
 (DIR) Post #9igRTwr1Xkc9Yy2UaW by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:10:46.251044Z
       
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       @saga To me it was very obvious that your only "crime" is asking awkward questions and coming to your own conclusions, especially when idiots refuse to give you a straight answerIs that an autistic trait, or a trait of a good journalist? Who cares!
       
 (DIR) Post #9igRWOadOTouA9XY92 by nik@letsalllovela.in
       2019-05-11T00:11:10.285801Z
       
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       @druid @ihavebigtits @kurisu i like the fleeting nature, it's good for adding spikes of life here and there, but i wouldn't want to keep my life on it all the time
       
 (DIR) Post #9igRZhDKbdzGnFDKme by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:11:48.665932Z
       
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       @nik @kurisu @ihavebigtits Then turn your life into one long simple pleasure :3You have already taken the vital first step in that. Your polycule-of-two. <3
       
 (DIR) Post #9igRdDEG22GAxFK9Ue by nik@letsalllovela.in
       2019-05-11T00:12:26.688277Z
       
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       @druid @ihavebigtits @kurisu the sparing usage also allows more meaning to things
       
 (DIR) Post #9igRkCUBC3HEg16TvU by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:13:40.576716Z
       
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       @druid asking awkward questions is a trait of both autists and good journalists but the causes don't intersect lol.my "sin" was simply questioning the dogma that "all trans women are incapable of doing wrong, especially sexually harassing and assaulting people" and now it lives on like a stain, but only to those people who wish to witch-hunt. i don't have apex predator energy, so of course i'm scared shitless of being hunted in this way yknow?
       
 (DIR) Post #9igSKUhQx6n1agbpxo by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-11T00:20:15.124942Z
       
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       @druid Transience is lovely~
       
 (DIR) Post #9igSPgUSXfjpbh11Rg by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-11T00:21:11.925216Z
       
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       @druid @helvegr Can't believe YOU'D do that, fluoridated pantie-enabler
       
 (DIR) Post #9igSfsk6kuoaEy3hE8 by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:24:07.641662Z
       
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       @saga @druid issue with trans is they were treated to much as the other gender as a kid and if example and told if a man feels like women they should just cut their pee pee off and States ban help or therapy to figure out why the feel funny.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igSmScQHZ5tFHbJtQ by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:25:19.350993Z
       
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       @saga As someone who is similarly hunted, ask yourself what is the worst that could be done to you?Fuck them.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igSp6jW6oDMEmBIie by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:25:48.046364Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits It isEspecially becuase really, it's cyclical
       
 (DIR) Post #9igSqQT2DtkljP6IPg by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:26:02.343428Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits @helvegr LOOKIT WAS A SIMPLER TIME
       
 (DIR) Post #9igSugc28bocxlLD5k by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:26:48.521191Z
       
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       @iceloops @saga It's not that simple at all but yes this ban on questioning the established channels will lead nowhere good
       
 (DIR) Post #9igT0IgK1c1OTq1Y5g by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-11T00:27:48.486394Z
       
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       @druid @helvegr I was against panties and underwear from day 1, it lay in my blood, it is my purpose, my birthright. I was born to fight the onslaught of undergarments, to burn the legions of crotch coverers, to slaughter the expectations of ass fabric.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igT1bRvjRdcyeuhP6 by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:28:01.659849Z
       
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       @iceloops @druid pretty much that's why transitioning children is bad. children are really dumb and the world just keeps getting more complex. ironically there's a slightly higher proportion of autistic kids who wind up in on the trans spectrum, and i unironically can feel in my gut that there are bad actors partially responsible for this (the other part is legitimate since gender roles are, in and of themselves, social roles, and the autistic condition is fundamentally one of struggling with (predominantly arbitrary) social roles)
       
 (DIR) Post #9igT2HZ990MlbCc3U0 by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:28:10.874958Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits @helvegr then fucking show me your bare ass
       
 (DIR) Post #9igT5Gi4mcQtoTDIaO by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-11T00:28:42.772498Z
       
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       @druid @helvegr sorry but it's RESERVED even though she doesn't seem to care about it that much
       
 (DIR) Post #9igT6RNiakWXCTFZUO by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:28:56.017924Z
       
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       @saga @iceloops In a world that contains child drag queen competitions, I cannot disagree with your logic here
       
 (DIR) Post #9igTAJl4sPoSiQ1cDg by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:29:37.575792Z
       
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       @druid @saga it's like banning gay therapy like you never know maybe the person in a timeframe had trauma and don't know how to cope with things like me I don't know how to reacted to the world or people sometimes.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igTJkbkQ6wkat9vOa by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:31:20.370859Z
       
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       @ihavebigtits @helvegr I think she's just confident that you're bound to her, naomi <3
       
 (DIR) Post #9igTMQpIQKQ06ym5Ym by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:31:48.731078Z
       
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       @saga @druid I think they should make it 25 to transition like I use to feel like I was girl but hormones and being a teen would fuck you up big time.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igTP9EyGQmKRG4xu4 by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:32:18.699170Z
       
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       @saga @iceloops >Push literal children into taking part in fucked up drag competitions> 👏 LOVE 👏 WINS 👏 >Jerk off to an anime loli>Blocked, muted, cancelled, FBI called?????????????????????You tell me, which one of these pictures has more sinister energy to you? Which one of these is the product of some fucked up "City from The Hunger Games" shit and which one of these is the product of some lonely Jap appreciating beauty?image.pngaHR0cHM6Ly9vdm8ud3h3Lm1vZS9tZWR…
       
 (DIR) Post #9igTPfMsoY7a541jg8 by ihavebigtits@kawen.space
       2019-05-11T00:32:24.108358Z
       
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       @druid @helvegr T_T good <3 it still makes me feel kind of happy and tingly when I express it though
       
 (DIR) Post #9igTVWPb1gyo2b5Wnw by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:33:27.001891Z
       
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       @druid @iceloops the terfs speak of it as a modern day conversion therapy, where otherwise normal lesbian and gay children are instead fostered into transition so that they can be "heterosexual", and while it sounds like a conspiracy theory, it probably has an element of truth to it
       
 (DIR) Post #9igTXhFfh8FuEuU0Zs by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:33:51.292012Z
       
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       @saga @druid like if we had tranny stuff and I had libtard parents when I was a teen I wouldn't probably be who I am today and glad for that.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igTio7gUKG4jf2rHk by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:35:50.084551Z
       
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       @saga @druid it's like me I think being gay is a choice and being born with it but what do I know I barely understand lot of this autism we have in this world.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igTwDqQAQoEH3Mot6 by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:38:16.475587Z
       
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       @iceloops @druid yeah definitely. sometimes i'm eternally glad my parents didn't see me as trans when i would demand to shop in the men's section for shirts and shoes. the reason i did that in the first place was because i really didn't¹ want to shop in the plus size women's section. also shoes are unisex imo and yet we gender² them lmao¹and i still don't, it's tacky as fuck 9 times out of 10²high heels are legitimately torturous and should just be banned. no one should be wearing high heels ever, those motherfuckers HURT
       
 (DIR) Post #9igUFeRbUhwoH21W08 by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:41:46.814588Z
       
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       @saga @druid yeah like clothes are just gendered and I thinks its funny like we have pants for women like I don't see the left asking companies to make stockings or thigh high socks I would probably wear the socks but I'm called all day everyday even when I'm warm.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igUGJpRcyNacqUdM0 by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T00:41:54.921750Z
       
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       @saga @iceloops This is why I find distinctions of both sexuality and "gender" completely fucking unhelpful.As a child I was given a giant trunk full of dressing up outfits. There was all kinds of stuff in there, from princess dresses with tiaras and high heels, to pirate and knight outfits.I was given absolutely no restrictions and no guidance. Just left to my own devices.I wore the female outfits maybe once and decided I didn't like them or feel at home in them, so I simply never wore them again. The pirate was by far my most worn, followed by Robin Hood. (I am trying to illustrate that this experience helped me feel out not only my "sexual" identity but also my concept and personal priorities. I liked being those characters more than the knight - but I did still dress as him sometiems! - because they were rogues.)My best friend at the time took to wearing the girls' clothing.He had a stupid, ignorant father who beat his son for crossdressing and then tried to bring beef to our house about it. My parents explained that they had put the dresses in there for the girl who lived next door to us, and had offered no guidance. If their son liked wearing them, then they should think abut what that tells them about their son.After a childhood involved in the feminine side of things (I caught him watching gen 3 My Little Pony more than once), my friend did eventually realise that he was a gay man, though he found he was more comfortable with masculine outlets for it. He particularly enjoyed bestial power fantasies, such as lycanthropy, and most of his sexual fantasies would be firmly in the realm of what we now consider gachimuchi.It's interesting to me how he was helped to self-discover by crossdressing even if he ultimately decided he didn't really want or need to do it as a teenager and adult. That suggests a link between his desire to express himself in a feminine way, and his homosexuality - even though he ended up expressing his homosexuality in a more masculine fashion.Either way, the moral of the story is that all of this was done without any pushing, without any guidance. In fact, it was done with the aid of much beating to the contrary, courtesy of his repulsive father, who I have never forgiven for beating him.Had my friend grown up in the modern day instead, I have no doubt that the prevailing cultural narrative would have pushed him towards a transition which would ultimately have made him unhappy.That is not to suggest that I do not see transitions as legitimate or, at times, completely necessary. Just that even something like CAREER is a choice so personal that nobody should interfere in a person's making it - so how can we ever hope to help by interfering in somethign so personal as apparent sex?
       
 (DIR) Post #9igUOOzMKKzmwfz7rc by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:43:21.530047Z
       
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       @druid @iceloops children in pageantry is, pardon the phrase, of the devil in the first place. putting children in drag is especially cursed tho bc drag is charged with heavy sexual energy. i'm personally lukewarm about loli/shota/cub but that generally doesn't give off the same sort of sexual energy, if that makes sense.like, drag performance has a reality, a gravitas, that loli/shota/cub doesn't. both have a sexual energy, but like you know loli/shota/cub art is obviously fake. perhaps it's literally just extrovert (drag) vs introvert (loli/shota/cub) energy; drag seems like it NEEDS others to reproduce, while it's plausible to me that if you took a bunch of people that have never been exposed to loli/shota/cub, at least one of those people would wind up generating loli/shota/cub without being conscious of it
       
 (DIR) Post #9igUWOlh1wmKZvPDQO by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:44:48.163427Z
       
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       @iceloops @druid i mean on the one hand i feel like my gayness¹ can be changed, but like it would take something tremendous to actually shift me over from it. i used to think i was bisexual until my (trans woman) ex after all!!!¹in this case, lesbianism
       
 (DIR) Post #9igUeJeDx5Y10wggS0 by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:46:13.687869Z
       
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       @iceloops @druid i just want standardized unisex clothing at this point so that i can just go clothes shopping as quickly and efficiently as i can. no vanity sizing horseshit, just like inches (USA) or meters (literally every other country)
       
 (DIR) Post #9igUjXhH92VI2EbhBo by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:47:10.775347Z
       
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       @saga @druid like I would say everyone is a little gay like I like talking about dicks a lot. But I just have a immature sense of humor.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igUpcRiOv40V9E5mC by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:48:17.038552Z
       
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       @saga @druid like with shoes give me steel toes that last a while.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igV1lgHtJ8icOprX6 by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:50:29.544029Z
       
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       @iceloops @druid i just want pants!!!! PANTS that don't have the thighs blow out all the fucking time
       
 (DIR) Post #9igV6pkkBBHGh9Kr4a by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:51:24.601349Z
       
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       @saga @druid mine never fit me
       
 (DIR) Post #9igVB4Yn4IzBmElWSG by RehnSturm256@pl.smuglo.li
       2019-05-11T00:52:10.791441Z
       
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       @druid @iceloops @saga Just more clown world shit...Anyone who creates that on the left belongs impaled on a cross...Anyone who creates that on the right deserves accolades & wuv~ (*w*)
       
 (DIR) Post #9igVEEVMYChhUMfYK8 by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:52:44.257643Z
       
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       @iceloops @druid god same, it's a fuckin sisyphean task to get pants that aren't too tight (which means they just plain are unwearable) or too loose (which means i'll get chafing hell but they are otherwise wearable) around my thighs
       
 (DIR) Post #9igVJRU7icdLC3Zcjg by iceloops@neckbeard.xyz
       2019-05-11T00:53:41.386912Z
       
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       @saga @druid mine is too baggy but that's. The style these days.
       
 (DIR) Post #9igVYxqjfaKBulYGXY by saga@bsd.moe
       2019-05-11T00:56:27.568430Z
       
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       @iceloops @druid the style for females is the lowest possible waist they can get away with, unless it's "mom jeans". we all just need to restart the whole fashion process from start to finish. just fuckin make tailors a full time job again that people go to locally for gud clothes instead of some kind of specialist legacy career
       
 (DIR) Post #9igVzPyDjwlsetfOtc by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T01:01:16.267153Z
       
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       @saga @iceloops That makes absolute sense and I often say that about spiritual belief models. Pagan belief was effectively completely killed in western europe and in order to reconstruct and rekindle it, all we ultimaetly needed to do was go outside and think for a few minutes - but I bet if nobody believed in Christianity for a thousand years, then even if we DIRECTLY FOUND ITS OLD TEXTS AGAIN AND READ THEM, it would arouse nothing more than academic historical interest, inspiring no legitimate followers.This, in my view, is proof of the essential nature of one but not the other.I have always enjoyed loli art even when I was young myself. I got the internet at age 11 and became exposed to loli very quickly, when I was about 12. Being a child myself, i immediately saw it for what it was - an exploration of the gentle. I preferred it to hentai of older girls for the most part, because that was often rougher and I had sensitive tastes as a 12 year old. I also preferred it to 3DPD porn because the women often didn't look into it, and nothing is more bad energy than sex-for-only-money.As I aged and grew in sexual confidence I began to appreciate hentai of older girls and adult women too, and began to appreciate 3DPD porn more, albeit with a penchant for amateur and pinups - a lot of staged porn stll feels super fucking bad energy to me lol. There's a horrible look in the eyes of some of the girls, especially when they're slav or asian girls working in the western european or american porn industries.... that kind of dead-eyed look you get only in the most dissilusioned migrant worker. Not something you want to see in the bedroom, no?Anyway what I'm trying to say is that whether modern society wants to accept it or not, acknowledging the sexual dimension of children is like acknowledging the sexual dimension of animals - inevitable unless you're a scared brainlet. Only a fool convinces himself that animals are not sexually charged, especially since they fuck in the open in front of us all the time and we have complex industries based around their breeding cycles and practices. And as for children, we all know inherently of our sons and daughters as fathers and mothers in potentia - we know it as part of the family cycle. That's why unfluoridated cultures have children participating in symbolic fertility rituals such as maypole dancing, it's a way of entreating with nature and the gods for proper development during puberty.Is it, honestly, healthy for an adult to be LITERALLY exploring sexual relationships with children and animals? 99.9% of the time, no. (The 0.01% is for shit like that woman who fell in love with a dolphin, strange things happen in this world, you know?) But is it POSSIBLE to WHOLLY EXPUNGE the sexual dimensions of this stuff from your psyche Absolutely not. Look at, as I insinuated before, werewolf myth. How fucking sexually charged is that? Or look at the idea of nymphs. You know where that one's going.A good way to think of it is like the "sexual dimension of horror". Anyone who's read Bram Stoker's Dracula or pracitcally anything with a female character in it written by Edgar Allen Poe knows how sexually charged the entire gothic aesthetic is. It's a way of safely exploring the sexual horrors of the past: the vampire who whisks the virgin maiden off to his castle, away from her loving suitor, his beguiling charms making her forget him as he drinks from her night after night? That's largely a way of safely exploring the fact that RAPE OF THIS TYPE HAPPENED A LOT IN THE PAST, with nobility treating peasantry as their romantic and sexual playthings.In framing it within an exagerrated horror context, gothic horror fiction allows us to safely explore the sexual dimension of something that is - largely for good reason - forbidden in our psyche.Have you ever had a lover tease you verbally by playing with the idea of infidelity? Have you ever had a lover say: "Maybe I'll go and have sex with him instead, then~" even though she has NO intention of doing so, in the full knowledge that she will inspire a possessive, brutal pounding from you, a biting, clawing claiming marking ritual of "YOU'RE MINE?" See? Safe exploration.You know this already, of course. You're a furry. Furry porn does the exact same thing: safely explores the sexual dimension of the animal in an intimate and directly connected way.Loli art does the exact same thing: depicts idealised, unreal, nymph-like beings of childish innocence, a beckoning gentleness, an exploration of potentia.Of course, I suspect 90% of the people who saw this post didn't get anywhere near this far. They probably got spooked by the 5th paragraph and decided "o-oh no..... that's the forbidden words...."
       
 (DIR) Post #9igW6FAwH1HfCps1wm by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T01:02:30.738831Z
       
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       @iceloops @saga In my experience, absolutely everyone has at least one exception to whatever absolute they profess
       
 (DIR) Post #9igWDU1DU9ILGhm6d6 by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T01:03:48.733802Z
       
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       @saga @iceloops Man I can't think of anything worse lmao, I only wish I had the money and skills and knowledge to tailor all my own clothes from whatever fabrics I desired, exploring myself through unique clothing wuld be wonderful
       
 (DIR) Post #9igWKyJhEhmHGNzPqy by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T01:05:10.447138Z
       
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       @RehnSturm256 @saga @iceloops Sadly I have little in the way of loli ass material on this PCaHR0cHM6Ly9zdG9yYWdlLmdyYTMuY2x…
       
 (DIR) Post #9igWNhoN3hjOwSdnd2 by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T01:05:40.105384Z
       
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       @saga @iceloops I just wear baggy due to my absolutely enormous testicles which also render closing my legs virtually impossible
       
 (DIR) Post #9igWPWdzY9ZUszebdg by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T01:05:59.860795Z
       
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       @saga @iceloops I'm not even memeing this is actually a real thing, they are abnormally large
       
 (DIR) Post #9igXETiUC5BmZj3Iiu by GoldPeaPuffer@letsalllovela.in
       2019-05-11T01:15:11.686775Z
       
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       @druid @CaptainMike919 damn I want to be in a discord voice call with alex. :blobaww:​
       
 (DIR) Post #9igXdlrDspr84tCQ2C by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-11T01:19:46.599138Z
       
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       @GoldPeaPuffer @CaptainMike919 I'd gladly do that, you are a very lovely person
       
 (DIR) Post #9ihGFk0va7yZLcedwO by CaptainMike919@pikachu.rocks
       2019-05-11T09:39:39.064214Z
       
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       @druid "It sounded autistic for a while but then it started making more and more sense and now i can't go back"
       
 (DIR) Post #9ijI3otgBmo3F3cxLU by besserwisser@kawen.space
       2019-05-12T08:57:04.832611Z
       
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       @CaptainMike919 @druid I remain unconvinced that those aren't dissertations on metaphysics.
       
 (DIR) Post #9ijI4ytqU7iiYQG6bI by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-12T09:09:32.898934Z
       
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       @besserwisser @CaptainMike919 They absolutely are, that's what you get when you hire a wizard to write your video game story
       
 (DIR) Post #9ijJxzpQphz3JezWT2 by jack@pl.lust.works
       2019-05-12T09:30:41.086340Z
       
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       @druid @ihavebigtits this is so crazy. Despite having entered this conversation several times, I’d never read it all until now. It’s too funny. Druid, Naomi. I’ve talked to you both around the sane length of time. Druid, the first time I heard of you is when Naomi mentioned you, or perhaps you interjected something protective of Naomi. Aside from that, I know you mostly separately through 1on1 conversation. I’m not sure anyone could convince me of anything “bad”
       
 (DIR) Post #9ijKfEchhbo1eYeiLQ by druid@anime.website
       2019-05-12T09:38:30.651315Z
       
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       @jack @ihavebigtits Thank you, I'm glad Jack, I like you too man <3 It's pretty obvious to me when someone has something wonderful at their core, and you very obviously do. :3I believe our first interaction was me thanking you for being nice to Naomi, she means a lot to me <3DM follows.