(???) i, I'm sitting around.
 (???) inda tripped and dropped all my traumas, so... that's what now is right now. It's not all bad. I've been getting super into the nostr protocol. Very cypherpunk, very hacker, much freedom. Dazzling. I'm a little high rn.
 (???) nyway I'm actually not sure if I want to program for a living. I just don't think I like the work lol. That's tough. How I feel could change in the future too for sure. So what would I do instead? Idunno! VFX/3D modeling? Somehow making money out of that? Who knows.