Post 756407 by Audrey@furrytf.club
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(DIR) Post #756375 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:24:51.455697Z
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going into the youtube comments section for any video that so much as mentions nonmonogamy is nauseating
(DIR) Post #756388 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:27:37.210599Z
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this is why basically nobody irl knows i'm polyeveryone wants to fucking lecture you about how only monogamy "is natural" when the fact of the matter is it's only the default because of another occurrence of intolerance wiping out tolerance you see everywhere
(DIR) Post #756395 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:28:37.248124Z
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i will shove my hand down your throat to the goddamn shoulder if you try to tell me polyamory is unnatural and therefore bad
(DIR) Post #756398 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:29:34.121391Z
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mind you, this isn't any claim that i'm *good* at polyamorybut i'm not good at any relationshipso it's not a special thing that's happening because i have two gfs
(DIR) Post #756407 by Audrey@furrytf.club
2018-10-25T08:26:29Z
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@peaOh god. Yeah i did that once with a Riley J Dennis video and god that was a bad idea.
(DIR) Post #756415 by bb010g@weirder.earth
2018-10-25T08:30:36Z
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@pea Yeah, and it doesn't help that cults with weird wife-collection / women-as-property are so infamous
(DIR) Post #756427 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:32:29.963157Z
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i've never not had issues with a relationship i don't thinkmy earlier relationships i was hyperattached and now i'm distant to the point of being neglectfuland i like, try to regulate myself to a "normal" range, but i'm fucking terrible at it and i just, like, don't
(DIR) Post #756439 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:33:48.743454Z
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but if i'm not in a relationship for a while i feel like, cut to the core by lonelinessi'm really absolutely fucking awful
(DIR) Post #756446 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:34:39.881338Z
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mind you it's fairly possible that all of this has to do with how i was probably raped as a kid so hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaahahha
(DIR) Post #756449 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:35:02.819228Z
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but at the same time that doesn't make me not accountable for my horribleness
(DIR) Post #756488 by Los_Ingobernables_De_Mastodon@jorts.horse
2018-10-25T08:35:52Z
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@pea I'm sorry that happened to you, fam. I hope the person who did it dies or is dead
(DIR) Post #756489 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:37:38.867477Z
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@Los_Ingobernables_De_Mastodon there are about 3 "sketchy people" i can identify in my memories that i can remember sketchy events with two of and the rest is just fuckin blacknessi don't remember shit, so i always Severely Doubt and honestly in the end have no clue but i show a serious number of the signs
(DIR) Post #756496 by lyliawisteria@enby.club
2018-10-25T08:37:42Z
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@pea saaaame af. but i think it largely has to do with being raised with the idea of monogamy being the only kind of relationship anyone can have.
(DIR) Post #756525 by Los_Ingobernables_De_Mastodon@jorts.horse
2018-10-25T08:39:41Z
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@pea that sounds horrible :( im so sorry. But youre not horrible. And the reason why it hurts to be single for too long is because u need validation just like all of us. Its ok to want that
(DIR) Post #756528 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:40:31.455231Z
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@Los_Ingobernables_De_Mastodon tbh i need an excessive amount of attention and validation compared to most people but fair enough
(DIR) Post #756541 by pea@fuckonthefirst.date
2018-10-25T08:39:58.983979Z
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@Los_Ingobernables_De_Mastodon big sighi seriously feel like i'm just a conglomeration of different mental illnesses and traumas, no jokelike there's just So Much
(DIR) Post #756542 by Los_Ingobernables_De_Mastodon@jorts.horse
2018-10-25T08:40:50Z
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@pea can relate to that tbh, and i'll bet a good portion of this site can too