Today, I am feeling a bit better. I think that I will be able to start
changing my life for the better. After all, if I live in the world, I
will affect it, so I should try and take control of what I can. I think
that an individualistic or stoic worldview would make me miserable, but
since I refuse to see anything that happens to me as special or unique,
I try to instead see how it connects to the systems around me.

The best thing I can probably do is find clubs and a political
organization to involve myself in. I will still have time to myself to
play games, but I will be able to feel more like a part of the world.