I feel a bit weird and wired. I've got quite a lot to deal with and my 
interpersonal relationships aren't going that well.

My friend kinda went DND on discord shortly after I DM'd him and while I get 
that he was probably just busy it still felt a bit bad. He doesn't message 
me much anyway. Nobody does, really.

Yeah "wah wah nobody understands me but I refuse to express that" 
but like... I do express my feelings a decent amount 
people just don't have time for me.

What sucks is I have a lot of schoolwork to do and also there's an election 
simulation for a class I have but this really fashy guy is likely gonna 
lead the Libertarian party against the Green Party 
(which I will likely be running) so I'm pretty worried that I'm gonna get my
ass kicked (metaphorically) and I might risk revealing my actual politics but
I'd get my ass kicked (literally) because people aren't ready for anyone that's
further left than Bernie.

At least I have a friend at school who's into a lot of the same anime but
he's planning to run Libertarian because he's friends with that fashy guy
(not good) but I'm trying to get him to join the Green party so I'm not
like... without anyone I know.

I think I just need better time management skills and to keep reading Capital.