long time no see ~town!

i have a lot on my mind but when i actually sit down to write it down, it all leaves my head.

oh yea! i think i found the perfect distro for my old netbook! WriterdeckOS from tinker.sh. yes its meant for distraction
free writing but the particular version of debian it uses works perfectly on this thing. ive noticed since linux kernel 6
that a lot of newer releases of distros just wont work on this thing for whatever reason, and some of them don't boot up
at all. the screen resolution (1024x600) is wayyy too small to use comfortably with any of the de's and wm's ive tried. 
the tty is very comfortable on this device. I think this will be the distro i stick to for now on for this device.

ive been missing the indie web lately, social media has suckered my brain. i want to get back into making silly websites
again but i feel like theres a mental block in my way. I just need the right kind of motivation. ill do it later turns into
months of not doing anything, why am i letting my time slip by?? ugh

maybe i should just restart my website https://machine-cat.space. idk i just feel really overwhelmed by it. i havent updated
it in 2 years. i was really ambitious at the time and have all of these ideas and now i dont want to do them. maybe ill
start with a blank slate and go on from there. I have an idea for a blog with silly little mspaint doodles throughout. 
maybe i should update my page here too, i realized i havent touched it in a long time either. i also want to get back into
programming in general. idk where to start though and that in itself is another mental roadblock (my languages of interest
at the moment are js and python)