i finished my old job

now i have a week off in between

limbo week

i've been emailing people about rooms to live in like crazy

the last time i saw my therapist (and considering how much shit is changing
for me, it might really be the last time) she said she didn't want me to
rush into anything re: housing, that i should take some time to get acclimated to my new job first

like everything else she's ever told me, it makes sense

but also, i just want to get out of here

this fucking hoarder house with my conservative parents who don't like me

i feel so close to a new better life

so close to breaking through

and i want that so badly that i'll rush into something for it, honestly, i don't even care